Afterall
Beartooth Lyrics

I must be doing this all wrong
Feeling like something is off and not quite right.

Should be happy but I'm searching for the voice I lost
Trying to find one's own inner voice that has been lost, and looking to it for happiness.

Guess I'm just human afterall
Recognizing that humans are not perfect beings and that it is natural to have flaws and make mistakes.

I woke up with the same dark feeling
Starting the day feeling sad and down, possibly from a recurring issue.

Head on the ground and my thoughts on the ceiling
Feeling stuck and unable to move, with racing thoughts that are hard to ignore.

Another dream where the light is burning out
Having another dream that feels like things are falling apart and there is no hope left.

I don't know what to chase my hope is erased
Feeling lost and without direction, with no hope for the future.

I look at myself and I don't know my own face
Feeling disconnected from oneself and unsure of one's identity.

I just got fixed and I'm already breaking down
Trying to work on oneself, only to find that it is not a quick fix and there are still setbacks and struggles.

How do I feel when my wounds aren't healing?
Wondering how to cope when emotional pain and struggles are not getting better.

Why do I stop when I start believing?
Questioning why one gives up when things start to look up and progress is being made.

Puts my head in overdrive
Feeling overwhelmed and unable to slow down the racing thoughts or emotions.

You're no good so get up and change it
Realizing that no one else can make the necessary changes and improvements, it has to come from within oneself despite any negative external influences.

The way you feel is a little outdated
Feeling like one's emotions and reactions are not appropriate for current situations.

You'll never change if you'd rather hear the lie
Recognizing that facing the truth is necessary for personal growth and change, and avoiding or denying the truth will only lead to staying stuck in one's current state.

I try to dig deep and there's nothing but pain
Attempting to understand oneself on a deeper level, but only finding more emotional pain and difficulty.

I'm singing my songs but the words just don't relate
Feeling like expressing oneself through music, but feeling like the message is not being communicated effectively or being understood by others.

There's not an ounce of hope inside of me
Feeling completely hopeless and unable to see any light at the end of the tunnel.

I wanna die before I fade away
Feeling like death would be preferable to living a life with no meaning or purpose.