GOD
B.O.S.C.H. Lyrics

Itll all be over
Looking forward to a future without pain and struggle

And we wont have to cry no more
Anticipating a time of relief and happiness

How imma introvert still caught up in the crosshairs
Feeling isolated and vulnerable in a dangerous environment

On the straight and narrow made a wrong turn
Made a mistake despite trying to do the right thing

I been praying for the lord to save me on the daily
Seeking divine intervention to overcome challenges

Cuz evilness what made me
Acknowledging past bad behavior that led to current struggles

Hard to understand
Feeling misunderstood and alone

How a firearm in hand can easily turn a boy into a man
Reflecting on the dangers of violence and how it can change a person

I been trynna hold
Struggling to stay strong and resilient

Lifting weights to make me whole
Using physical exercise as a way to cope with emotional pain

But all the weights up in the world dont make your mind grow
Recognizing that physical strength doesn't solve mental or emotional problems

I wanna ask for help but my pride wont let me do it
Feeling too ashamed to reach out for support

Scared as soon as express youll start talking out your neck
Afraid of being judged or misunderstood by others

So instead ill seal the pain with a smile and hope that it last for a while
Putting on a brave face and hiding emotional pain from others

And as i bow down and give the lord a prayer
Turning to religion for comfort and guidance

I pray he keep me safe from all these haters
Asking for protection from those who wish harm

But for now ill keep this mask up on my face and this k around my waist
Continuing to hide vulnerabilities and feelings of insecurity

And pray that someday
Hoping for a better future

False conception
Realizing a past misunderstanding or misconception

I dont think i got the message
Confused about what was expected of them

Although i make confessions im still holding lethal weapons
Admitting to being armed despite expressing remorse

Make an exception for me god cuz time is getting hard
Asking for special treatment in order to cope

Feel like im dying but lord im really trying
Fighting to survive and overcome adversity

I really need your help
Desperate for divine intervention and support

I really need your strength
Asking for inner fortitude and resilience

Hold me in your palms and never let me go
Seeking comfort and protection from a higher power

When times is getting slow
Struggling in difficult times

Please give me hope
Asking for a reason to keep going

Im begging
Desperately requesting help

Everybody put me second
Feeling overlooked and undervalued by others

With you im coming first
Acknowledging the importance of religion in their life

I never ever heard of day
Believing in a future where things will change

When you aint listen to my prayer cuz later
Confident that their prayers will eventually be answered

I come out that situation im facing
Believing they will overcome their current challenges

You give me strength to face the nation
Crediting religion for empowerment and resilience

Greatest is what you are
Giving praise to a higher power

And im a star
Feeling successful and empowered

And i know that one day not far
Optimistic about the future

Yunno and ill make it through these tough times
Believing in their ability to overcome struggles

And ill look back at this day
Reflecting on their current situation in the future

And i know that you know you helped me get through it
Thanking religion for support and guidance

Cuz of you you know i am where i am today
Crediting religion for personal success and growth

And im even going farther
Continuing to strive for success and growth

Imma just keep enhancing you know
Dedicating oneself to personal and spiritual improvement

For real
Expressing sincerity and belief in their journey