Raining In My Heart
B.B. King Lyrics


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Somebody tell me why
Somebody tell me why
Why I gotta feel this pain
Somebody tell me why
Why
Mom and Dad
Why they gotta stay fighting
When they gotta put they hands on me
Lord I turn to ya writings
I only get by
Cause I know that
I have you in my heart
I don’t know why
Why it always be like this
Drama constantly and dad resorting to his fist
And mom nitpicking always seem to start a fight
Dad just can’t let it go
He always gotta be right
Dad
Why you gotta turn to the bottle
Can you not focus on us
Liquors always been your idol
When it seems to be to much
I hear the threats that one gone leave em
All I ever wonder is
Who gone take me wit em
But I doubt it ever happens
Always felt like an afterthought
Except for when ya need a release and hit me in a hidden spot
Have you ever once
Thought about your own child
About his needs and his wants
I swear its been a long while
Now im hiding in this closet and i'm trying to escape
All the hurt and all the pain
Arguing and the hate
Lord help me make it through
It's been a long rough night
I'll keep my eyes on you
Know you’ll turn the dark to the light
Somebody tell me why
Somebody tell me why
Why I gotta feel this pain
Somebody tell me why
Why
Mom and Dad
Why they gotta stay fighting
When they gotta put they hands on me
Lord I turn to ya writings
I only get by
Cause I know that
I have you in my heart
I don’t know why
Why I always open up
Cause every time I do
It's like that opening gets cut
Betrayed is how I feel
Who I trust with these issues
When Home's a living hell
No-one at school plays with you
Teachers think I'm a bad kid
Don’t know what I’ve been dealt
Don't know what it's like to be beat on
By the ones that gave ya breath
How ya press forward
When pain comes without a warning
So I long for night time
Cause joy comes in the morning
Lord I need you more
Than I ever have before
Because I hear a knock knock
Lord its CPS at my door
They wanna take me
And I know i'll be in good hands
But I don’t wanna leave home
Lord I trust in your plan
So take this hurt and all my pain
Lord mend my heart
And do the same for my parents
Lord give us a new start
My rough night is looking up
It’s better days ahead
It’s all because of you I’m alive not dead
Somebody tell me why
Somebody tell me why
Why I gotta feel this pain
Somebody tell me why
Why
Mom and Dad
Why they gotta stay fighting
When they gotta put they hands on me
Lord I turn to ya writings
I only get by




Cause I know that
I have you in my heart

Overall Meaning

The song "Raining In My Heart" by B.B. King depicts the emotional turmoil and pain experienced by a child living in a household plagued by constant fighting and abuse between his parents. The lyrics express the child's confusion and plea for someone to explain why he has to endure such suffering. The child turns to religion as a source of solace and strength, recognizing that only through their faith and belief in God can they find some peace and comfort in their troubled environment.


The child questions why their parents continuously engage in violent arguments and why they resort to physical abuse, causing harm to the child. The father is depicted as someone who turns to alcohol, using it as an escape from their dysfunctional family situation. The child feels neglected and unimportant, like an afterthought to their parents, except when they need a release for their frustrations, resulting in hidden abuse. The child longs for love and attention from their parents, wishing they would consider their needs and desires.


Feeling trapped and seeking refuge, the child hides in a closet, attempting to escape the constant pain, arguments, and hatred that surround them. They turn to God, asking for help in overcoming their struggles and finding strength to endure the difficult nights. The child believes that by keeping their focus on God, they can find a way out of the darkness and into a brighter future.


Overall, the song shines a light on the devastating impact of domestic violence on children, highlighting their desperate search for understanding, love, and hope in the midst of a traumatic and chaotic environment.


Line by Line Meaning

Somebody tell me why
I am seeking an explanation for my current situation and the pain I feel.


Why I gotta feel this pain
I want to understand why I am constantly experiencing this emotional and physical pain.


Mom and Dad
Referring to my parents, who are caught in a cycle of conflict.


Why they gotta stay fighting
I question why my parents cannot find a resolution and continue arguing.


When they gotta put they hands on me
I wonder why they resort to physical violence and abuse towards me.


Lord I turn to ya writings
In times of distress, I find solace in seeking guidance from religious texts.


I only get by
Despite the challenges, I manage to cope.


Cause I know that
My faith in a higher power gives me strength.


I have you in my heart
I hold onto the belief that God resides within me and provides comfort.


I don’t know why
I am puzzled as to why these circumstances persist.


Why it always be like this
I question why my life is consistently filled with turmoil and conflict.


Drama constantly and dad resorting to his fist
The constant presence of chaos, with my father frequently turning to physical violence.


