“feel something” talks about fear and anxiety in a person, where that perso… Read Full Bio ↴“feel something” talks about fear and anxiety in a person, where that person has reached a limit in life where people, even close people, cannot be trusted.

Bea tells us about when you have reached a point of your life where you can not feel any emotion or even pain or happiness, you feel empty inside, you just want to feel something, be it joy or sadness.

Bea talks about the song via Twitter:

"i’ve been trying to cope with the mediocrity of life because recently it hasn’t been a sad experience but it hasn’t been a happy one either. i tried my best to put that into words almost selfishly because i wanted to know if i’m the problem or if we all go through it."

Can you describe your experience releasing the song “feel something” last summer, and watching it gradually find a larger audience this year?

"I never expected any song I create to reach so many people, especially when a song is a year old. I’m still surprised and grateful every day."

–via Billboard (2020)

feel something
Bea Miller Lyrics

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If I could choose anything
I would be good and bad one day
I would fall into love and stay
Would fall into love

And it's not fair
I keep on writing a sequel to stories
I know that are not there

I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this

I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again

If I am telling the truth
Watching my friends break their hearts into two
Makes me jealous, I know that it's cruel
But what can you do?

And it's not fair
I keep on writing a sequel to stories
I know that are not there
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this

I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again

Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
I know I should be angry
But I can barely feel a fucking thing
Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
Can you tell me what's wrong with me

I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again

Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
I know I should be angry
But I can barely feel a fucking thing
Can you tell me a secret

Can you tell me what's wrong with me
Can you tell me what's wrong with me

Overall Meaning

In Bea Miller's song, "Feel Something," she expresses the longing to experience raw emotions, rather than feeling numb and empty. The singer is searching for something "really real" to connect with, a genuine feeling that will make her feel like a person again. She desires to love and be loved, even though she is conflicted on whether to live or die. Miller reveals that watching her friends' emotional struggles, she feels jealous, which she acknowledges is cruel.

Throughout the song, Miller questions what is wrong with her and why she can barely feel a thing. She begs for someone to tell her a secret, hoping for a solution or an answer to her emotional numbness. The lyrics suggest that the singer is fed up with the emptiness in her life and wants to experience genuine emotions again, even if they may be painful.

Overall, "Feel Something" is a raw and emotional piece that highlights one's desire to be vulnerable and experience intense feelings, regardless of the pain that comes with it.

Line by Line Meaning

If I could choose anything
If I had the power to choose, I would want to experience both good and bad things.

I would be good and bad one day
I want to have a mix of positive and negative experiences.

I would fall into love and stay
I want to fall in love and have it last.

Would fall into love
I want to experience the feeling of falling in love.

And it's not fair
My situation is unjust or unfavorable.

I keep on writing a sequel to stories
I keep holding onto hopes and desires that are unlikely to come true.

I know that are not there
I am aware that these hopes and desires are unrealistic.

I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this
I do not want to die, but I do not want to continue living in this emotional state.

I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I want to experience an emotion, I want to feel something.

Something really real so that I can really
I want to experience a genuine emotion that feels authentic.

Feel like a person again
I want to feel like myself again, to reconnect with my emotions and sense of self.

If I am telling the truth
If I am being honest.

Watching my friends break their hearts into two
Seeing my friends experience heartbreak is difficult for me.

Makes me jealous, I know that it's cruel
Their heartbreak makes me envious, even though I know it's not kind.

But what can you do?
There's nothing I can do to change their situation.

Can you tell me a secret
Can you confide in me?

Can you tell me what's wrong with me
Can you help me understand what is emotionally troubling me?

I know I should be angry
I understand that I should be feeling angry.

But I can barely feel a fucking thing
I can hardly feel anything at all, let alone anger.

Can you tell me what's wrong with me
Can you help me understand what is emotionally troubling me?

Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Downtown Music Publishing, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Beatrice Miller, Kennedi Kathyrn Rae Lykken, Michael Harris Sabath, Justin Drew Tranter

Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

@omarash7810

5y↑465

When this song first came out, i made a music video concept, so here it is:

