This Is My Life
BZN Lyrics


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This is my life
(Th. Tol/J. Tuijp/C. Tol)

Listen how a soft wind moves the curtains
As I lie there in my bedroom, all alone...
Darkness fills the air, it creeps upon me, I'm afraid
When the sun surrenders to the night
Funny, I remember every showdown
A bitter taste of love, that I recall
Though you meant to hurt me, oh so badly, oh no
I've still got your picture on the wall

This is my life, I will not surrender
When times were hard for me, I never stepped aside
This is my world I always will be fightin' for
You were the only only reason to survive

Once you gave me true love and affection
A last encore before the curtain fell
But now I need your comfort more than ever, do you know
When the sun surrenders to the night

This is my life, I will not surrender
When times were hard for me, I never stepped aside
This is my world I always will be fightin' for
You were the only only reason to survive

It's my life
When times were hard for me, I never stepped aside
This is my world I always will be fightin' for




You were the only only reason to survive
You were the only only reason to survive

Overall Meaning

The song "This Is My Life" by BZN is essentially about the singer's resilience in the face of adversity. The song begins with a description of loneliness and fear, as darkness fills the air and the sun surrenders to the night. The singer then reflects on past experiences with love, remembering the bitterness and hurt that came with it. However, despite these setbacks, the singer refuses to give up and remains steadfast in their determination to fight for their world and their survival. The song ends with a reaffirmation of this commitment, with the singer stating that the person they once loved is the only reason they were able to survive.


Line by Line Meaning

This is my life
The singer is asserting that this is their life, and they are responsible for it


Listen how a soft wind moves the curtains
The singer describes the scene around them, with the curtains being moved by a soft wind


As I lie there in my bedroom, all alone...
The singer is alone in their bedroom, possibly feeling lonely or introspective


Darkness fills the air, it creeps upon me, I'm afraid
The singer is afraid of the darkness, which is slowly filling the air


When the sun surrenders to the night
The singer notes the transition from day to night


Funny, I remember every showdown
The singer recalls past conflicts or fights


A bitter taste of love, that I recall
The singer remembers a difficult relationship, with bitter feelings associated with it


Though you meant to hurt me, oh so badly, oh no
The singer acknowledges that their partner hurt them, but expresses surprise about the extent of that hurt


I've still got your picture on the wall
The singer has a picture of their former partner on the wall, possibly showing that they still care about that person


This is my life, I will not surrender
The singer repeats their assertion that they will not give up and will take charge of their own life


When times were hard for me, I never stepped aside
The singer notes that they have persevered through tough times without running away


This is my world I always will be fightin' for
The singer expresses their determination to fight for what they believe is important


You were the only only reason to survive
The singer states that their former partner was the reason they survived difficult times


Once you gave me true love and affection
The singer remembers a time when their partner gave them real love and affection


A last encore before the curtain fell
The singer expresses that this moment of love was the final one before something came to an end - possibly their relationship


But now I need your comfort more than ever, do you know
The singer acknowledges that they need their former partner's comfort more than ever, and wonders if they understand the extent of this need


It's my life
The singer repeats the assertion that this is their life




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