Fed Up
Bazanji Lyrics

Too many thoughts on my mind I can't sleep at night, so I just keep writing
I have an abundance of thoughts and concerns that keep me up at night, but instead of sleeping, I write about them to release my mind from their grasp.

I don't need no help I don't need opinions so don't waste my time then
I am self-sufficient and have no desire to hear anyone else's input, therefore, it's pointless to offer it to me.

I just been livin' online, my city don't show me no love and that's fine
I have been living exclusively in the digital realm, and I'm okay with my city not supporting my online presence.

Fuck local radio stations, I got more plays than all of these rappers combined
I do not need local radio for exposure because I already have high digital stream numbers on my content. I surpass the combined stream numbers of all local rappers.

I'm goin I'm goin again I been goin in
I am consistently putting in the effort and working hard to achieve my goals.

I'm fed up with so many things
There are many things that are frustrating me and I am growing increasingly tired of them.

I gotta just let it all out
To relieve my built-up frustration, I need to express all of my emotions and thoughts.

I'm talkin about The shit they been talkin about
I am referring to the rumors and gossip that others have been spreading about me.

Tellin me I should do this, Tellin me I should do that, Tellin me tellin me things about rap
People have been giving me unwanted advice on what I should do creatively, and how I should approach my music.

Talkin the truth and then stabbin my back
People have betrayed my trust by telling me the truth about their intentions, and still have done harm to me.

They won't knock me off track no no
Despite people trying to derail me, I will stay focused and determined to stay on my own path.

Too many things have been building, been hard to deal with, I just been drinking
There are too many things for me to handle currently, so I have been numbing my emotions with alcohol.

Remember my moves in the past, I'm wondering what was I thinkin
Reflecting on my past actions, I am second-guessing my decision-making skills.

Lately I'm livin in fear
I am currently scared and anxious about the future.

Wondering what if the end is so near
I am concerned about the possibility of an unexpected end to my life/career through unforeseen circumstances.

All of the shit goin on, The shootings are strong
The world is a dangerous and violent place, and there are too many instances of shootings occurring.

One shot to the head and I'm gone
I am aware of how quickly my life could end, which adds to my fear.

I'm losing control but I can't let it go
I feel as though my life is spiraling out of my control, but I cannot give up on my dreams.

Cuz I'm tryna get more and I been in the moment, I been in the zone and I'm moving alone
I am determined to attain greater success and stay focused on the present moment. Additionally, I am working entirely solo to achieve these dreams.

I don't pick up the phone when my family call, I've been doin it wrong and I don't know what's happenin
I have been ignoring my family's calls and begin to question why I am making decisions that are not good for myself.

Tryna get what I just been imagining, Gettin close and I just been examining
I am attempting to bring my visions to life and am currently analyzing my progress and plan for achieving my goals.

All of the fake shit the game has been packaging
The music industry is promoting unrealistic and dishonest content to manipulate the audience's emotions.

I been keepin real, I been doin what I feel
I have stayed authentic and pursued my creative desires.

I been out here tryna kill, Every beat I know I will
I have been putting my all into my music and producing great results on each track.

Everything I'm working on, Every night another song, They been quiet all along, They gon notice when I'm gone
I am consistently releasing new content, but have not received any recognition for it. Regardless, when I am no longer here, people will be aware of the talent I possessed.

I come from a town where most of the people are so closed minded
I grew up in a community where most individuals lacked openness and willingness to change or accept new things.

They goin to school and they workin a job but they don't even like it
The people in my hometown attend school or work, but they are not passionate or happy with their choices.

I won't be put in a box
I refuse to conform to society's expectations and will remain true to myself.

Nobody tellin me what I should rock, Nobody tellin what I should drop cuz I do what I want and just know I don't stop
No one will influence my creative choices or swerve me off my own path. I will continue creating what I believe in and never give up.

Recordin till 4 morning they snoring I'm pouring my soul into every story
I am working diligently until 4 am, investing all of my emotions and passion into each story I compose.

I'm writing producing I mix it and master, I'm building my craft and I'm not lookin back
I am responsible for every aspect of my music and always working toward improvement without regretting anything from the past.

I been goin doin things I wanna do when I want to, Everybody wanna get a win but they not due
I am living life on my own terms and accomplishing everything I desire. In contrast, others want success but are not willing to put in the work to achieve it.

Everybody wanna copy you but they not you, Everybody wanna be cool but they not new
Everyone wants to emulate my style, but they cannot replicate my unique personality. Additionally, everyone wants to seem trendy or popular, but few can achieve originality.

Come to your state and I'm killin the show, Know that I'm young and I still gotta grow
I am capable of producing incredible performances when touring, and acknowledge a need to improve as an artist.

Know that I'm workin the most, No I'm never gon choke and I'm lookin back down on the people below
I am working harder than anyone else and will never give up. As I rise above others, I won't forget the struggle and will work towards bringing others up with me.