Numb
Barcelona Lyrics


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When I woke up, I couldn't feel my arms
They felt as if they weren't my own
I don't remember if I really slept at all
I might have been out building walls

How can I stand and hold up this great wall
And if it falls then I might blow away
What's wrong, can't he see how hard I've tried?
I'm numb inside, I'm done tonight

This morning found me out of action and alone
I'd lost command of all I thought I owned
My friends all called me to make sure I was well
But I never made it to my phone

How can I stand and hold up this great wall
And if it falls then I might blow away
What's wrong, can't he see how hard I've tried?
I'm numb inside, I'm done tonight, yeah, yeah, yeah

All this potential has messed up my whole day
A storm of times and overlapping things
This information has left me overwhelmed
I've no idea where I should go

How can I stand and hold up this great wall
If it falls and I might blow away




What's wrong, can't he see how hard I've tried?
I'm done tonight

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Barcelona's song "Numb" depict a sense of ennui, helplessness, and confusion. The first lines "When I woke up, I couldn't feel my arms, They felt as if they weren't my own" suggests that the the singer has woken up with a sense of disassociation and detachment, feeling as if his body is not his own. He later states "I might have been out building walls", generally speaking, this could refer to an emotional barrier that he may have constructed to protect himself from hurt or pain, which has left him feeling numb.


The song goes on to look at the singer's struggle to maintain his poise in the face of much uncertainty. He asks, "How can I stand and hold up this great wall?" which seems a metaphor for the fictitious, imposed walls that we build around ourselves or what others might build around us. The wall represents the burdensome expectations and responsibilities that weigh heavily on the singer, while the possibility of the wall falling represents the risk of failure, collapse or personal defeat.


The chorus repeats, underscoring the sense of detachment and numbness the singer feels. "What's wrong, can't he see how hard I've tried? I'm numb inside, I'm done tonight." This final line encapsulates the singer's feeling that he has reached a breaking point where he is unable to go on anymore.


Line by Line Meaning

When I woke up, I couldn't feel my arms
My physical body was numb and I was unable to move my arms


They felt as if they weren't my own
I had no sensation or control over my arms, they felt like a foreign object


I don't remember if I really slept at all
I don't know if I actually slept, time was passing but I wasn't aware of it


I might have been out building walls
I may have been working on something, but I was so detached from my own body that I couldn't be sure


How can I stand and hold up this great wall
I feel overwhelmed and burdened by my responsibilities


And if it falls then I might blow away
I'm afraid that if I can't keep up with everything, I'll fall apart


What's wrong, can't he see how hard I've tried?
I feel like I've put in a lot of effort, but no one seems to notice or appreciate it


I'm numb inside, I'm done tonight
I feel emotionally drained and incapable of coping, tonight is the end of my strength


This morning found me out of action and alone
I was unable to function properly and felt isolated from everyone else


I'd lost command of all I thought I owned
I no longer had control over my life, everything felt like it was slipping out of my hands


My friends all called me to make sure I was well
People around me were concerned for my wellbeing and reached out to me


But I never made it to my phone
Despite the support, I was unable to take action and connect with others


All this potential has messed up my whole day
I feel like the pressure to live up to my potential is causing me more harm than good


A storm of times and overlapping things
I'm experiencing a complicated, overlapping series of events and emotions


This information has left me overwhelmed
The sheer amount of information and obligations is too much for me to handle


I've no idea where I should go
I feel lost and directionless, uncertain of my next steps




Lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: BRIAN LESENY FENNELL

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