Concept for feel something - Omar Ash
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• Bea is sitting the side of her bed emotionless and lifeless, talking to herself.
"And its not fair..."
• Bea gets up and dresses up for a party while looking in the mirror as if an outfit will make her feel anything.
"...i don't wanna die but I dont wanna live like this"
• With every tick in the first part of the chorus, cutscenes show her walking down the street looking straight at the camera saying the first chorus with no emotion.
Beat drops
"I just wanna feel something, i just wanna feel..."
• Bea is standing still in the middle of a crowded party where everyone is having a great time. Still staring at the camera.
"...feel like a person again -gain -gain"
• She walks out of the party and back onto the street.
"Watching my friends break their hearts into two..."
• She sees a couple walking past her holding hands. She keeps walking
"And its not fair..."
• She looks up at the sky as if to question whats wrong with her.
• Camera is above her, she is looking up
• People walking past brush into her or bump into her shoulders.
First part of the chorus
"I just wanna feel something I just wanna feel..."
• All the people and cars stop moving as if time froze
• Bea is still able to move
• She walks around
Beat drops
"I just wanna feel something I just wanna feel..."
• Time unfreezes
• Bea starts running as if shes running away from her emotions
• She reaches a cliffside or a ledge
Bridge
"Can you tell me a secret..."
• She's talkes off the cliffside in frustration
Bridge ends
• She lays down flat on her back looking up at the sky
Solo vocal chorus repeat
"I just wanna feel something"
• She closes her eyes while talking here, then opens them right before the final chorus.
Beat drops
Final chorus starts
"I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel..."
• A montage of"
• clips from her at the party, only this time she's thrashing in frustration and self pity.
• Clips of her back at her bedroom throwing and breaking stuff (including mirror? Might be overused)
• Clips of her running like from before.
• Clips of her crying while laying down on this cliffside.
• In her room, her nails are digging into her palm, they start bleeding.
"So that I can really feel like a person again"
• She replies to the final line by writing on the wall in her own blood "but i can't"

@Ananda.Adhikari

4y↑3.1K

100 Reasons To Stay Alive ❤️❤️❤️
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favourite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains.
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favourite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theatre.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. feeling of being loved
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favourite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realising that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you love.
75. Spending the whole day in bed.
76. Eating a whole pint of your favourite ice cream.
77. Floating in water on your back and just staring up at the sky.
78. First dates (even the bad ones make for funny stories.)
79. Bonfires and s'mores.
80. Relationships where you love someone but aren’t in love with them.
81. Coming home to someone you love.
82. The colour of autumn leaves when they change.
Summer.
83. Singing songs at the top of your lungs with your friends.
84. Cuddling.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favourite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
PS: there are so many beautiful things to live. so live, and live, and live.

@georgia5810

5y↑924

f I could choose anything
I would be good and bad one day
I would fall into love and stay
Would fall into love
And it's not fair
I keep on writing a sequel to stories
I know that are not there
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
If I am telling the truth
Watching my friends break their hearts into two
Makes me jealous, I know that it's cruel
But what can you do?
And it's not fair
I keep on writing a sequel to stories
I know that are not there
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
I know I should be angry
But I can barely feel a fucking thing
Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
I know I should be angry
But I can barely feel a fucking thing
Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
Can you tell me what's wrong with me

@diyakoli4563

4y↑793

Lyrics to the song-

✨If I could choose anything
I would be good and bad one day
I would fall into love and stay
Would fall into love
And it's not fair
I keep on writing a sequel to stories
I know that are not there
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
If I am telling the truth
Watching my friends break their hearts into two
Makes me jealous, I know that it's cruel
But what can you do?
And it's not fair
I keep on writing a sequel to stories
I know that are not there
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
I know I should be angry
But I can barely feel a fucking thing
Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
I know I should be angry
But I can barely feel a fucking thing
Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
Can you tell me what's wrong with me✨

I know there are lyrics in the song, but shush ✨👁👄👁💕
Thank u✨

All comments from YouTube:

@jennellnelson7471

5y↑36.3K

"I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this"
So relatable.

@xxsophxx4099

5y↑146

Same :/

@gintongkalawang987

5y↑136

This is the way i wanted to live,but you know i was scared of the world praying it all would go away.

@gzilla_00

5y↑90

perfectly summarizes my life right now 😩

@isaaa_vv

5y↑24

That is so relatable

@isaaa_vv

5y↑78

It gets rlly bad sometimes and rlly scary and confusing. I feel like i dont have any feelings too sometimes. I'm the only person who is single in my friend group

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@nancyzarate6158

5y↑5.2K

Bea is one of my favorite singers and i'm very proud of her, she deserves to be more recognized

@tzi3692

5y↑9

agree agree agree AGREEEEEEEEEE

@COMRADO

5y↑4

Lyrics in my Channel

@xara_ninanile

5y↑1

Nana Juice
She’s extremely talaneted.
Please listen to Dear Diary by ninanile. It’s a song I wrote. I hope you’ll like it.

@parrotslover2233

5y↑2

She doesn't need the recognition she is okay right now in my opinion

@kimberlym3121

5y↑1

Nana Juice love herrr

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@victoriapinheiro906

3y↑3.1K

Ever since I found out about my depression this song started to make more sense to me. Depression not always means sadness, sometimes you just don't feel anything. Your feelings are numb, almost like they're to far to reach. I just wanna feel something again

@ziyanglow289

3y↑16

so you're just like feeling bored or smtn?

