Mesa AZ
Bad Books Lyrics


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We passed 800 miles talking circles about living with loss
You said your sense of humor's always helped you get above & across
Every hurdle, every chasm, every shocking & unspeakable blow
Just proves the universe is chaos so you laugh to clear the lump from your throat

But if you're fixed on being bitter
Go be bitter on your own
We're still two hours from El Paso
Arizona's such a long way to go

The chemicals were coursing through our bloodstreams at incongruous rates
I was time-traveling inward through a past life I can never erase
You were hanging out the window, you said: 'We're just a beggar's banquet in space'
You were laughing at the moon, you were cursing it for wearing your face

Me & New Mexico are orphans
Or is it bastards? Either way:
I know a guy in Roswell
We'll hitch a moonride, steal you back your face

You sleep and whistle 'Blackbird' backwards while my eyes cut her name in clay.
You wake to Mesa, Arizona
Say, 'Let it go. She'll change her mind someday.'
You took the wheel in Mesa, Arizona.




Said, 'I got the rest, man.
You can drift away.'

Overall Meaning

The song "Mesa AZ" by Bad Books, a collaboration between Manchester Orchestra and Kevin Devine, is about two friends driving from Texas to Arizona, reflecting on their personal struggles with loss and pain. The opening lyrics allude to their conversations about the difficulties of coping with loss, emphasizing the comforting powers of laughter as a coping mechanism. The friends acknowledge the chaos and the unpredictability of life, but they choose to find humor in it rather than bitterness.


The song seems to be told from two different perspectives, with one friend encouraging the other to let go and move on from a past relationship. The chorus contains a bit of a lighthearted jab at their friend, urging them to get over their bitterness quickly so they can continue their journey to Arizona. As the song continues, they acknowledge that they are both feeling the effects of some kind of drug, perhaps as a way to ease the pain of the trip or their personal issues.


The last verse suggests that one friend is potentially leaving behind a significant other or a difficult situation, while the other friend is there to offer support and guidance. The mention of the song "Blackbird" being whistled backward suggests a sense of confusion and disorientation. Ultimately, it seems that the trip to Mesa AZ is both a physical journey but also a metaphorical one, a process of finding peace and closure in the most unexpected of places.


Line by Line Meaning

We passed 800 miles talking circles about living with loss
We have driven a lengthy distance discussing how we deal with grief.


You said your sense of humor's always helped you get above & across
You claim that humor helps you overcome obstacles.


Every hurdle, every chasm, every shocking & unspeakable blow
Each roadblock and traumatic event.


Just proves the universe is chaos so you laugh to clear the lump from your throat
You find humor in the chaos of the world to cope.


But if you're fixed on being bitter
However, if you insist on holding onto bitterness,


Go be bitter on your own
You can remain bitter by yourself.


We're still two hours from El Paso
We have not yet reached El Paso, Texas.


Arizona's such a long way to go
Arizona is still a significant distance ahead of us.


The chemicals were coursing through our bloodstreams at incongruous rates
Our bodies were reacting to substances at varying rates.


I was time-traveling inward through a past life I can never erase
I was reflecting on my past, knowing that certain experiences will always be with me.


You were hanging out the window, you said: 'We're just a beggar's banquet in space'
You were looking out the window, saying that we are insignificant specks in the universe.


You were laughing at the moon, you were cursing it for wearing your face
You were making jokes about the moon's appearance resembling yours, but also expressing frustration with its resemblance.


Me & New Mexico are orphans
New Mexico and I are isolated or outcast.


Or is it bastards? Either way:
I am unsure of whether to use the term orphan or bastard to describe our situation.


I know a guy in Roswell
I have a contact in Roswell, New Mexico.


We'll hitch a moonride, steal you back your face
We will find a way to travel to the moon and get your 'face' back.


You sleep and whistle 'Blackbird' backwards while my eyes cut her name in clay.
As you sleep, I am obsessing over her name and quietly resentful.


You wake to Mesa, Arizona
You wake up when we reach Mesa, Arizona.


Say, 'Let it go. She'll change her mind someday.'
You encourage me to let go of the past and have hope for the future.


You took the wheel in Mesa, Arizona.
You drove the car while we were in Mesa, Arizona.


Said, 'I got the rest, man.
You said that you could handle the rest of the driving.


You can drift away.'
And I can rest or sleep.




Lyrics © CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC
Written by: KEVIN PATRICK DEVINE

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