Stella Rose Bennett was born and raised in the suburb of Grey Lynn in Auckland. She grew up in a "really musical" family with parents who would expose her to the catalogs of Radiohead, Björk, and Groove Armada. From the age of eight, BENEE began taking guitar lessons in primary school before starting saxophone lessons in high school. Eventually, BENEE dropped all music in order to prioritize water polo. She claims it "was [her] life" and that she at one point hoped to represent New Zealand competitively. BENEE later became interested in writing and recording music at the age of 17, after deciding that she did not want to pursue a career in water polo. BENEE attended an all-girls Catholic school, St. Mary's College, where music was compulsory for four years.
BENEE began her music career by posting covers to SoundCloud and began making her own music in her final year of high school. After dropping out of a communications degree at the Auckland University of Technology after two weeks, during what she called "a quarter-life crisis", she decided to enter the music business professionally. Her music caught the attention of Josh Fountain, a producer and member of the band Leisure, with whom she produced two singles: "Tough Guy", released in 2017, and "Soaked", released in 2018. she earned her first career entry on the Triple J's Hottest 100 of 2018 with "Soaked" at #58.
In both 2019 and 2020, she consecutively won Single of the Year, Best Solo Artist and Best Pop Artist at the New Zealand Music Awards. BENEE initially gained local prominence with her singles "Glitter" and "Soaked", before her 2019 single "Supalonely" saw international popularity following its success on the video-sharing platform TikTok and YouTube. BENEE subsequently released her debut album, Hey U X, in November 2020.
Under the moniker of Bene, she made her solo debut with the 2017 single "Tough Guy", before later gaining prominence with her 2018 single "Soaked", which has been certified double-platinum in New Zealand. She released her debut EP, Fire on Marzz, with help from producer Josh Fountain in June 2019. Her second EP, Stella & Steve, was released in November 2019 and charted in the US, Canada, and France as a result of the international success of the EP's final single, "Supalonely". Since 2018, BENEE has earned five entries on the Triple J Hottest 100, three of which were in the 2019 list. She also released her third EP, Lychee, in March 2022 which charted at number 13 on the Official New Zealand Music Chart.
In an interview for The New Zealand Herald, Benee revealed that she has dyslexia. She also described her childhood experiences with songwriting:
"throughout school I struggled with writing....I liked creative writing, that was what I loved, but I was always making mistakes, and I was confined to this way that I should write....Songwriting for me was this place where I don't have to be grammatically correct. Learning the craft with [Josh Fountain], when he was sharing all his knowledge – something clicked, and I was just like, I love this. It's a great emotional outlet for me; I just love splashing what I feel on to a track."
Lownely
BENEE Lyrics
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Shouldn't be with ya, guess I'm a quitter
While you're out there drinkin', I'm just here thinkin'
'Bout where I should've been
I been lonely
Water pouring down from the ceilin'
I knew this would happen, still hard to believe itMaybe I'm dramatic, I don't wanna seem it
I don't wanna panic
I'm a sad girl, in this big world
It's a mad world
All of my friends know what's happened
You're a bad thing
I know I fucked up, I'm just a loser
Shouldn't be with ya, guess I'm a quitter
While you're out there drinkin', I'm just here thinkin'
'Bout where I should've been
I've been lonely (Mmm, ah, yeah)
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely (I'm a lonely bitch)
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely (Super lonely)
Now I'm in the bathtub, cryin'
Think I'm slowly sinking
Bubbles in my eyes now
Maybe I'm just dreamin'
Now I'm in the sad club
Just tryna get a backrub (Ooh)
It's a mad world (Ooh)
All of my friends know what's happened
You're a bad thing
I know I fucked up, I'm just a loser
Shouldn't be with ya, guess I'm a quitter
While you're out there drinkin', I'm just here thinkin'
'Bout where I should've been
I've been lonely, mm, ah, yeah
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely (Lonely bitch)
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely
Yeah, I've been lonely
I've been lonely (La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la)
Lonely (I've been lonely, by the way)
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely
The lyrics of Benee's song "Lownely" explore themes of regret, self-criticism, and loneliness. In the opening lines, the singer acknowledges their mistakes and insecurities, describing themselves as a "loser" and a "quitter." They contrast their own state of rumination and solitude with the image of the person they have lost, who is depicted as carefree and enjoying themselves. The lyrics convey a sense of longing and self-blame, as the singer reflects on missed opportunities and the feeling of being isolated.