@helin4397

3y↑108

@@ziyanglow289 feeling bored is not the same as feeling numb..

@gabrielmodesto32

3y↑65

@@ziyanglow289 no, we just don't feel anything. quite hard to explain...

@ecross5037

3y↑35

@@gabrielmodesto32 yeah it’s like nobody understands

@ecross5037

3y↑13

Yes this is exactly what I’ve been feeling!! Wow this is like what I’ve been searching for

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@Uncookedshrimp

1y↑170

2023 and this song is still relatable and living rent free in my head.

@amayascott29

1y↑3

Exactly

@chandrawillis2625

41w↑1

Yesss! I would love to hear more music from her

@user-pe2iu5tg2d

16w↑1

You know what, it's 2024 and this song is still in my heart

@Jazz-lj1kt

5y↑2.2K

"Can you tell me a secret? Can you tell me what's wrong with me?" Hit me hard

@abbiv8299

jasmine자스민 fav lyrics

@ranggasaputraaffariji9017

4y↑1

:')

@rrai61

4y↑3

She’s a sociopath who can’t feel anything or stay in love duh

@mangochutney4874

46w

🥺

@villobudai8594

4y↑11.8K

She’s not the second Billie
She’s the first Bea

@user-ph5li7hz8k

4y↑36

соглашусь

@mirandaskylar9094

4y↑529

Bea was around way before Billie anyways lol

@gulsenaoncel7640

4y↑19

TRUE

@noah-yk5zy

4y↑169

Rayanna Barnett can’t we just like- not compare two completely different and unique artists?

@stxkate5248

4y↑57

@@rayannabarnett7375 Two years ago, everyone said that Billie is sooo underrated. However, when she became popular, everyone began to say that she is overrated. The same thing can happen to Bea.

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@m4rl3n44

2y↑48

"i know i should be angry but i can barely feel a fucking thing"
and "i don't wanna die but i don't wanna live like this"
are the best lines and hit the hardest.

@aleaf4627

2y↑1

Yesssss

@cristalcano13

3y↑103

I love this song so much, after dealing with derealization and anxiety this song describes my mental health to the T. When you say, "can you tell me what's wrong with me" I always ask myself that. When you say, "I don't wanna die, but I don't wanna live like this." My goodness, it's like taking words out of my mouth. Thank you.

@capboy3329

2y↑2

how did you come out of it?

@on-line10

tf idiot -_-?

@nurgulismymother

36w

It was derealization and depersonalization disorder for me too omg, that came from excessive severe anxiety and worrying everyday lol. overcame dpdr but somehow still dealing with anxiety to this day lol

@beamiller6614

5y↑2.5K

it’s amazing to see how far she’s come from not an apology! even her growth from aurora is inspiring

@COMRADO

5y↑4

Lyric video in my Channel

@parrotslover2233

5y↑6

I love her music she is unique

@nataliagilaortiz6596

i love her music

@jameswilson3106

5y↑1

isn't that u singing lol

@ambermarie7822

5y↑4

Did anyone else recognize is this really Bea? Lol

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@ScarlettJ1221

5y↑1.7K

I've been a fan of Bea since the x factor and she definitely has it! Such an incredible voice

@nerisdin2485

samee

@andrewcarson6925

YASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS BISH SAME

@aruscyrus

5y↑2

That white flag performance😭😭😭😭

@nerisdin2485

5y↑1

Arek omgg yes i love her so much

@dane7936

5y↑4

Didn't i just see your comment on Normani's Motivation 🤟✌

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@ecrin393

3y↑80

" I don't want to die , but I don't want to live like this " HITS HARD ...... BUT IT HITS HARDER WHEN ITS RELATABLE

@sweetcarolinablues

3y↑34

Around family: angry and distant
Around friends: happy
Around school: distant but okay
In public: quiet and respectful

@rinnohara9643

Same 🖤

@1morehour195

2y↑1

So trueee

@4thawrld

4y↑6.2K

The fact that she is saying she wants to feel like a person again, And have the video showing space and Aliens 👽 IS EVERYTHING 😩❤️🌠

@hasa532

4y↑3

Arrêtes de rager !

@hitelorv5647

4y↑1

Do you Play roblox add me MMQLU

@gracieglcw7349

Wow u love how u got that gfx from pinterist lameee

@artpreysy949avakin5

Thx for this

@tori5863

@@hitelorv5647 I do

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@BlueEyedBlondie

5y↑2.4K

I love that it shows that we live in a world of technology and social media, and because of that, even when we venture outside (the scene where she's in the woods), there's something missing and we crave social media (the glitch effect on her arms) and can't fully enjoy nature. This is one heck of a powerful music video and an amazing song. This is just my interpretation, though!