And mom nitpicking always seem to start a fight
My mother's habit of finding faults escalates conflicts between them.


Dad just can’t let it go
My father struggles to move past disagreements and always insists on being right.


He always gotta be right
My father's need to prove his superiority and correctness in every situation.


Dad
Referring to my father.


Why you gotta turn to the bottle
I question why my father relies on alcohol as an escape and coping mechanism.


Can you not focus on us
I wish my father would prioritize his family instead of turning to alcohol.


Liquors always been your idol
Alcohol has become an obsession and idol in my father's life.


When it seems to be too much
When the burden becomes overwhelming for him.


I hear the threats that one gonna leave 'em
I become aware of threats made by my parents to leave each other.


All I ever wonder is
My constant thought is


Who gonna take me with 'em
Who will I end up living with if my parents separate or divorce.


But I doubt it ever happens
I doubt that the separation will actually occur and I will be taken away.


Always felt like an afterthought
I have always felt like a secondary consideration in my parents' lives.


Except for when ya need a release and hit me in a hidden spot
Except when my parents need to release their frustrations and they physically abuse me in secret.


Have you ever once
I question whether my parents have ever


Thought about your own child
Considered the needs and well-being of their own child.


About his needs and his wants
Considered my desires and what I require as a child.


I swear its been a long while
I am certain that it has been a significant amount of time.


Now I'm hiding in this closet and I'm trying to escape
I seek refuge and attempt to avoid the chaos by hiding in a closet.


All the hurt and all the pain
The emotional and physical suffering I endure.


Arguing and the hate
The constant fighting and animosity that exists in my home.


Lord help me make it through
I plea to God for assistance in overcoming these hardships.


It's been a long rough night
The current situation has been a challenging and difficult period.


I'll keep my eyes on you
I will maintain my faith and trust in God's guidance.


Know you'll turn the dark to the light
I am certain that God will bring forth positivity and illumination amid the darkness.


Why I always open up
I question why I continually share my feelings and vulnerabilities.


Cause every time I do
Because whenever I do


It's like that opening gets cut
My vulnerability and openness result in me getting hurt or betrayed.


Betrayed is how I feel
I experience a strong sense of betrayal.


Who I trust with these issues
I am uncertain who I can rely on to confide in regarding my struggles.


When Home's a living hell
My residence, which should provide comfort and security, is a place of immense suffering and torment.


No-one at school plays with you
I am socially isolated at school and lack companionship.


Teachers think I'm a bad kid
My teachers perceive me as a troublemaker or misbehaved student.


Don't know what I've been dealt
I am unaware of the hardships and challenges that I have had to face.


Don't know what it's like to be beat on
They do not understand the experience of being physically abused.


By the ones that gave ya breath
By my own parents, who brought me into this world.


How ya press forward
How can I continue to move forward and persevere?


When pain comes without a warning
When the pain and suffering I endure unexpectedly occurs.


So I long for night time
I yearn for the nighttime to arrive.


Cause joy comes in the morning
Because I believe that happiness and relief will emerge with the coming of the morning.


Lord I need you more
I am deeply dependent on God for support and strength.


Than I ever have before
More than any other time in my life.


Because I hear a knock knock
As I hear a knocking sound on the door.


Lord its CPS at my door
It is the Child Protective Services at my door, likely due to a report of abuse.


They wanna take me
They intend to remove me from my current living situation.


And I know i'll be in good hands
I am aware that I will be placed in a safe and caring environment.


But I don't wanna leave home
Despite the pain, I still have an emotional attachment and fear of leaving my familiar surroundings.


Lord I trust in your plan
I place my faith and confidence in the divine plan that God has for me.


So take this hurt and all my pain
Please relieve me of this emotional and physical suffering.


Lord mend my heart
I implore God to heal my broken and wounded heart.


And do the same for my parents
I request the same healing and transformation for my parents' hearts.


Lord give us a new start
Grant us an opportunity to begin anew and improve our circumstances.


My rough night is looking up
The challenging and difficult period I am going through is starting to show signs of improvement.


It’s better days ahead
I anticipate a brighter and more positive future.


It’s all because of you I’m alive not dead
I acknowledge that my survival and existence are a result of God's presence and intervention.




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Written by: Brandon McGowin, Stella Fuller

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on Always On My Mind

Here's BB King's Version - Lyrics

Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I should have
Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I could have

If I made you feel second best
Girl I'm sorry I was blind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
I guess I never told you
That I am so happy that you're mine
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
ou were always on my mind

If I made you feel second best
Girl I'm sorry I was blind

Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance
To satisfied
I'll keep you satisfied

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Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance
To satisfied
I'll keep you satisfied

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