The Reason
B.B.n. Lyrics

It's been a long day and I'm driving on this boulevard
I've had a tough day and I'm driving down this street.

Blowing up your phone while you're acting like I ain't called, uh
I'm calling you repeatedly and you're not answering.

Mistakes have been made babe
I've messed up.

Something I said I would probably do from the first day
I knew I might do something wrong from the beginning.

Got a guilty conscience on my mind and you just left the house looking fine
I feel guilty and you look great as you leave the house.

Going out with your girls and I'm hoping that you don't find
You're going out with your friends and I hope you don't meet someone else.

Someone new that could do you better than I am
I'm scared you might find someone who treats you better.

I love you more than Kel adored his orange soda damn
I love you a lot.

I got shit built up and I ain't trying to let it blow
I have a lot of emotions and I don't want to lose control.

Cause a failed romance is something we both know
We both know how painful it is when a relationship doesn't work out.

I knew you was someone I loved before I even knew you
I felt like I loved you before I actually met you.

Now I'm battling my demons hoping that I don't destroy you
I'm struggling with my own problems and I don't want to hurt you.

I'm scared that if I choose you, I'll use you
I'm afraid that if I commit to you, I'll take advantage of you.

And I know that if I bruise you, I'll lose you
I'm aware that if I hurt you, I'll lose you.

Cause they say I'm no good, I'm just misunderstood
People think I'm a bad person, but they don't understand me.

There's some reasons why I'm scared to love
I have some reasons why I'm afraid to love.

So there's reasons why I fuck up, I act up
That's why I sometimes make mistakes and behave badly.

Try to put my wall down, but it stays up
I try to be vulnerable, but I find it difficult.

I wanna heal all your hurt but don't wanna mess it up
I want to make you feel better, but I don't want to make things worse.

Talking to my ex took away the respect we was moving with
Talking to my ex made things worse between us.

Now I'm stuck up in this spot like a fucked up movie disc
Now I'm in a bad situation that I can't get out of.

You doing some things trying to get back at me
You're doing things to get revenge on me.

At the same time trying to keep building a family
At the same time, we're trying to build a life together.

That's why we got these trust issues
We have trust issues because of our past experiences.

But I'ma put my heart on the line
I'm going to take a risk and be vulnerable.

Got a nigga running for time
I'm running out of time.

To just tell you how I'm feeling while I'm learning that I'm
I want to tell you how I feel while I'm still figuring things out.

Still growing in this shit and I know I'm for this shit
I'm still learning and I know I'm meant for this relationship.

So like toilet paper let's just keep rolling with the shit girl
We should keep going and not let anything stop us.

You a dime, damn right you fine, which is why, I gotta keep you in my sight
You're amazing and that's why I need to keep you close.

I be watching close and doing all this stupid shit
I'm paying close attention and doing things that might seem foolish.

Hoping that these niggas don't get the type of time we done spent
I hope no one else can compete with our history together.

I'm a fuck up with this love shit, but just know
I'm not perfect when it comes to love, but please understand.

I'm 100 with this true shit, the hook go
I'm being honest and the chorus goes like this:

Said there's reasons why I'm scared to love
I have some reasons why I'm afraid to love.

Man there's reasons why I'm scared to love
I have some reasons why I'm afraid to love.

Hold up, hold up
Wait a minute.