Lovely Day
Ayria ( cyber goth ) Lyrics
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And my head aches but that doesn't stop me
It keeps repeating and now my eyes burn
They have turned red
And I do this to myself
I should get out
But there is nowhere to go on a Tuesday night
This restless feeling
So I wait
It's a lovely day
To never feel this way again
And will I ever find
Someone who understands my mind?
I don't think so
It's just a sea of faces and vacant stares
And they will never be in this place again
I have your number
But I won't call it
I fear rejection more than being alone
I'm almost nauseous
Maybe I'm dying?
Over dramatic, but that's what happens
When you have too much time to think about the end
The lights look blurry now
And the cars pass by me on an energetic street
That I have no part of
It's a lovely day
To never feel this way again
And will I ever find
Someone who understands my mind?
I don't think so
It's just a sea of faces and vacant stares
And they will never be in this place again
I will wait for you to find me
But I know you never will
I will seek to you to save me
But I know you never will
I will try to regain passion
But I'm faltering
I will try to overcome this
But I'm overwhelmed again
Lovely day
Feel this way
Lovely place
Never feel this way
The lyrics of Ayria's song "Lovely Day" portray feelings of isolation, restlessness, and a longing for understanding. The singer is stuck in a cycle of listening to music and feeling a sense of self-inflicted pain, perhaps around unrequited love or the inability to connect with others. The restless feeling the singer experiences has no known cure, and they feel a sense of hopelessness in their attempts to move past it.
The singer also expresses a fear of rejection, of being vulnerable and opening themselves up to rejection from others. This fear seems to be impacting their ability to connect with others and find someone who understands them. Despite this fear, the singer holds out hope that they will eventually find someone who understands their mind.
The final repetition of the phrase "Lovely day, feel this way, lovely place, never feel this way" suggests a desire for the day, the feeling, and the physical place to all reflect a sense of beauty and contentment that the singer may not feel in their current state.
Line by Line Meaning
I've been listening to this song for hours
I'm stuck in a loop of my own despair
And my head aches but that doesn't stop me
I can't escape the pounding in my head
It keeps repeating and now my eyes burn
The lyrics drill into my brain and my vision blurs
They have turned red
My eyes are bloodshot from lack of sleep
And I do this to myself
I'm the one inflicting this pain
I should get out
I know I need to change my situation
But there is nowhere to go on a Tuesday night
I'm stuck in a rut with no escape
This restless feeling
I can't calm the turmoil inside me
There is no cure for
There's no relief from this endless cycle
So I wait
I resign myself to the agony
It's a lovely day
The world around me is beautiful
To never feel this way again
I long to escape this misery
And will I ever find
I wonder if anyone can understand me
Someone who understands my mind?
Can someone else see through my pain?
I don't think so
I'm convinced I'm alone in this struggle
It's just a sea of faces and vacant stares
The people around me are all strangers
And they will never be in this place again
No one else will know what it's like to be here now
I have your number
I have a connection to someone, but it's not enough
But I won't call it
I fear reaching out and being rejected
I fear rejection more than being alone
The possibility of rejection is worse than being by myself
I'm almost nauseous
My anxiety and fear are overwhelming
Maybe I'm dying?
My anguish feels like it's killing me
Over dramatic, but that's what happens
I know I'm being irrational, but I can't help it
When you have too much time to think about the end
Too much idle time leads to dark thoughts
The lights look blurry now
My vision is hazy from tears and exhaustion
And the cars pass by me on an energetic street
Life goes on around me, but I'm stuck
That I have no part of
I feel disconnected from the world
I will wait for you to find me
I cling to the hope that someone will save me
But I know you never will
But deep down, I know it's unlikely
I will seek to you to save me
I'll keep searching for someone to rescue me
I will try to regain passion
I'll make an effort to find joy in life again
But I'm faltering
But it's a struggle to keep going
I will try to overcome this
I'm determined to beat this despair
But I'm overwhelmed again
But sometimes the pain is too much to bear
Lovely day
This day is beautiful
Feel this way
But my emotions are overwhelming
Lovely place
This world is full of wonder
Never feel this way
But I can't take the pain anymore
Contributed by Alyssa P. Suggest a correction in the comments below.