Supalonely
BENEE [feat. Gus Dapperton] Lyrics

I know I fucked up, I'm just a loser
Acknowledging that I have made mistakes and accept myself as a loser.

Shouldn't be with ya, guess I'm a quitter
Realizing that I do not belong to this relationship and choosing to leave.

While you're out there drinkin', I'm just here thinkin'
While you're enjoying your life, I'm unhappy and stuck in my thoughts.

'Bout where I should've been
Contemplating about my past decisions and regretting my choices.

Water pouring down from the ceilin'
Metaphorically, there are problems that are happening in my life.

I knew this would happen, still hard to believe it
I expected these problems, but it's still difficult to accept them.

Maybe I'm dramatic, I don't wanna seem it
I don't want others to view me as attention-seeking, even though I feel dramatic now.

I don't wanna panic
I don't want to be overwhelmed with negative emotions and lose control.

I'm a sad girl, in this big world
Feeling blue in this vast world.

It's a mad world
Suggesting that the world is a chaotic place, where strange and difficult things happen all of the time.

All of my friends know what's happened
My friends know what's wrong and why I'm feeling this way.

You're a bad thing (ah!)
Addressing the toxic relationship and accepting that the other is bad for my well-being.

Now I'm in the bathtub, cryin'
Feeling overwhelmed and sinking in my emotions.

Think I'm slowly sinking, bubbles in my eyes
Feeling like I'm slowly descending as if I'm drowning in darkness.

Now, maybe I'm just dreamin'
Feeling like this is all just a dream, but struggling to face reality.

Now I'm in the sad club, just tryna get a backrub (lonely)
Looking for comfort and connection, but end up going to places where others like myself are also feeling down.

I loathe romancing in itself yea I'd be damned to try
Not being in the mood for love or romance and pessimistic about the prospects.

I'm only dancing by myself so I don't slam my Irish buck
Choosing to dance alone to avoid confrontation with drunk people.

Compostable cups B-B-Benee I can't stress this enough
Using compostable cups and emphasizing that it's important to care for the environment.

I would hate to mess things up
Afraid to cause more problems in my life.

But my boogie still stays restless as fuck, yeah
Even though I feel restless and wanting to move on, my life is still complicated.

La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Repeating the same phrase as a way to give some kind of rhythm or melody.

Lonely (I'm a lonely bitch)
Acknowledging my loneliness and using a stronger word to emphasize how I feel.

Lonely (super lonely)
Feeling extremely lonely and disconnected from the world.

La-la-la-la (I've been lonely, I've been lonely)
Repeating the same phrase to express my loneliness.

Lonely (I've been lonely, by the way)
Saying that I have been lonely but implying that people might not know it or believe it.