Devotion and Desire
Bayside Lyrics


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I'm trying to create something that's not there
A spark I saw. A bomb is really just a means to an end
I was just so happy to be out of my shell again,
don't think that I really cared for who or what
I'll just have to keep myself shut

If you're not ready, you're not ready
Please stop acting like you are

How could I know
that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire?
I know the spark inside your eyes
was just the match I used to set myself on fire

My mouth's shooting blanks
This situation's unbearable,
I've gotten vulnerable
Now anyone is free to waltz right in
My temple's been invaded
and there's nobody guarding it
All over this lonely life,
but what's so wrong with being all alone?
Alone's the only way I've ever known

If you're not ready, you're not ready
Please stop acting like you are

How could I know
that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire?
I know the spark inside your eyes
was just the match I used to set myself on fire

I'm pleading cause this kills and it's still bleeding
My darling I'm taking my life back to start healing

How could I know
that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire?




I know the spark inside your eyes
was just the match I used to set myself on fire

Overall Meaning

The song "Devotion And Desire" by Bayside is an introspective reflection on the singer's experience with a failed relationship. The lyrics reveal the struggles of trying to make a connection with someone who is not ready for it, and the aftermath of the fallout. The opening lines "I'm trying to create something that's not there, a spark I saw. A bomb is really just a means to an end" suggest that the singer is actively trying to force something to happen, even though there may not be a strong connection between them. The use of the metaphor "a bomb is really just a means to an end" implies that the singer is aware of the destructive nature of this relationship, but is still willing to risk it.


The chorus, "How could I know that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire? I know the spark inside your eyes was just the match I used to set myself on fire" reflects on the realization that the other person was not genuine in their feelings. The spark that the singer saw in their eyes was not a genuine connection, but rather something that ignited the fire of the singer's own desires. The bridge "My mouth's shooting blanks, this situation's unbearable, I've gotten vulnerable" shows the singer recognizing their own vulnerability and emotional openess in the relationship, and realizing that it's left them feeling exposed and empty. The final lines, "How could I know that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire? I know the spark inside your eyes was just the match I used to set myself on fire" are a poignant reflection on the aftermath of the relationship, and the realization that they were the ones who were hurt the most.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm trying to create something that's not there
I'm attempting to make a relationship work even though there are no actual feelings present between us


A spark I saw. A bomb is really just a means to an end
Although I saw a glimmer of hope for a relationship, it ultimately turned into something explosive and toxic


I was just so happy to be out of my shell again
After being closed off emotionally, I felt elated to connect with someone again


don't think that I really cared for who or what
I was so desperate for a connection that I ignored red flags and didn't care about the person I was with


I'll just have to keep myself shut
To avoid getting hurt again, I'll have to close myself off emotionally


If you're not ready, you're not ready
If you're not emotionally ready for a relationship, there's no point in forcing it


Please stop acting like you are
Stop pretending that you're ready when you're not


How could I know that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire?
I was deceived by your false promises of love and commitment


I know the spark inside your eyes was just the match I used to set myself on fire
Your initial charm and charisma ignited my attraction, but it ultimately led to my emotional destruction


My mouth's shooting blanks
I have nothing left to say because I am emotionally drained


This situation's unbearable, I've gotten vulnerable
This relationship has become too overwhelming and I've let down my guard, leaving me exposed and vulnerable


Now anyone is free to waltz right in
With my emotional guard down, anyone can enter my life and cause more damage


My temple's been invaded and there's nobody guarding it
My heart has been infiltrated and I have no defenses left


All over this lonely life, but what's so wrong with being all alone?
I've been searching for companionship my whole life, but maybe being alone is not such a bad thing


Alone's the only way I've ever known
Being alone has been my default state and maybe it's the best thing for me


I'm pleading cause this kills and it's still bleeding
This emotional pain is unbearable and continues to hurt me


My darling I'm taking my life back to start healing
I'm choosing to prioritize my own healing and well-being over trying to make a toxic relationship work


How could I know that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire?
Even though I was deceived by your false promises before, I am still struggling to come to terms with the truth


I know the spark inside your eyes was just the match I used to set myself on fire
Despite the pain and heartbreak, I know that I ultimately caused my own destruction by continuing to pursue a toxic relationship




Lyrics Ā© CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC, Peermusic Publishing
Written by: Anthony S Raneri, Jack A O'Shea, John Holohan, Nick Ghanbarian

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@briancataldi

36 year old dad rocking out to this in 2022. Man I had the best music as a kid!

@noraholiver4206

Smae my dad does to but I do it with him lol

@adammacias6845

I seen them 4/5 times dude

@swagmiredoesall

I'm from gen z, and I can't help, but agree lol

@kingjoseph5901

Yeahhhhh

@MrBobbysmithinhouser

44 here and still jamming Bayside Bayside

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@ARTV-

Oh man, I remember watching this music video on Fuse on Sunday Mornings on "Victory TV", good fucking times. I feel so old, that was 13 years ago...and I was 13 when watching

@kylehegedus5498

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@jakeuhhb

I was 8 haha was some good times

@adrian_strikes_back661

I had the mosh pit CD for victory records.

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