@BlueEyedBlondie

5y↑6

Rina Quartz That’s truly amazing and inspiring! I’d love to do that and try to as much as I can. :)

@carolin7337

5y↑6

@Rina Quartz get yourself a dog, that makes it much easier because you literally have to go out

@randomvideos3670

5y↑38

I think its glitching because the therapy was supposed to make her feel better but instead it sent her into a "peaceful place" but it was fake and glitching because she knows she can't just stay in a fantasy which is maybe why she can't feel that's my opinion no offense to you or anything

@julietteSoul

BlueEyedBlondie so true, you are right✌🏽❤️

@okayfine.8084

4y↑3

BlueEyedBlondie I think you’re wrong. You should listen to the lyrics more and pay attention to the details of the music video.

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@claragallegos_

3y↑79

"No quiero morir pero tampoco quiero vivir así, solo quiero sentir algo, solo quiero sentir algo, sentirme como una persona de verdad otra vez"

@josefinamartinacaroquinter1881

💖♪

@bukisantv1392

3y↑1

Man that translate feature is really usefull sometimes

@Sweetlittleelf

@@bukisantv1392 yeah lol

@analicesilva570

3y↑101

Eu sou o comentário brasileiro que vc estava procurando 😳💗

@laisealves4902

3y↑2

Ss 😊

@Guizeira80

3y↑1

😍👊🔥

@milesmorales5033

3y↑2

;-;

@jennifer7006

3y↑1

KKKKKKKKK

@strawberrycandy_

3y↑2

Ss 🥰

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@rl1357

5y↑7.6K

“I keep writing sequels to stories that aren’t there”
Fanfiction people unite

@anika8030

5y↑23

yesss

@aitensabrym

5y↑19

YASSS

@aitensabrym

5y↑63

I do that a lot but I write these stories in my brain and then tell them to others and make them think that I'm living that story but really it's just a fiction

@rl1357

5y↑7

Jessica Hawk EE mood

@aitensabrym

5y↑2

@@rl1357 ;-;

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@jxsefinq5032

4y↑580

„i dont wanna die but i dont wanna live like this“ bruh thats my life.

@mattb9968

4y↑2

Whats your opinion on this track:https://youtu.be/QG_RNiLO2sg .,

@madisonlee35

4y↑3

Pretty good TBH really picks up on the ending

@charlottejanehoward8248

2y↑7

I'm 30..and this feeling never really goes away..

@user-oe8oo5iy1f

3y↑4

I think the best part of the song and the message is " I don´t wanna die but i dont wanna live like this" So relatable.

@johnlemos2052

5y↑1.6K

who thinks Bea deserves more recognition like this 💗

@zabriyadaniels-leach1279

John Lemos I agree

@gintongkalawang987

i love her since i saw her in pandora radio.❤️

@parrotslover2233

Yup

@elirodriguez7061

I agree but i feel that she'll change, like everyone who gets famous

@gintongkalawang987

5y↑1

Eli rodriguez
i Don't think so..because She is one of the top Name on her music Genre Today, but let's say her music genre is always at the Bottom of the list and She is Aware of it, but it's not all about because inspirational Songs don't Fade and it's timesless.. just like her she will always be the same

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@beamiller

5y↑6.6K

i wanted to capture how numb we are to the speed at which we and our planet are falling apart. it’s easier to ignore it than face it, but I’m afraid for the future.

@JB-fs3gm

5y↑53

Wow love this music video

@JB-fs3gm

5y↑17

Bea ft sabrina

@nathanalexander2063

4y↑29

this song hits me so hard ugh i love u❤️

@hoodiegirl7221

4y↑29

Love the message and the video

@wirdiefamily241

4y↑13

I'm afraid too

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@simonekinseler1106

3y↑30

Jesus essa música me define 💕😢🙏🙌Eu não quero morrer..
Mas tbem não quero viver assim..
Quero alguma coisa que me faça querer viver o real💕😢🙏🙌

@tired-chicken

19w↑3

Alexithymia is where you struggle to identify or express feelings.
I can feel, I just don’t really know what I’m feeling half the time.
This song gives me those kind of vibes, or just numbness.

@liddaespinales4841

4y↑3.1K

"I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this": this phrase really let me know how I felt, I never knew how to describe my pain

@JO-bo4yx

4y↑5

Yes!if been listening to this none stop too

@sudenazmuratoglu9203

4y↑4

Same

@cs9675

4y↑5

Thats why i usually listen to this song

@ReapersModz01

4y↑6

chill ur 9

@annesparkle1509

4y↑2

Same here💓

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@saturnplayz7925

4y↑2.7K

"I don't wanna die, but I don't wanna live like this."

2020: So relatable

@madisonrussell2215

3y↑25

The weird thing is that this song was made last year lol

@saturnplayz7925

3y↑8

@@madisonrussell2215 ikr?

