Life in My Stomach
BMike Lyrics

I need you to listen
Please pay attention to what I have to say.

Think, before you make that decision
Consider the consequences before you take action.

You see I once knew a girl
There was a girl I once knew.

Perfect as all hell
She was flawless.

Happy and all swell, 'till the day that it all fell
She was content and everything was going well until something went wrong.

But, you see one day her friends had asked her to come with them
However, one day her friends invited her to go somewhere with them.

A party filled with drinking and everything except wisdom, but listen
It was a party with alcohol and other foolishness, but hear me out.

You see she said 'nope, I need to study,'
She declined, saying she needed to focus on her studies.

But her friends were like 'c'mon just have a night with all your buddies
But her friends insisted that she should spend time with them that night.

It's totally a Saturday so come with everybody
It's a Saturday, so come with everyone.

All the alcohol you want and every guy there is a hottie.'
There will be plenty of alcohol and attractive guys there.

'Alright' was her response, 'till not after very long it was drinks and puffing bongs
She eventually agreed, and they started drinking and smoking weed.

Until she is barely conscious
Eventually, she becomes almost unconscious.

She meets a guy who keeps winking with his eye
She encounters a man who is flirting with her.

Wants to get between her thighs
He wants to have sex with her.

But it's clear he has no conscience
He doesn't care about her well-being.

But soon they start kissing, and they don't have a rubber
They begin to make out, and they don't have a condom.

She tells him 'no stop it,' he says 'chill, I got it covered.'
She tells him to stop, but he assures her that he has protection.

A couple weeks later every morning felt like death
A few weeks later, she starts feeling really sick every morning.

And at the Doc's it's positive up on the pregnancy test
She takes a pregnancy test at the doctor's office and it's positive.

She said 'I feel you kicking, little angel
Addressing her unborn child, she says she feels it moving.

Don't worry 'bout the sorrow
Don't worry about the negative emotions she is feeling.

Cause Mummy's gonna be right here until you see tomorrow
She promises to take care of the baby until it's born.

I feel your life in my stomach
She feels the presence of the baby growing inside her.

I promise I'll protect it cause nobody comes above it
She promises to keep the baby safe because nothing is more important.

And though your daddy wants to take your life away
Even though the father wants to have an abortion.

You should know I'll never let him, cause I tell him everyday
She assures the child that she won't let the father take its life away and that she reminds him of that frequently.

'You see this life in my stomach, regardless if you help me as a father
She tells the father that this life growing inside of her is important and deserves protection, even if he doesn't want to be a father.

I'mma love it.'
She promises to love the baby no matter what.

She's been thinking for a while with these thoughts in her head
She has been contemplating her situation for some time now.

Feeling nervous, is it worth it? Should I press the eject?
She is anxious and wondering if she should have an abortion.

It was perfect, now I'm worthless
Her life was perfect, but now she feels like it has no value.

I'm just feeling upset
She is feeling sad.

Is it right to take a life, or something I will regret?
She questions whether it is ethical to end a life and if she will regret it.

She tells her mother 'I'm a wreck, and I'm a pregnant adolescent.'
She confides in her mother, admitting that she is struggling emotionally and that she is a pregnant teenager.

Her mother says 'how could you never think to use protection?
Her mother is disappointed that she didn't use protection during sex and put herself in this situation.

It's practical to see you need to actually believe
It's important to realize that actions have consequences.

Your actions could be worse like contracting a disease.'
She warns her daughter that things could be worse and that she could have caught a sexually transmitted infection.

The tears keep on falling, thinking 'what do I say?'
She is crying and unsure what to do or say.

Then her mother holds her closely, tells her 'it will be okay
Her mother offers comfort and reassures her that things will work out.

But you need to think quickly about making a decision
However, she reminds her daughter that she needs to make a decision soon.

Do you want to be a mother or go through with the incision?'
She poses the question to her daughter: does she want to keep the baby or have an abortion?

She said 'you won't believe it, this baby I'mma keep it
She decides to keep the baby.

But promise for the moment we can keep it a big secret.'
She asks her mother to keep the pregnancy a secret for now.

Her mother leans forward, kissed her on the head
Her mother leans in for a hug and gives her a kiss on the head.

And then they looked down at her tummy, here's the words that she said
They both look at her pregnant belly and listen to what she has to say.

It's 8 months later, a knock is at the door
Eight months pass, and there's a knock on the door.

It's the father of her child and he's looking so unsure
The father of her baby comes to her house, looking uncertain.

She's taking him to court cause he refuses child support
She is taking him to court because he won't pay child support.

Then he says to her 'you need to give this baby an abort.'
He tells her that she should have an abortion.

You see he's got a girlfriend and he's clear that she said
He claims that his girlfriend is making him ask for an abortion.

'If he's gonna be a father then it's over instead.'
She allegedly demands that he chooses between her or the baby.

But you see it's way too late because she's two weeks from the cradle
However, it's too late for an abortion because she's almost ready to give birth.

He said he hates her child, and then she pushed him in the table
He expresses his hatred for the baby, and she pushes him onto a table.

He looks at her and says to her 'Oh, now you've really done it!'
He gets angry and blames her for something.

Kicks her in the stomach, on the floor she plummets
He kicks her in the stomach, causing her to fall down.

The feeling is so sickening, tears start kicking in
It's a terrible feeling, and she starts to cry.

Looks below her stomach, sees the blood start trickling
She looks down and sees blood coming out of her vagina.

Crawling to the phone, he's angry looking savage
She struggles to reach the phone to call for help, and he looks furious and wild.

The blood is dripping out, something like a miscarriage
She is bleeding heavily, and it seems like she might have had a miscarriage.

Pulls her by her hair, she can barely defend
He grabs her hair, and she is too weak to fight back.

Says 'good bye little kiddie.'
He says goodbye to the baby as he prepares to hurt her again.

Then he kicks her again!
He kicks her once more before leaving her there.