The mention of water pouring down from the ceiling symbolizes a sense of impending disaster and the inevitability of certain outcomes. Despite anticipating difficult situations, the singer still struggles to accept them emotionally. There is a sense of self-awareness in the acknowledgment of potential drama and the desire to avoid appearing overly emotional or panicked. The lyrics capture the internal conflict of trying to maintain composure in the face of challenging circumstances.
The recurring refrain of being a "sad girl" in a "big world" emphasizes feelings of vulnerability and alienation within a chaotic and unforgiving environment. The singer's social circle seems to be aware of the struggles and pain they are experiencing, painting a picture of shared understanding but ultimately lacking in true solace. The mention of the person they were with being a "bad thing" suggests a toxic or damaging relationship that has contributed to their sense of loneliness and self-doubt.
The final verses depict the singer in a state of emotional distress, crying in a bathtub and feeling like they are sinking. The bubbles in their eyes and the surreal feeling of potentially dreaming add a layer of disorientation and psychological turmoil. The reference to being in a "sad club" and seeking physical comfort through a backrub highlights the singer's yearning for connection and consolation in the midst of their pain. Overall, the lyrics of "Lownely" convey a poignant portrayal of inner turmoil, regret, and the profound impact of loneliness on one's mental and emotional well-being.
Line by Line Meaning
I know I fucked up, I'm just a loser
I am aware of my mistakes and shortcomings, feeling inadequate
Shouldn't be with ya, guess I'm a quitter
It's probably best for both of us if I leave, as I tend to give up easily
While you're out there drinkin', I'm just here thinkin'
You're out enjoying life, while I'm stuck with my thoughts and regrets
'Bout where I should've been I been lonely
Reflecting on missed opportunities and feeling isolated
Water pouring down from the ceilin'
Tears streaming down my face uncontrollably
I knew this would happen, still hard to believe it
Deep down, I sensed this outcome, yet it's difficult to accept
Maybe I'm dramatic, I don't wanna seem it
I may come across as exaggerated, but I don't want to be perceived that way
I don't wanna panic
I'm trying to remain calm and composed despite the circumstances
I'm a sad girl, in this big world
Feeling despondent and lost in the vastness of the world
All of my friends know what's happened
Those close to me are aware of the situation and how I feel
You're a bad thing
You are not good for me or my well-being
Now I'm in the bathtub, cryin'
Seeking solace in tears while submerged in water
Think I'm slowly sinking
Feeling like I'm drowning emotionally, sinking deeper into misery
Bubbles in my eyes now
Tears clouding my vision and thoughts
Maybe I'm just dreamin'
Questioning the reality of my circumstances, hoping it's all a dream
Now I'm in the sad club
Entered a state of sorrow and melancholy
Just tryna get a backrub
Seeking comfort and reassurance in physical touch
Yeah, I've been lonely
Indeed, I have been feeling isolated and alone
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@idkanymore9950
The little "supalonely" IS SO CUTE OH MY GOD
@yazbasarslan
Yay billie eilish fan
@marveilles
the way she said “soupA lownley”
@soyoymilk
I saw this comment and waited for it
@minty8885
1:30
@gemmavidler4904
10 12 PM 😂
@Iknowmygrief
Cyka lownley
@roselyntenhagen7622
Ochaco Uraraka haha same
@pauie4314
I can’t wait to see her walk the red carpet and sold out world tours.I’ve listened to her since soaked and I’m so proud of her. 💜🐌
@sandilemlambo5701
Soaked fam 💚