@madisonrussell2215

3y↑5

@@saturnplayz7925 yeah

@elisaperez129

3y↑10

Ye, 2021 thinks the same way

@strxlghts1702

3y↑1

@@elisaperez129 mhm

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@_quezinhah_

3y↑7

Mano ce eu contar pra vcs que sou apaixonadaaa nessa música... Sempre passava na rádio até que fui achar a música amooo

@valeriamartines5353

3y↑29

1:12 el minuto de la canción que me encanta xdddd

@HiDE-rj5pt

5y↑3.6K

I want Bea to blow up like Billie Eilish💕

@wesperloves

4y↑133

I just want them to make a collab💙❤❤❤❤

@Misswhowhere

4y↑7

@@wesperloves fr though

@rayanismail9514

4y↑32

Yeh i dont know why she is not blowing out , i was thinking like this girl make incredible vedios😂❤why she is not famous yet🙄😂

@catnini6163

4y↑7

cos her sound is not original , she's basically copying billie's singing style

@anirose6807

4y↑37

Cat Nini not to compare artists, but Bea did it before Billie

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@airqlanemode

5y↑1.1K

hows it shes been in the industry for YEARS but doesnt get the credit she deserves?? LOVE YOU BEA :(

@iwantpizza476

3y↑4

The best line for me is, "If I am telling the truth. Watching my friends break their hearts into two, makes me jealous I know thats its cruel" because I'd always feel really bad when I would think "well at least you're feeling something" which makes the title of this song extremely ironic to me yet so perfect

@geohanonimous1375

3y↑8

Não dá nem pra acreditar que eu assistia ela no The x factor a 8 anos atrás. Que artista maravilhosa!

@NatalieMarte

5y↑594

Bea is definitely underrated! Can’t wait to watch this video

@tzi3692

5y↑3

She is so underrated it hurts

@xara_ninanile

5y↑1

Natalie Marte
She’s extremely talaneted.
Please listen to Dear Diary by ninanile. It’s a song I wrote. I hope you’ll like it.

@scribbledstudios659

5y↑1

Really or are you joking

@iamzayeriah4075

4y↑1.2K

When she said “I don’t wanna die but I don’t wanna live like this” I busted in to tears because it’s so relatable like I’m so numb inside but no one knows

@kirawelch9846

4y↑10

We all have problems. Tell a therapist. No one here can help u.

@iamzayeriah4075

4y↑45

Kira Welch clearly I know no one here can help me I was just sharing my feelings to other people who might feel what I’m feeling it’s nothing wrong with that

@melaquinn6524

4y↑12

And its nothing wrong with feeling numb... You should get a therapist maybe.... You are strong pls never give up and love yourself and stay hydrated c:

@iamzayeriah4075

4y↑2

Mela Quinn? Tank you💋

@iamzayeriah4075

4y↑2

SPEED 100XD 😕

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@meganineza6452

3y↑14

This song is so relatable to my life and how I feel it just feels like the perfect song to listen to when your like you don't know what is really going on in your life and you just want to be alone but you can't be alone bc ppl won't let you they just keep coming to me and say are you ok are you ok none stop and I just hate bc what is it really gonna do leave me alone if I want to be alone but that never works no one ever listens to me really just bc I am quiet like I don't have feelings when my other friends say something about someone else no one gets mad at them then when it's me they get all mad for no reason then is the reason why I don't like to have a lot of friends bc it's better to have real friends then having fake friends

@Stella9Feb

1y↑2

I'm "the cheerful friend" and "the cheerful sibling" or "the cheerful cousin" to everyone, but no one realises how much I exaggerate. I feel like a robot who learned how to show emotions from observing people, but can't really feel actual emotions at all.
I used to be so happy when I was younger, but since 2018, my emotions have been disappearing. I can barely feel anything anymore, but no one would believe me because I still show the bright smile they knew, because it's scary to tell them how I really feel..

@annanyah1261

5y↑644

I love the aesthetic in her recent songs.

@MEEZYMURDERFACE

5y↑3.1K

This is what its like being zombied out on anti depressants

@falloutchar8029

5y↑18

I can relate so hard

@bruhrlly8817

5y↑31

Well for me anti depressants worked. I felt happy all the time. But I realized when I didn't take it I felt a lot more angry so I left taking them. They're good for the time being but not in the long term.

@brisingr14

5y↑11

There's a book called "The Depression Cure" I believe. You guys can try that. Overcoming depression without medication.

@milkywaes7058

5y↑15

@@bruhrlly8817 Oh, I just felt incredibly bored when I skipped my depressants. Kinda like, your insides being empty, in a way, it felt like that.

