ifyouwanna
Bayley Lyrics

Captivated
Enthralled by something that has taken hold of my attention.

Unalleviated
Feeling a weight or burden that has not been eased.

Inebriated
Intoxicated, possibly reflecting a state beyond mere physical intoxication—an emotional or mental high.

Guess it wearing out
I suspect that this intensity or thrill is beginning to fade.

Wearing out and wearing off
Both the excitement and stimulating effects are diminishing.

Contemplated
Engaged in deep thought, reflecting on my circumstances.

Meditated
Focused my mind in quiet introspection, seeking clarity and understanding.

Heavens gated
The gates of paradise or a brighter existence seem out of reach.

Guess I'll wait it
I suppose I will try to be patient and see how things unfold.

Guess I'll wait it, out
I’ll endure this period of uncertainty until resolutions appear.

Fuck a doubt.
Dismiss any uncertainty or reservations that might hinder me.

Fuck a teary bout
Reject sorrow or emotional struggles; I won’t dwell on sadness.

Don't hear me guess I'll shout
If you can’t hear my subtlety, I’ll express myself loudly and boldly.

Send me thirsty hears a drought
Those who crave love and connection are experiencing emotional starvation.

And a draft of my past
Revisiting memories that seem to hover around me.

Coming last but I'm the quickest in my craft
Despite feeling behind in life, I excel in my skills or artistry.

I bottle up to serve a potion
I concentrate my thoughts or emotions, turning them into something potent.

Fuck money respect the notion
Prioritize values and dreams over material wealth.

That I fiend in this dream
Desperately seek fulfillment within aspirations or imagination.

To escape the nightmare
Aiming to break free from the harsh realities or fears that haunt me.

Blur it so the present doesn't scare
Diminishing the intensity of reality so it feels less daunting.

My sole skeleton's only aware
Only the bare essence of my being recognizes the truths within.

Cause I shook it from it's roots
I’ve uprooted old beliefs or ties that no longer serve me.

Gathered all my troops
Assembled my support system or allies to face challenges.

And forgot about my thoughts
I became so engaged that I set aside my worries and concerns.

Like I went to play tennis
Engaged in a pursuit that demands focus and skill.

But abandoned the whole court
Ultimately, I left everything behind instead of seeing it through.

Went to start a family
Pursued personal growth and relationships.

Forgot to build a fort
Neglected to establish a foundation of security amidst new beginnings.

We can kick it if you wanna
I invite you to relax and enjoy each other's company if you are open to it.

Flip it if you wanna
Change the direction or approach if that suits you.

Hit it if you wanna
Engage with something or take action if you’re inclined.

Kick it if you wanna
Join me in taking life lightly; let’s enjoy the moment together.

Lost in the forest, phone dead so I cannot find the ways
Feeling disoriented and disconnected from the world, unable to navigate my path.

Screaming at the glass like nothing's changed since my younger days
Expressing frustration at stagnation, feeling trapped in memories I can’t escape.

Summer haze
A dreamlike state, reminiscent of carefree, warm days but also cloaked in confusion.

When I search for darkness, I get trapped in these rays
In seeking out my troubles, I find myself lost in positivity or distractions.

Mind ablaze, life a craze
My thoughts are racing, and my life feels chaotic.

It controls me like a phase, as I wait
This overwhelming sensation feels like a temporary cycle, but I remain passive.

Contemplated method
I reflect on possible approaches to cope with my situation.

Patience be the death of me
The act of waiting could be the end of my spirit or ambitions.

My mind rots so steadily
My thoughts are deteriorating slowly, causing inner turmoil.

I'm dreading the
I harbor fear for what lies ahead, particularly concerning my future.

Day where goals are crushed
A looming moment when my ambitions might be devastated.

Dreams are ruined flushed
The disintegration of my aspirations feels inevitable.

Means stuck in a rut
Feeling trapped with a lack of progress in my endeavors.

But I don't give a fuck
I refuse to be burdened by societal expectations or negativity.

I keep the word in tuck
I safeguard my true thoughts, ready to express them when needed.

Maybe stay in touch, till I fade
I hope to maintain connections with others until I become less prominent.

Life's a pearl and I jade
Life has potential beauty, but my experiences color my perception negatively.

Life's a bitch and I paid
Life can be ruthless, and I’ve endured my share of hardships.

For the DLC there's no luxury in custody
In life’s complexities, additional burdens aren’t always a privilege.

Hit the gas pedal for the lust in me
I accelerate toward desires that drive my passion.

Check the tab, there's enough to me
Acknowledge that what I possess internally is substantial enough.

We can kick it if you wanna
I invite you to unwind and share moments together if that’s your wish.

Flip it if you wanna
Feel free to change our plans or perspectives if you prefer.

Hit it if you wanna
You can engage or act upon your desires whenever you wish.

Kick it if you wanna
Join me in enjoying life casually; no pressure.

Kick it if you wanna
The invitation remains open for leisure and companionship at your convenience.

Flip it if you wanna
You have the freedom to alter our course of action if you choose.

Hit it if you wanna
Engage with life or take bold steps as your heart desires.