State of Mind
Bainbridge Merril Lyrics
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Or am I just like a clock spinning 'round?
Everything seems unclear
Confusion is raising its head and I can't make a sound
And I feel it
Tearing at my soul while I'm asleep
I feel it
What if I make the change?
What if I lose all my courage this time?
Everything seems so strange
Try but I can't seem to make a decision that's right
I feel it
Pounding like a drum inside my brain
I feel it
If it doesn't stop I'll go insane
I feel it
Tearing at my soul while I'm asleep
I feel it
Driving me to something I'll regret
I feel it
I feel it
If it doesn't stop I'll go insane
I feel it
I feel it
I feel it
I feel it
I feel it
The lyrics of Bainbridge Merril's song, "State of Mind" express the confusion and anxiety that the singer is going through. The lyrics begin with the singer questioning their future, wondering where they should go and if they are just going in circles like a clock. They feel lost and uncertain about the direction their life should take. The confusion and uncertainty in their life are making it hard for them to make decisions and be assertive. They feel like they are unable to speak up and make their voice heard.
The chorus of the song repeats the phrase "I feel it" several times. The phrase is about a feeling of distress that the singer experiences. It is like an overwhelming force that is tearing at their soul and is driving them towards something that they will regret. The singer cannot escape from this constant feeling of anxiety and pressure, it is pounding inside their brain and if it doesn't stop, they feel they will go insane.
The song, "State of Mind," is a reflection of the struggles that people often face when making significant life decisions. The lyrics are relatable and express the uncertainty and anxiety that many people feel during times of change. The song is a reminder that it is okay to feel lost sometimes and that it is important to take the time needed to make the right decisions.
Line by Line Meaning
Where do I go from here?
Feeling lost and unsure about the direction in life.
Or am I just like a clock spinning 'round?
Feeling like life is repetitive and lacking of a clear purpose.
Everything seems unclear
Uncertainty about the future and lack of clarity in decision-making.
Confusion is raising its head and I can't make a sound
Feeling overwhelmed with confusion and unable to make a decision.
And I feel it
Tearing at my soul while I'm asleep
Internal turmoil and stress causing distress and anxiety even when sleeping.
I feel it
Driving me to something I'll regret
Fear of making a decision that will have negative consequences.
What if I make the change?
Considering the potential outcomes of making a change.
What if I lose all my courage this time?
Fear of not being able to follow through with a decision.
Everything seems so strange
Feeling out of place and uncomfortable with the current situation.
Try but I can't seem to make a decision that's right
Struggle to make a decision that feels like the best choice.
Pounding like a drum inside my brain
The weight of the decision causing physical and emotional distress.
If it doesn't stop I'll go insane
Fear that the constant stress and anxiety will lead to a breakdown.
I feel it
I feel it
If it doesn't stop I'll go insane
Repeating the intensity of the internal struggle and the fear of its negative consequences.
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: MERRIL BAINBRIDGE, SIEW OOI
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