@dougm6106

5y↑3

@@bruhrlly8817 I hope u didnt stop by urself, its not only forbidden but risky, when I change medication I suffer a LOT so I do it very very slowly...
But in the end they just help u to help urself, I mean, so u can go back to ur life and treatment (psy, work, recreation, exercize, sun etc) and thats what rly heal it

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@nah3014

2y↑2

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go.
Joshua 1:9

@255kx9

4y↑2K

can we take a moment to talk abt how underrated this song is wow

Edit: I- so many likes O-O

@dreyashii

4y↑12

ya.... how did i not know about this asap

@rachalamjarred740

4y↑8

only empty depressed ppl listen to it

@juliedas4435

4y↑18

Not anymore. It's blowing up on tiktok

@phantom4577

4y↑7

Tiktok led me to this

@alygalera2112

4y↑2

Racha Lamjarred I see, is that why you're here?

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@lena9796

5y↑261

i relate to this song so much. i listen to it to calm myself down when i’m anxious

@mikaylacandelaria6361

5y↑4

how crazy i do the same thing when i feel anxious

@vuyolwethu_m26

5y↑3

Same. This song and In My Bed by Sabrina Carpenter are my anxiety anthems.

@coralex1567

- ((((/ j ) gr;)))

@daniela-yg4oz

3y↑3

i love all the aesthetic in this video pls bea it's simply amazing i love you so so much and i really hope i can see you succeed even more in the future as well as grow not only as an artist but as a person i'll always be here supporting you !!!

@abigaildudley7369

3y↑5

This song hits so hard rn especially with quarentine and online school and everything.

@cqmillla1241

4y↑395

"I just wanna feel something"
"I just wanna feel.."
"I just wanna feel something"
"I just wanna feel.."

@medusa8144

I JUST WANNA FEEL SOMETHING ;( but im not feel

@nidiasalazar5891

Ohhhhh so deep !! 🤔😒

@jaimegarcia9498

Thank you Bea Miller for making 2020 worse so you could feel something physcopath

@cqmillla1241

Jaime Garcia i-

@omarash7810

5y↑465

@mikolcevictena1070

5y↑13

Ash Mashups WOAH

@quezta2833

5y↑19

This is truly amazing omg

@magdakunicka7186

5y↑14

Oh my... I'd like to see it!!

@romerocruz1152

5y↑26

Are you a storywriter? Your imagination is awesome and the storyline is too. Damn you are so talented.

@yesthatisababytoucan.youre6983

5y↑15

Wow, that escalated quickly.

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@Skyler490

16w↑2

2023 is coming to an end and I'm still listening to this masterpiece

@epiccutie7119

1y↑2

"I don't wanna die, but I don't wanna live like this." I felt that.

@user-gj2kv3zi6w

4y↑652

Это настолько жизненная песня, прямо до мурашек.

@user-jo8zi5df6s

4y↑2

Можно перевод

@user-cu3cr9mp5v

4y↑2

Особо перевод

@user-is8xp9xe5y

4y↑23

@@user-jo8zi5df6s Я не хочу умирать но и не хочу так жить я просто хочу чувствовать что-то хочу чувствовать что-то хочу чувствовать вроде таг:>

@user-jo8zi5df6s

4y↑5

@@user-is8xp9xe5y мерси благодарю тебя мерси спасибо што ты есть

@iaamyoba

4y↑17

@@user-jo8zi5df6s там ещё есть такие слова "хочу почувствовать себя человеком ещё раз" как по мне самые важные слова в этой песне

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@stepankagalbova8866

5y↑211

am i the only one who is getting black mirror vibes from this mv?
but it's amazing.

@altrademark

5y↑3

Have u seen maniac on Netflix bc I'm nearly certain it's inspired by that

@Dukey690

3y↑4

I love this song SO Much! I could listen to it for the rest of my life.

@sajnipotter9078

4y↑526

I literally just want to feel something genuine. Instead of just faking it all the time. I do get jealous my friends get these overwhelming emotions for their crushes and people and in my 16 years of life i dont think I've felt any real genuine emotions for someone and i fucking hate that. but i dont care at the same time. This song is just validating that i may not be the only person that feels like I'm a robot just going through life. I just wish it gave me an answer. Something that could fix me.

@juliahejber3437

3y↑2

are you old me?

@sajnipotter9078

3y↑4

@@juliahejber3437 i don't want to be. but this is my life now XD

@juliahejber3437

3y↑4

@@sajnipotter9078 so maybe one day you will listen it and think how strange is the feeling that it was you

@danaep.3501

3y↑10

Thank you for this comment .I feel the same way and I am 18 .I don't know what's wrong with me .

