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BUCK-TICK Lyrics


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Red tapes, unsurprising boxes keep on stacking
Letters to the fire, I'm not even ripping packs
Still your ghost in my head make a racket when It's clean
Like a storm on the sea, I'm not more than a dead fish
Murky memories for you, all they're clean along for me
I don't hope you ever know how much really meant to me
All the moments that we stacked, all the things you brought to me
I Got a ghost-girl from the past, but just can see her in my dreams, yeah
Just can see her in my dreams, yeah
Just can see her in my dreams, yeah
Tears drop, ain't stopping when I dream about you
Passing through all the smoke I'm blowing thinking 'bout you
What do I miss? Is it you or the way you were with me?
I don't know, question self answered
Roll the dope to me anyway
Helping me to face some facts that now are problems
Met you, I was so fucked up that I pushed you far from me
Now got me, crying like a bitch while I been writing
Blanking names on my long failed list
Just hoping that you ever get to hear this
Door closed, even knowing you're not coming to me
Gotta face it, destiny says that we can't find again twice
And even then we wouldn't meet the same part
To accept it, I swear that I been doing it all
Gotta make it, cuz I know you don't mind at all
Too stubborn, but lucky me that got some blunts
Burn me on fire, for other bitches got no love
Darkness in my head I can't find any light




Saw you in a dream, can't wake up feeling right
You know... you know

Overall Meaning

In this song, BUCK-TICK speaks about the memories of a lost love that haunt them, even though the person has moved on. They describe how it feels like the memories are stacked up in boxes in their head, and while they try to move on, the memories keep coming and haunting them. The person acknowledges that they messed up their relationship and pushed their love far away from them when they were in a bad place, and now they can’t help but think about what could have been.


The lyrics suggest that the person is struggling internally with the question of whether they miss the person or the way they were with them. They are smoking to help themselves face this problem, but it seems like it’s not helping much. The person accepts the reality that they won’t be able to find their love again, and even if they did, it wouldn’t be the same as before. It’s a sad song that speaks about regrets and lost love.


Line by Line Meaning

Red tapes, unsurprising boxes keep on stacking
Constraints and predictability continue to accumulate


Letters to the fire, I'm not even ripping packs
I'm not even bothering to burn the letters and memories


Still your ghost in my head make a racket when It's clean
Your memory still disturbs me even when I'm sober and clear-headed


Like a storm on the sea, I'm not more than a dead fish
I'm lost and lifeless in the turbulent currents of life


Murky memories for you, all they're clean along for me
What seems messy and complicated for you is simple and clear for me


I don't hope you ever know how much really meant to me
I don't want you to discover how deeply I cared for you


All the moments that we stacked, all the things you brought to me
I cherish all the experiences and gifts you shared with me


I Got a ghost-girl from the past, but just can see her in my dreams, yeah
I still hold on to a memory of a girl who is no longer with me, but I only see her in my dreams


Tears drop, ain't stopping when I dream about you
I still cry when you appear in my dreams


Passing through all the smoke I'm blowing thinking 'bout you
I distract myself by smoking, but my thoughts still turn to you


What do I miss? Is it you or the way you were with me?
I don't know if I miss you or just the way things were when we were together


I don't know, question self answered
I can't answer my own question


Roll the dope to me anyway
I'll take whatever will ease my pain


Helping me to face some facts that now are problems
Drugs help me confront my current issues


Met you, I was so fucked up that I pushed you far from me
I was in a bad place when I met you, and I drove you away


Now got me, crying like a bitch while I been writing
I'm emotional and vulnerable as I write this


Blanking names on my long failed list
I try to forget about all the relationships that didn't work out


Just hoping that you ever get to hear this
I wish that you could know how I feel


Door closed, even knowing you're not coming to me
I accept that we can't be together


Gotta face it, destiny says that we can't find again twice
I have to accept that some things cannot be repeated


And even then we wouldn't meet the same part
Even if we were to meet again, it wouldn't be the same


To accept it, I swear that I been doing it all
I'm trying my best to accept the situation


Gotta make it, cuz I know you don't mind at all
I have to move forward, knowing that it won't affect you


Too stubborn, but lucky me that got some blunts
I'm stubborn, but at least I have drugs to help me cope


Burn me on fire, for other bitches got no love
My heart is still burning for you, but I don't have feelings for anyone else


Darkness in my head I can't find any light
I'm lost in my thoughts and can't find any positivity


Saw you in a dream, can't wake up feeling right
You appeared in my dream and now I can't shake the feeling


You know... you know
You understand what I'm going through




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Daniel Fernández

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