North Hansen
Bearings Lyrics


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I went to see you at the Hospital
I found you laying in your room
I Stood by your bedside every night
I did my best to comfort you

It's the morphine and the painkillers
That left you tired and confused
They said the cancer wasn't cureable
They said there's nothing they could do

(what is happening?)
I don't believe a word they say
(what is happening?)
I couldn't watch you fade away

All I'm saying is the ending scares me every time
Your words replaying
Over and over I save them in my mind
Now I'm grabbing a hold
Of what's about to unfold
I'm walking hospital halls now that you're gone
All I'm saying
Is I still call your answering machine

I know
I've been busy now the last little while
I've got a, small apartment in Ottawa
I've got a girl with a beautiful smile
I've got dreams, I've got needs
I've got things I believe
That I just can not let go
I still, think about you every single day
I still miss that old North Hansen Home
Sometimes I wanna go home

All I'm saying is the ending scares me every time
Your words replaying
Over and over I save them in my mind
Now I'm grabbing a hold
Of what's about to unfold
I'm walking hospital halls now that you're gone
All I'm saying
Is I still call your answering machine

I'm so scared I'm trembling
Your words worth remembering




I'm so scared I'm trembling
Your words worth remembering

Overall Meaning

The song “North Hansen” by Bearings depicts the emotional journey of the singer visiting a terminally ill friend in the hospital. The artist expresses the emotional turmoil of watching a loved one slowly succumb to their sickness, the inevitable loss of someone that has been a crucial part of their life, and the fear of dealing with the aftermath of the loss. The lyrics “I found you laying in your room, I stood by your bedside every night, I did my best to comfort you” express the efforts made by the singer to comfort their friend during their stay in the hospital.


The singer appears to be in denial, and does not believe the medical professionals that their friend's condition is untreatable, and that nothing else could be done. As the lyrics “I don't believe a word they say, I couldn't watch you fade away” show the reluctance of the singer to accept the eventual death of their friend. The artist describes how the words spoken by their friend before their death haunt and stay with them. The lyrics “Your words replaying, over and over I save them in my mind” express how the singer can’t let go of the memories they shared with their friend.


Line by Line Meaning

I went to see you at the Hospital
I visited you while you were in the hospital.


I found you laying in your room
You were lying in your room when I arrived.


I Stood by your bedside every night
I spent every night with you by your bedside.


I did my best to comfort you
I tried my best to make you feel better.


It's the morphine and the painkillers
The drugs you were given were morphine and painkillers.


That left you tired and confused
The drugs made you feel exhausted and disoriented.


They said the cancer wasn't cureable
The doctors told us the cancer could not be cured.


They said there's nothing they could do
The doctors said there was nothing they could do.


I don't believe a word they say
I don't trust what the doctors told me.


I couldn't watch you fade away
I couldn't bear to see you deteriorate.


All I'm saying is the ending scares me every time
I am always frightened by the thought of the end.


Your words replaying
I keep hearing your words in my head.


Over and over I save them in my mind
I keep remembering your words over and over.


Now I'm grabbing a hold Of what's about to unfold
I am getting ready for what's coming.


I'm walking hospital halls now that you're gone
Now that you're not here, I walk around the hospital.


Is I still call your answering machine
I still call your voicemail to hear your voice.


I've got a, small apartment in Ottawa
I have a modest apartment in Ottawa.


I've got a girl with a beautiful smile
I have a girlfriend who has a pretty smile.


I've got dreams, I've got needs
I have aspirations and desires.


I've got things I believe
I have convictions that I hold dear.


That I just cannot let go
I refuse to let go of certain things.


I still, think about you every single day
I still think about you every day.


I still miss that old North Hansen Home
I still miss the North Hansen Home.


Sometimes I wanna go home
Sometimes I want to go back to the North Hansen Home.


I'm so scared I'm trembling
I am so afraid that I am shaking.


Your words worth remembering
Your words are worth remembering.




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@spasimirvasilev7698

Pure Noise definitely made a really good choice to sign these guys

@emahhh8605

this song is so good. i lost my grandma to cancer this year, you never really hear songs about subjects like this. 10/10

@sinbvd

fuckinsickk check out See Me Smiling and Sing for Me by Yellowcard. Both are about Ryan Key's family members that passed from cancer

@emahhh8605

Jonathan Rippel i will, thank you!

@sicktatsbreault2278

fuckinsickk hey dude sorry to hear I'm going through the same thing with my aunt right now

@emahhh8605

Falling Overboard i'm sorry about your aunt man, shit never gets easier. it's a miserable thing to watch someone you love go through, all you can do is be there for them. keep your head up tho

@sicktatsbreault2278

fuckinsickk you too dude if you ever need to talk I'd do my best to help. Cuz i know what it's like

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@jakeuhhb

I feel for Doug on this song man… I lost my uncle to blood cancer 6 years ago and shit doesnt still sit with me right. The message is amazing. One of my favorite songs

@hunterrivera4984

This band reminds me of Transit. Love it!!

@rickytheguitarguy4858

Reminds me of transit which is the best thing can't wait to hear more

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