@sajnipotter9078

3y↑11

@@danaep.3501 it makes me feel better I’m not the only one.
I’ve tried to look it up but it always comes up as a symptom of depression. But I know I’m not depressed so idk what this is.
I wish there was a label I could put to it. The most I found was emotionally numb and it happens when u go through childhood trauma

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@danacarvajal3611

5y↑65

"I don't wanna die but
I don't wanna live like this"
same bea

@-urlocalpieceoframen-2482

3y↑4

“I just wanna feel something.”
Ok so for me,by now I can barely feel anything,I’m emotionally numb and that hit home hardddd

@UrFavFa1

36w↑2

Why is this song so relatable

@Ananda.Adhikari

4y↑3.1K

@moqtada5370

3y↑107

No one will read that

@Ananda.Adhikari

3y↑27

@@moqtada5370 😅

@sitaramshetty9837

3y↑57

Not a fan of the sub to me thing but thank u i jeeded those hundred reasons to live :)

@YummiBear9856ih538000ushi

3y↑121

That first one is the reason I want to die.

@Ananda.Adhikari

3y↑6

@@YummiBear9856ih538000ushi why??🙂

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@prakriti3661

5y↑143

I really don't wanna live in a completely digitalized world like this. It scares me

@stefaniamorar2004

4y↑2

Same

@lisaadkins6164

3y↑2

I discovered this song just when I needed to hear it! Thank you Bea Miller! You are changing lives through your music❤️ relativity is all we really want. Someone to relate! I relate!❤️

@katerinamueller-sparrowhaw3188

3y↑2

Heard this song at the grocery store and instantly loved it. Love her voice and the lyrics are so awesome..

@xsalwax6001

5y↑48

“Watching my friends ....makes me jealous”

Relateable 🥺

@yu.czennie

4y↑157

This song just describes so much , when it says that she feels jealous of seeing her friends being heart broken, that's just so relatable to me , i just wanna feel something ✊😐

@marbin0176

https://youtu.be/msNWA0qcPdY
Lyrics and Arabic

@happycatlemon4593

3y↑2

Same

@roseblakely

3y↑3

me too. maybe someday, our feelings will be fixed

@suzanlobo2087

3y↑6

Mudou e alcançou uma notável maturidade vocal com os anos. Perfeita!

@ellysaj2785

3y↑3

Its this song and “Love Me” by Lukaz thats getting me through these tough times, thank god for music! I love you ❣️

@nazcanci1191

4y↑533

Imagine her and Melanie Martinez would collab

@uendo

4y↑12

I need that

@pinkgiraffe378

4y↑3

Omg please

@Diana-rr6wk

4y↑4

Yesssssssss

@medusa8144

4y↑1

Selam :)

@255kx9

4y↑2

With Billie too 😍 that’s what I need in my life

@cs9675

3y↑593

Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it
Your body isn't a book, don't judge it
Your life isn't a movie, don't end it
Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it
You're beautiful💓
Be you...

Please spread this!

@kaylahmatano1749

3y↑9

such a sweet comment <3 tyy

@its.a.dumbass

3y↑2

Eh, I've done all of them before just gotta end my life😌

@epicmanfacepogg4467

3y↑3

@@its.a.dumbass seriously?

@whyamihere5201

3y↑5

Damn this made me cry a bit bro,

@thescarytransperson

3y↑4

comparing organs to objects,original

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@Book_Of_Flowers

2y↑2

This song was so relatable I was crying

@carebear9299

3y↑1

This is literally how I feel and I love this song ❤️

@hanheaven9859

5y↑100

I can't stop listening to this song 😭 I can find myself through it

@Jonmiify

4y↑1

han heaven same girl 😞

@rafaeladelmondes7729

5y↑211

A new video is so good, but I just can't wait for a new album, that's it! 🇧🇷

@jaysantos7819

5y↑4

Vc é Brasileira?

@rafaeladelmondes7729

5y↑1

@@jaysantos7819 sou sim, princesa

@salomaooliveira5109

5y↑5

Eis que os brasileiros dominam a música americana 😂😂😂 é nóis ✌🏿

@rafaeladelmondes7729

5y↑2

@@salomaooliveira5109 brasileiro só não domina o mundo porque não quer, hahaha

@charlesrech1611

5y↑1

Eh nois !!!

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@SADRand0mPers0n-854

1y↑3

Your voice is amazing 🤍
It’s very calming 😌

@GabriellaCotas

27w↑1

broo this song brings me back omgg

@asminebaby9357

4y↑104

I don’t know why but when I first heard this I burst into tears because for the first time I heard a song that describes me in every way especially when she talks about being jealous of her friends damnnn that hit different 😢😍❤️❤️

@255kx9

4y↑1

💞

@user-je9yp2ux2c

4y↑136

почему я не слышала этот шедевр еще в 2019 ??? это же прекрасно! тик ток с спасибо!

