Outside
Bandanabloom Lyrics
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These tasks taller than the trees I feed off of for breath
I'm all defeated I can't even be bothered to process
If I can't help you I'm just here to merely offer respect
Just want a small utilitarian space
Somewhere nobody's there to tamper
With my plans to decay inside a bedroom
Mourning songs from bands I banned from my brain
I'm like a phantom in present, when light is ample I fade
No pluck, the damn antonym of mandolin playing
It's an advanced type of antsy
I've been prancing in place until my feet are sore
I'm fiending for a handsomer face
And someone with a trustworthy fucking hand
I could take like colonizers and others lands
Deprived of a mother since a youngin
Maybe that's why loves hard to understand
It's not like that's on purpose, shouldn't worry so much
If I could take the tiny burden of some hurt in my fun
Might not be so dark outside
It's dark outside
My brain's partway fried
The paint's all but dry
And this a march disguise
I had a chip on my shoulder
Said I would kill for it back (Kill for it back)
Now I would leave the shit for vultures
Need my skills all intact
I think I'm out of my noggin
I'm tryna talk to a shrink
These tricks is dirty as the germs I'm washin off in my sink
I'm gonna throw my fucking phone into some squalid canal
And you can catch me on a farm with the cows (Farm with the cows)
I'd live off crops I'd grow and carcasses I'd char like an arsonist
Then my mental state might not be caught in Arbiter's Grounds
Might start calming me down
Cause it's so difficult imagining peace (Imagining peace)
And all I'm worried about is if my practice match what I preach
Cause I think everybody's clashing with me irrationally
And I'm tasked with starting class in a week
Getting better being Max, but I think Max isn't me (Max isn't me)
I can't get up until noon
And Tempo's taxing to be (Taxing to be)
Just tryna harvest these dollars to ensure that my friends have rations to eat
Cause I'll be damned if I'm attached to my needs
It's dark outside
My brain's partway fried
The paint's all but dry
And this a March disguise
It's dark outside (And it's dark, and it's dark outside)
My brain's partway fried (Partway fried)
The paint's all but dry (All but dry, it's all but dry)
And this a March disguise (March disguise)
The song "Outside" by Bandanabloom describes a feeling of being lost and defeated, overwhelmed by the tasks and expectations of daily life. The lyrics paint a picture of a person who is struggling to find a sense of purpose and identity, and who is wrestling with questions of trust and connection. The first stanza, for example, speaks to a desire for privacy and solitude, an urge to retreat from the world and find a quiet, unassuming space to exist. The line "if I can't help you, I'm just here to merely offer respect" suggests a deep sense of compassion and empathy, even in the midst of personal struggle.
The second stanza delves further into the singer's inner turmoil, with references to mental health issues ("I'm tryna talk to a shrink"), feelings of inadequacy ("Max isn't me"), and an overarching sense of dislocation from the world around them ("I think everybody's clashing with me irrationally"). The idea of throwing away one's phone and living off the land with cows underscores a desire to escape the trappings of modern life and find solace in simplicity.
Overall, "Outside" by Bandanabloom is a poignant and introspective meditation on the challenges of modern life, and the difficulties of finding a sense of meaning and purpose in a world that can often feel overwhelming and chaotic.
