The Hate Inside
Beasts of Bourbon Lyrics


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I didn′t go to the AA meeting today
The hate inside gets purer every pay
If the hate in me was let run free
It would surley bring this old world to an end
And my hate would go on living
To a never ever ending end

This hole in me gets bigger every day
My soul i feel my breath could blow away
Soon the hate inside won't be denied
Like a razor you can′t bend
My hate would go on living
To a never ever ending end

I hate the dog
I hate my wife
I hate my two kids
And they hate me
Cause inside hate
Is all this family gives

The school bus has two empty seats today
The nieghbours think my wife has gone away
Two barrels I have loaded
And my mouth is open wide
My hate is no longer living




Just the never ever ending hate inside
It's the never ever ending hate inside

Overall Meaning

The opening verse of Beasts of Bourbon's song, "The Hate Inside", paints a vivid picture of a man who is struggling with addiction and hate. He is supposed to attend an AA meeting, but he failed to do so. He acknowledges that his "hate inside gets purer every pay." It's unclear what he means by "pay," but it might refer to the payment he receives from work, which perhaps fuels his hatred. The intensity of his hate is palpable, and he fears that if it were given free rein, it would bring the world to an end. Moreover, if he were to die, he believes that his hate would continue to live on. The hole in him grows deeper, and he feels his soul and breath could disappear at any time. He knows that his hate is impossible to control, and it is only a matter of time before it manifests itself.


In the second verse, the singer provides insight into his personal life. He hates his wife, children, and dog, and they hate him too. It's unclear why they hate each other, but it seems that it's because they all share a similar kind of deep-seated hate. The third and final verse is particularly chilling as it appears that the singer is on the verge of carrying out a horrific act of violence. He mentions that the school bus has two empty seats, and the neighbors think his wife has gone away. This statement suggests that his wife and perhaps children are no longer in the house. The singer has loaded two barrels, and his mouth is open wide, implying that he is ready to kill. His hate is no longer living, but "the never ever ending hate inside" will continue to rage on.


Overall, "The Hate Inside" is a deeply unsettling and disturbing song that portrays an individual who struggles with addiction and a toxic hatred that threatens not only himself but those around him. The song highlights the dangers of hate and addiction and how they can spiral out of control and lead to catastrophic consequences.


Line by Line Meaning

I didn’t go to the AA meeting today
I chose not to go to my Alcoholics Anonymous meeting today


The hate inside gets purer every pay
My internal hatred grows stronger with each paycheck


If the hate in me was let run free
If I were to unleash my inner hatred


It would surely bring this old world to an end
It would result in the apocalypse


And my hate would go on living
My hatred would persist


To a never ever ending end
Continuing indefinitely


This hole in me gets bigger every day
My emptiness grows larger with each passing day


My soul I feel my breath could blow away
I feel as if my very soul could be blown away on a gust of wind


Soon the hate inside won't be denied
Soon, I won't be able to contain my hatred any longer


Like a razor you can’t bend
Unyielding and sharp, like a razor blade


My hate would go on living
My hatred would persist


To a never ever ending end
Continuing indefinitely


I hate the dog
I despise the dog


I hate my wife
I loathe my wife


I hate my two kids
I detest my two children


And they hate me
And in turn, they despise me


Cause inside hate
Because our family is filled with hatred


Is all this family gives
It's the only thing our family knows how to do


The school bus has two empty seats today
Two of my children are absent from school today


The neighbors think my wife has gone away
My neighbors believe my wife has left me


Two barrels I have loaded
I have two guns loaded


And my mouth is open wide
And I am eager to use them


My hate is no longer living
My hatred has taken over


Just the never ever ending hate inside
Leaving me with an endless well of hatred




Writer(s): Gregory Stephen Perkins, Spencer Patrick Jones

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

JerryMane69

I didn't go to the AA meeting today
The hate inside gets purer every pay
If the hate in me was let run free
It would surely bring this old world to an end
And my hate would go on living
To a never ever ever ending end

This hole in me gets bigger every day
My soul I feel my breath could blow away
Soon the hate inside won't be denied
Like a razor you can't bend
My hate would go on living
To a never ever ever ending end

I hate the dog
I hate my wife
I hate my two kids
And they hate me
Cause inside hate
Is all this family gives

The school bus has two empty seats today
The neighbours think my wife has gone away
Two barrels I have loaded
And my mouth is open wide
My hate no longer living
Just the never ever ending hate inside
It's the never ever ending hate inside



All comments from YouTube:

simontheboy

Never have better lyrics been written.

Agz_Skitvarld_77not666

Thank you even I cant write songs like this about myself!!!

Dan C

RIP Spencer Jones. We owe you so much!

Martin Francis

You've been left hanging for a year...
Spencer P Jones was one of the guitarists in this seminal Australian bandy - The Beasts of Bourbon

zax the reds

Im fresh here... who is Spencer Jones to this.. i youtubed n found a band.. but didnt recognize a connection.

Tobias1969

It's an urban horror story although thoroughly entertaining :-)

JerryMane69

I didn't go to the AA meeting today
The hate inside gets purer every pay
If the hate in me was let run free
It would surely bring this old world to an end
And my hate would go on living
To a never ever ever ending end

This hole in me gets bigger every day
My soul I feel my breath could blow away
Soon the hate inside won't be denied
Like a razor you can't bend
My hate would go on living
To a never ever ever ending end

I hate the dog
I hate my wife
I hate my two kids
And they hate me
Cause inside hate
Is all this family gives

The school bus has two empty seats today
The neighbours think my wife has gone away
Two barrels I have loaded
And my mouth is open wide
My hate no longer living
Just the never ever ending hate inside
It's the never ever ending hate inside

Nyght Owl

brilliant awesome fantastic!

Silverson

The school bus has two empty seats today
The neighbors think my wife has gone away
Two barrels I have loaded
And my mouth is open wide

Anas Saridis

uahhhhhh poetic

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