@user-zw7vc1on9w

вот +++

@durkadurkamef

О даа

@hxxhan

2y↑4

I will never get tired of listening to this song

@that_crazyone9047

38w

A fabulous video,showing humans happiness lies too love among nature☺️

@neeophe

5y↑187

Like how the color stimulation featured colors from aurora ❤️💛💙

@elifklc5560

4y↑92

Nobody is talking about Bea Miller who is one of the most underrated singer's 😭

@shadowisgaming39

3y↑2

How is this song not that popular IT IS SO UNDERATED

@belovedA.S.M.R

40w

I love her because she’s unique and original!

@yehet4460

4y↑35

Omg this whole song was a masterpiece.

Guess who's now a fan

@agg3907

4y↑2

yEhET :3 good you're here before she completely blows up her music is amazing and so is her personality 😭💕

@georgia5810

5y↑924

@ghostinboy

4y↑2

OMG... Thank U🤩🤩🤩

@jaran0gales140

4y↑4

Love u ❤️

@kvduv9168

4y↑1

THANK YOU SO MUCH 💕😊😊😊😊❤️❤️❤️

@amxiaera1144

4y↑1

Thank you ily!!!!!!

@user-ee1ur6nz3e

Ttank you💕💕

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@M2003ESC

2y↑1

i literally never and i mean NEVER cry but this song just made me break down in tears....you can feel lonely when you least expect it sadly

@jaydashelor5081

3y↑1

I really like bea Miller because she brings the most out in her creativity like when she comes on the radio I say turn it up

@idk-er3sp

4y↑2.8K

Her voice sounds like Selena Gomez and Billie Eilish had a child

@RitCore

4y↑113

Yeah.. Kinda off topic but That would be a reaaally pretty child😂

@dawnfinney5813

4y↑12

Lol

@landawille7088

4y↑86

and if Billie cheated on Selena with Dua Lipa👀

@kennediatkocaitis6482

4y↑7

omggggg so trueeeeeee

@janeishadunn3036

4y↑12

yea her voice is so calming

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@diyakoli4563

4y↑793

@redchczx1613

4y↑4

Tnx!

@sitaramshetty9837

3y↑2

Thanks!!!

@mllepateatout4887

3y↑1

Thanks ❤

@madisonrussell2215

3y↑1

Thx

@user-ip8nc1vt4i

3y↑1

You copy and paste from Google?!????!

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@hearts5622

3y↑5

Honestly I love this her voice is so mature yet like a fantasy? It's wierd to say it like this but I love it so dont let others make you feel another way and follow ur heart!!! 😊

@Army-dg6sy

3y↑3

This legit made me bawl my eyes out,
How can one song explain so much about me. 💜💜💜

@paulafreytes

5y↑525

is feeling therapy inc. situated in the “Dream World™️”? (which is mentioned in the “it’s not u it’s me” music video)

@blaireaugustus4652

5y↑10

paula freytes i’m the guy w green eyes it’s a continuation in the same dreamscape

@paulafreytes

5y↑3

Blaire Augustus THANK YOU

@fatimadeanda6658

5y↑5

This is some bts shit

@JellyfishFiend

4y↑21

When she said "So that I can really feel like a person again"...

I felt that.

@jaydashelor5081

Omg her voice is killing it

@metaldreams3595

2y↑1

What a great song.

@elsian

5y↑73

The production of this 😱😱🔥

hope bea gets more exposure 💫

@lena9796

5y↑32

i love how she’s so creative and has her own personal style

@TomAuman-ow5ey

13w

I love this video and song so much especially when she enters the portal and it truly feels the sunlight for the first time.

@boombayah8582

3y↑4

Como essa música não chegou à 100 milhões ainda ????❤

@popstarevolution9661

5y↑53

I love the galactic theme throughout these videos and era!

@tzi3692

5y↑192

Me being emotionally empty can 100% relate to this song...

Anyone else who is empty inside?❤️

@chulocheto6190

Me😭

@aubrieebertowski1148

4y↑7

Yeah being numb is awesome. But does anyone else try to recreate the emotion around them so people don't worry about them?

@tzi3692

4y↑1

@@aubrieebertowski1148 I do . Or did idk 😂

@ella1854

4y↑1

yep ever since quarantine 😭

@Millajam

3y↑5

I love this song it makes me so relaved..

@Avan.1256

This is so calming I listened to it a million times

@EllieNixchole17

4y↑96

i’m in a time in my life where “i wanna feel like a person again” because i have been having nothing but anxiety and thoughts in my head. I haven’t been this bad since i was a kid.

@nayelidissire7402

4y↑3

I feel you😕

@diyamanoj9376

4y↑3

going through that right now :)

@Monse13lol

4y↑3

I pray it gets better 💜

@zo2452

5y↑129

this is so creative and amazing I'm so proud of you queen

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