Line by Line Meaning
Feet slamming on the cement
I'm walking quickly and heavily on the concrete
These tasks taller than the trees I feed off of for breath
The challenges I face are overwhelming and vital to my existence
I'm all defeated I can't even be bothered to process
I feel defeated and cannot summon the energy to think about my situation
If I can't help you I'm just here to merely offer respect
If I can't do anything to help, I can only show my respect and support
Just want a small utilitarian space
I desire a simple and practical place to live
Somewhere nobody's there to tamper
I want to be in a location where no one will interfere or meddle with me
With my plans to decay inside a bedroom
I have no motivation to pursue my goals and feel like I'm wasting away in my room
Mourning songs from bands I banned from my brain
I listen to music that reminds me of sadness and pain, which I've tried to avoid
Some of the trust I had for friends
I've lost trust in some of my friends
I'm like a phantom in present, when light is ample I fade
I feel like a ghost, disappearing when there's more light and attention on me
No pluck, the damn antonym of mandolin playing
I lack courage and energy, the opposite of the lively sound of a mandolin
It's an advanced type of antsy
I feel restless and uneasy in a complex way
I've been prancing in place until my feet are sore
I've been moving around in place for so long that my feet hurt
I'm fiending for a handsomer face
I desire a more attractive appearance
And someone with a trustworthy fucking hand
I need someone with a reliable and truthful character
I could take like colonizers and others lands
I feel like I could conquer and take ownership like colonizers did with other countries' lands
Deprived of a mother since a youngin
I haven't had a mother figure since I was young
Maybe that's why loves hard to understand
Maybe that's why I have a hard time comprehending what love really is
It's not like that's on purpose, shouldn't worry so much
It's not my fault, and I shouldn't worry too much about it
If I could take the tiny burden of some hurt in my fun
If I could bear some pain while having fun, maybe life would be more bearable
Might not be so dark outside
Maybe things wouldn't be so gloomy and bleak
It's dark outside
It's nighttime and dark out
My brain's partway fried
My mind is partly fried, exhausted or not functioning properly
The paint's all but dry
The paint is almost dry, but not quite
And this a march disguise
I'm wearing a disguise like a mask or costume
I had a chip on my shoulder
I used to hold anger or resentment towards others, usually from past experiences
Said I would kill for it back (Kill for it back)
I wanted those feelings back so badly that I would do anything for it
Now I would leave the shit for vultures
Now I want to let go of that negativity and leave it for others like vultures to deal with
Need my skills all intact
I need to have all my abilities and talents in working order
I think I'm out of my noggin
I think I'm going crazy or losing my mind
I'm tryna talk to a shrink
I'm trying to talk to a therapist or psychiatrist
These tricks is dirty as the germs I'm washin off in my sink
These situations and people are just as dirty and diseased as the germs I'm cleaning off in my sink
I'm gonna throw my fucking phone into some squalid canal
I feel like getting rid of my phone by throwing it into a dirty and polluted canal
And you can catch me on a farm with the cows (Farm with the cows)
I'd rather be on a farm with cows than dealing with technology and people
I'd live off crops I'd grow and carcasses I'd char like an arsonist
I would survive off crops I grew and animals I burned like an arsonist
Then my mental state might not be caught in Arbiter's Grounds
Then I might not feel trapped and hopeless in my current mental state
Might start calming me down
That experience could help me relax and feel better
Cause it's so difficult imagining peace (Imagining peace)
It's hard to picture a peaceful and tranquil existence
And all I'm worried about is if my practice match what I preach
I'm concerned if my actions reflect the ideals and beliefs I uphold
Cause I think everybody's clashing with me irrationally
I feel like everyone is arguing and disagreeing with me without reason
And I'm tasked with starting class in a week
I have a responsibility to start teaching a class in a week
Getting better being Max, but I think Max isn't me (Max isn't me)
I'm trying to improve and become a better version of myself, but I'm not sure if that version is really who I am
I can't get up until noon
I can't wake up and get out of bed until noon
And Tempo's taxing to be (Taxing to be)
Being in a high-pressure situation that requires quick thinking and fast reactions is mentally and emotionally exhausting
Just tryna harvest these dollars to ensure that my friends have rations to eat
I'm working hard to make money so my friends can have enough food to eat
Cause I'll be damned if I'm attached to my needs
I refuse to be bound or limited by my own personal desires or wants
And this a March disguise
I'm hiding behind a disguise during the month of March
Writer(s): Tempo Bloom
Contributed by Sebastian W. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Exotic Force
who made this bruh πππ
The Happy Gamer β HD
Jonah this is great singing you should sing with NBa young boy never broke again
0dor
who even are you!
Jack Pop
dude this is so good woah
bandanabloom
glad u like :)
outerhale
No way itβs Jack pop!
boris
Jack i didnβt know you listened to him YOO!
May!
Hi jack! I didnβt know u listened to tempo to lol
COLTIEEE
Dude I have watched you for so long why do all the good smaller YouTubers listen to bandanabloom
BreadDotFLV
we get it man you made an album