End
Barium Lyrics
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I betrayed what trust we had
And I deserve to take the heat
When I looked into your eyes I realized what I had done
And this is worth a thousand times what I could learn in any day
Although awful, this was good for in my life a change was made
Even your brothers will tear you apart
Pull the knife out and let me bleed
In Barium's song "End," the lyrics address themes of betrayal, regret, and personal growth. The singer acknowledges having broken the trust of someone close and recognizes the consequences of their actions. The line "this time's the last time" suggests that the singer has now hit rock bottom and has no choice but to face the music. Looking into the other person's eyes, the singer realizes the gravity of their mistake and reflects on the lessons they've learned from it. The line "although awful, this was good for in my life a change was made" highlights the idea that sometimes, it is through our mistakes and hardships that we are able to grow and learn.
The next line, "even your brothers will tear you apart," suggests that the singer's actions have caused them to lose the support of those close to them. While the line "pull the knife out and let me bleed" can be interpreted in multiple ways, it likely alludes to the singer's desire to face the consequences of their actions head-on and take responsibility for what they have done. The final line, "follow me now, you will find a change in me," indicates the singer's willingness to work on themselves and become a better person. In a way, the betrayal has become a catalyst for self-improvement.
Overall, "End" is a song that explores the complex emotions surrounding betrayal and the potential for growth that can arise from even the toughest of situations.
Line by Line Meaning
This time's the last time
I acknowledge that I have made wrong choices in the past, but now I am determined to make things right for good.
I betrayed what trust we had
I have let you down in the past and did not live up to the trust placed in me, which I deeply regret.
And I deserve to take the heat
I am willing to accept the consequences of my actions and face the hardships that come with it.
When I looked into your eyes I realized what I had done
As I saw the hurt in your eyes, I finally understood the severity of my actions and the pain I have caused.
And this is worth a thousand times what I could learn in any day
Even though the experience was difficult and painful, I know that it was necessary for my personal growth and I am grateful for the lesson learned.
Although awful, this was good for in my life a change was made
Although the experience was unpleasant and caused me pain, it ultimately brought about a positive change in my life.
Even your brothers will tear you apart
Everyone, even those closest to you, may turn against you if you make poor choices and betray their trust.
Pull the knife out and let me bleed
I am willing to accept responsibility for my actions, and if it means being hurt or punished, I accept that too.
Follow me now, you will find a change in me.
I want to move forward and make meaningful changes in my life, and I hope that others will see my efforts and recognize my sincerity.
Contributed by Samantha D. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@XavierP333
Yup. I had sore throat and GERD. My general physician ordered this test because I been having reflux since December 2019.
I got an endoscopy done on October 13 2021, the gastroenterologist stated I had a "small hiatal hernia"
On April 14 2022 my primary physician ordered an esophageal motility and impedance test.
This test stated I do NOT have a Hiatal hernia.
On August 29 2022, my primary physician ordered this exact barium test to rule out the hiatal hernia.
The X-Ray Doctor did not see any obstruction on my diaphragm or any lessions. Meaning, my stomach looked exactly the same way as the test result you see in this video.
No hiatal hernia was found in the barium test.
Now, I got a new endoscopy done on September 16 2022, my new gastroenterologist only found mild esophagitis, irregular Z-line at the esophageal gastric junction. I assume this is due to constant reflux has damaged my esophagus.
No hiatal hernia was found on my second endoscopy.
So THREE tests ruled out I don't have a Hiatal hernia.
But my tests DO rule out GERD/reflux. So my final step is to rule out the cause of my reflux.
It can be because of PH imbalance in my stomach acid, or perhaps o have low stomach acid. These problems prevent the esophageal sphincter to not close completely, allowing GERD and reflux to occur.
@XavierP333
Fantastic video
Do you happen to have a video of barium test that demonstrates a patient with a hiatal hernia?
@mukhayyobakhtiyorova9166
Great video👏! Thank you so much
@HOODSSWEETIE
Thank you both so much.
@drsasibrucefitness2889
Very nice doctor ,now i know how this barium sallow nd meal procedure is carried out
@Nlyoungblood1
This is great. I had this done this morning. I should have watched this before hand I was nervous.
@dmguk9931
woohoo im going tomorow 👍
@Nlyoungblood1
@dmguk gtown The procedure itself is not bad at all. Very quick and just a little uncomfortable. I would not be nervous to do it again.
@aldoaldi2613
How acurate is this..and does it dettect stomach cancer?
@Nlyoungblood1
@Aldo Aldi I am not a doctor, however I believe it can as it looks for abnormalities. My doctor did a barium swallow test in conjunction with a complete abdominal ultrasound. I think it is possible that it can be detected using the barium swallow not the ultrasound.
@aldoaldi2613
@Natasha Y i did barium swallow to .they didnt find anything.but then i did gastroscopy and they saw a little bump in my stomach and they took biopsy.im waiting for biopsy results so anxiosly and praying that everything will be fine coz scared the hell out of me