November
Azure Ray Lyrics

So I'm waiting for this test to end
The singer is patiently waiting for a difficult time to come to an end

So these lighter days can soon begin
Once the difficult time is over, the singer can look forward to brighter, happier days

I'll be alone by maybe more carefree
The singer may be alone, but they feel more carefree and unburdened without the pressure of other people's expectations

Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
The artist feels free and weightless, floating through the world without any worries

I was afraid to be alone
The artist used to be scared of solitude and being by themselves

Now I'm scared that's how id like to be
But now, the singer is scared of how much they enjoy being alone

All the faces none the same
No matter how many people the singer meets, they all seem to blend together and have the same personalities or traits

How can there be so many personalities
The artist is amazed by the sheer variety of personalities and traits people can have

So many lifeless empty hands
There are so many people in the world who seem to lack purpose and direction, or whose hands are empty of any real meaning or passion

So many hearts in great demand
At the same time, there are countless people with broken or troubled hearts who are in need of love, care, and attention

And now my sorrow seems to far away
The singer's sorrow seems to have faded into the distance, becoming less pressing or important in light of other concerns

Until I'm taken by these bults of pain
But every so often, the artist is overwhelmed by sudden and intense bursts of pain or sadness

But I turn them off and tuck them away
Rather than letting these painful feelings consume them, the singer suppresses them and tries to ignore them

Till these rainy days that make them stay
The singer knows that these feelings will come back whenever they encounter difficult, challenging times in their life

And then ill cry so hard to these sad songs
During these tough times, the singer turns to music to help them process and express their emotions, often crying to sad or melancholic tunes

And the words still ring, once here now gone
The lyrics of these songs resonate with the artist and remind them of people or experiences that are now out of reach

And they echo through my head everyday
These songs and their lyrics stay with the artist and replay in their mind almost constantly

And I don't think they'll ever go away
The singer feels like these emotions and memories will always be a part of them and will never truly fade or disappear

Just like thinking of your childhood home
Certain memories and places from the past are so strong that they stay with us even as we move on to new experiences and surroundings

But we can't go back were on our own
Despite the strong pull of the past, the artist knows that they can never truly return to those old times and must move forward on their own

So were speeding towards that time of year
The artist is approaching a significant date or anniversary, likely associated with someone who is no longer alive

To the day that marks your not here
This date marks the absence of someone who was once close to the artist

And I think ill want to be alone
The singer anticipates feeling a desire for solitude and space during this emotionally charged time

So please understand that I don't answer the phone
The artist may not be available or responsive during this time, and they ask for understanding and space from others

I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
The singer plans to spend this time alone, perhaps musing on their thoughts and emotions without distraction

Until I can see nothing at all
The singer may become so lost in thought that they lose track of time and their surroundings, becoming almost unaware of their physical presence

Only particles some fast some slow
At this point, the singer becomes aware of the fleeting and changeable nature of everything around them

All mys can see is all I know
In the midst of their emotional turmoil and introspection, the artist is entirely focused on their own thoughts and perceptions

But I'm about to give this one more shot
Despite the challenges and difficulties in their life, the artist is determined to keep trying and pushing forward

And find it in myself
The singer draws strength and resilience from within, looking inward for the resources and motivation to keep going

I'll find it in myself
Ultimately, the singer knows they have to rely on their own strength and resilience to face the challenges in their life

Dodo
This is likely a reference to the traditional children's song 'Frere Jacques', which includes the line 'Dormez-vous?' or 'Are you sleeping?' It may be a playful or ironic nod to the emotional and introspective tone of the song as a whole.