outside
Bea Miller Lyrics


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I'm so bored
I think I'll burn all my clothes
Standing in the bathroom, singing alone
I don't even like this song
Rolling up, getting comfortable
I've been drinking kitchen
Table coffee alone can never get high enough
Paint dries like my tired eyes
Rain cries i don't wanna go outside

Can’t think of other ways I
Wanna waste my time
All I do is fuck around with words that rhyme
I wish I didn't wonder why, I wonder why
Why I
It doesn't even matter all the things I say
When nobody is listening to me anyway
I don't even like my friends tonight
I must be out of my mind
I don't wanna go outside

I walk my dog, but never too far from home
'Cause I need to make it back
To watch That '70s Show
I lay around on the floor i hate my phone
'Cause it reminds me that I'm alone
I got people calling me
But I let them know that I'm unavailable

Paint dries like my tired eyes
Rain cries i don't wanna go outside

Can’t think of other ways I
Wanna waste my time
All I do is fuck around with words that rhyme
I wish I didn't wonder why, I wonder why
Why I
It doesn't even matter all the things I say
When nobody is listening to me anyway
I don't even like my friends tonight
I must be out of my mind

I might be standing still as I can be
But my mind keeps running and
Running in circles around me
I might be waiting an eternity
While my mind keeps running and
Running in circles around me

Can’t think of other ways I
Wanna waste my time
All I do is fuck around with words that rhyme
I wish I didn't wonder why, I wonder why
Why I
It doesn't even matter all the things I say
When nobody is listening to me anyway
I don't even like my friends tonight
I must be out of my mind

I might be standing still as I can be




But my mind keeps running and
Running in circles around me

Overall Meaning

In Bea Miller's song "outside," the lyrics express a sense of boredom, restlessness, and dissatisfaction with one's current state of being. The opening lines of the song convey a feeling of ennui and a desire to break free from the monotony of everyday life. The singer considers burning all their clothes and sings alone in the bathroom, highlighting a sense of isolation or disconnection. They express a lack of interest in the song they're singing, perhaps reflecting a general apathy or lack of passion.


The lyrics also touch upon the singer's attempts to find comfort or escape through various means. They mention drinking coffee alone at the kitchen table and highlight a longing to feel high or find some form of release. The refrain of "rain cries, I don't wanna go outside" suggests a reluctance to face the outside world, possibly due to discontent or a desire to avoid confronting personal issues.


The second verse delves deeper into the singer's feelings of detachment. They engage in activities such as walking their dog but never venturing too far from home, as if clinging to familiarity. They express a dislike of their phone, which serves as a reminder of their loneliness. Despite people calling, they choose to remain unavailable, suggesting a desire for solitude or an inability to connect with others.


The bridge of the song introduces a shift in perspective. The lyrics suggest that although the singer may appear still externally, their mind is running in circles, causing a sense of restlessness and frustration. The repetition of "running and running in circles around me" emphasizes their internal struggle and the feeling of being trapped in their thoughts.


Overall, "outside" captures the themes of boredom, isolation, and a longing for something more. The lyrics reflect a sense of disconnect from oneself and others, as well as a yearning to break free from the confines of routine and find a deeper sense of meaning.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm so bored
I am feeling incredibly unstimulated and lacking interest or excitement.


I think I'll burn all my clothes
I am considering engaging in a rebellious act as a form of entertainment.


Standing in the bathroom, singing alone
I find solace in being by myself and expressing myself through singing.


I don't even like this song
I do not have a genuine liking for the current song I am listening to.


Rolling up, getting comfortable
I am preparing myself for a relaxed and cozy state.


I've been drinking kitchen Table coffee alone can never get high enough
I have been consuming coffee made in the kitchen, hoping it will provide a temporary feeling of being elevated or excited, but it falls short.


Paint dries like my tired eyes
The process of paint drying is a parallel to the fatigue in my eyes, implying a sense of weariness.


Rain cries I don't wanna go outside
The rain serves as a manifestation of my unwillingness to leave the security and comfort of my indoor space.


Can’t think of other ways I Wanna waste my time
I am unable to come up with alternative activities that I feel are worth engaging in and would satisfy me.


