I Don't Know
Badi Lyrics

I don't know I don't know I don't know man
I am uncertain and lack knowledge about the situation

I don't know what'll be on the program
I do not have any information about what will happen next

I'm tryin my best to act grown man
I am attempting to behave like an adult

I don't know where she's really wanna to go man
I am unsure of my partner's intentions and desires

I don't know why we think we know when we don't
I do not understand why we assume to know things when we do not have any evidence or proof

Is this love Is this love that I'm feeling
I am questioning whether or not my feelings qualify as love

I'm not quite sure so let me pull the reel in
I am hesitant and plan to reflect on my emotions

And if it feels real then I guess it must be
If my feelings are genuine, then they must be valid

I try to decide justly, but don't trust me
I attempt to make fair decisions, but I am not always reliable

Cause I'm not sure if I even trust myself
I am uncertain about my own intentions and ability to make sound judgments

I don't want you to just be a picture on the shelf
I do not want my partner to be nothing more than a superficial decoration in my life

Before I know you I need to look into myself
I must first understand myself before I can fully comprehend and appreciate my partner

Before I didn't know this and that didn't help
I previously lacked important knowledge and it hindered my progress

This and that circulating in my mind, is it time
Various thoughts and ideas are going through my head, leading me to question if it is the right moment for something

She keeps speakin of this and that, hold up rewind
My partner is discussing several topics, and I want to revisit a specific one

I'm this, she's that, how could this ever work?
We have differences and I am doubtful that we can overcome them

Exist only in the physical, so my path diverts
Our relationship is solely based on physical attraction, leading me to contemplate changing direction

And on goes my search, but why am I looking? It's silly
I continue to search for something, but realize it may be foolish or unnecessary

I'm not ready, but when I'm confident I will be
I am not currently prepared, but anticipate becoming self-assured in the future

You feel me, this is my current mind set
Can you understand where I am coming from? This is my present mindset

Gotta take control cause it's not my time yet
I must assume command over my life as it is not yet the right moment for something

When they say why, tell em that it's human nature
If asked why I am acting a certain way, I will explain that it is human instinct

But sometimes nature can overtake ya
However, sometimes our primal urges can cloud our judgment

It's hard to control it, when I'm in the moment
It can be difficult to regulate one's emotions in the present situation

It's a battle and I'm my greatest opponent
The fight to manage my emotions is a struggle, and I am my worst adversary

Yea I see her interest in me
I am aware of my partner's attraction to me

But na I don't wanna fall into false intimacy
However, I do not want to create a false sense of closeness and familiarity

Like some type of consumer looking for product
I do not want to search for a partner like I am shopping for a commodity

Young professionals on a never ending quest
Many young adults are constantly searching for a lifelong partner

To find the right one, one who fits You the best
The search is to find the perfect match who complements and satisfies oneself

Sometimes I wonder if they're even looking for love
I occasionally ponder if individuals are truly searching for love or just the idea of it

I wonder if they know what real love consists of
I question whether or not people truly comprehend the nature of true love

Now I'm trying to tell you how to run your business
I am not attempting to control or guide someone else's affairs

We are one and the same there is no difference
We are equals with no distinguishable discrepancies

But regardless of who it is one things forsure
Irrespective of the other person, one thing is certain

When I recognize Godliness that's when I'll know
I will be aware of the right person for me when they display godly characteristics

Now maybe she's the one for me
There is a possibility that my current partner is my soulmate

Maybe she can keep me company
It is possible that she can provide companionship for me

Or maybe we could just both agree
Alternatively, we may come to a mutual decision

To keep it on the low from our peeps
To keep our relationship a secret from our friends and family

Now she could be the one that I care for
It is plausible that I have strong feelings for my partner

The one that I'll always be there for
She may be the person that I will continuously support and protect

And we can make a lifelong commitment
We can potentially promise to share our lives together for the long-term

Wait, I don't know if I should do this when...
However, I am unsure if this is the right time to make such a commitment