All I do is fuck around with words that rhyme
My primary pastime is casually playing with words and creating rhymes without any particular meaning or purpose.


I wish I didn't wonder why, I wonder why
I express a desire to stop questioning and analyzing the reasons behind my emotions and actions, but I am unable to resist the urge to do so.


Why I It doesn't even matter all the things I say When nobody is listening to me anyway
I realize that it is essentially irrelevant what I say or express because there is a lack of attentive audience.


I don't even like my friends tonight
I am not particularly enjoying the company of my friends at this moment.


I must be out of my mind
I question my sanity or mental state due to my current feelings and thoughts.


I walk my dog, but never too far from home
Although I take my dog for walks, I do not venture too far away from my safe and familiar surroundings.


'Cause I need to make it back To watch That '70s Show
My strong attachment to a television show compels me to ensure I return home in time to watch it.


I lay around on the floor I hate my phone
I spend most of my time lying on the floor, feeling a strong dislike towards my phone and the reminder of my solitude it brings.


'Cause it reminds me that I'm alone
My phone serves as a constant reminder of my loneliness and lack of companionship.


I got people calling me But I let them know that I'm unavailable
Although I receive calls from others, I purposely inform them that I am not able to engage or interact with them.


I might be standing still as I can be But my mind keeps running and Running in circles around me
Even though I may physically appear motionless, my thoughts and mental processes continue to race and create a chaotic cycle within me.


I might be waiting an eternity While my mind keeps running and Running in circles around me
I feel like I am waiting for an exceptionally long period of time, while my mind remains trapped in a cycle of repetitive thoughts and ideas.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, LOSTBOYCROW PUBLISHING COMPANY
Written by: BEATRICE MILLER, CHRISTOPHER BLAIR, DYLAN BAULD

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@lynzeep7055

Lyrics:
I'm so bored
I think I'll burn all my clothes
Standing in the bathroom, singing alone
I don't even like this song
Rolling up, getting comfortable
I've been drinking kitchen table coffee alone
Can never get high enough

Pain dries
Like my tired eyes
Rain cries
I don't wanna go outside

You think of all the ways I wanna waste the time
All I do is fuck around all waste right
I wish I didn't wonder why, I wonder why, why I
It doesn't even matter all the things I say
When nobody is listening to me anyway
I don't even like my friends tonight
I must be out of my mind
I don't wanna go outside

I walk my dog, but never too far from home
'Cause I need to make it back to watch That '70s Show
I lay around on the floor
I hate my phone
'Cause it reminds me that I'm alone
I got people calling me
But I let them know that I'm unavailable

Pain dries
Like my tired eyes
Rain cries
I don't wanna go outside

You think of all the ways I wanna waste the time
All I do is fuck around all waste right
I wish I didn't wonder why, I wonder why, why I
It doesn't even matter all the things I say
When nobody is listening to me anyway
I don't even like my friends tonight
I must be out of my mind

I might be stubborn
Still as I can be
But my mind keeps running and running in circles around me
I might be waiting an eternity
While my mind keeps running and running in circles around me

You think of all the ways I wanna waste the time
All I do is fuck around all waste right
I wish I didn't wonder why, I wonder why, why I
It doesn't even matter all the things I say
When nobody is listening to me anyway
I don't even like my friends tonight
I must be out of my mind

I might be stubborn
Still as I can be
But my mind keeps running and running in circles around me



All comments from YouTube:

@jeimymv8844

“I walk my dog but never too far from home, cuz i need to make it back to watch that 70’s show” HAHAH IF THAT AINT ME 😂

@lily-xd5px

Same that’s what I was thinking

@blink4blackpink158

"I hate my phone cause it reminds me that I'm alone."

I have never heard more relatable lyrics and that low-key makes me sad. My phone is drier than the Sahara desert. The only notification I woke up to this morning was this one saying Bea had uploaded.😭😭😭

@nataliam450

I don’t have any numbers in my phone besides family members lmao

@nataliam450

I honestly don’t care tho cuz I just use my phone for YouTube and google at this point

@pablobuquet4739

I am in way too much groups

@O_Ciel_Phant0mhive

UwU I feel the same and your not alone

@paytinballard7014

ok me

@minhsonle4553

The official quarantine anthem

@indusoni4759

4AM the day

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