Faded
Beauty's Confusion Lyrics

I'm waiting for you under blue christmas lights
I'm waiting for you in the midst of holiday cheer, with blue Christmas lights providing a peaceful, calming ambience.

Trimmed the wick and lit the candle, scent you've always liked
I've set the mood for our reunion by lighting a candle with your favorite scent, and putting in the effort to create something special and worth waiting for.

Seems like I watch the clock each hour
Time drags on slowly as I wait for you to arrive, and each minute feels like it lasts an eternity.

Only two minutes pass
Despite how long it feels like I've been waiting, only two minutes have gone by since I last checked the time.

And when you finally make it, I know Our time won't last
Though I'm overjoyed to see you again, I can sense that our time together will be limited and fleeting.

I've been thinking so much about Our last conversation
I've been replaying our last conversation in my mind, mulling over the words exchanged and feeling regret over anything negative that may have been said.

Even though I sounded mad You've always brought me elation
Despite any disagreements or negativity, I hold onto the happiness you bring me and hope to persevere through any rough patches.

I never meant to stale the air To cloud our communication
I didn't intend for any negativity or tension to harm our relationship or ability to communicate with each other.

Something about the tone of your voice Left my heart an abrasion
The way you sounded during our last conversation hurt me and made me feel emotional and deeply wounded.

So I'll wait forever
I'm willing to wait as long as necessary for you, no matter how difficult or challenging it may be.

Enslaved me And trapped me in this lethal cell I can't breathe The lies that you tell
I feel trapped and suffocated by the lies and deceit you've brought into my life, and it's become incredibly painful to bear.

Whatever hope was left has faded now By your cruel intentions
You've shattered any remaining hope I had for our relationship, by being intentionally hurtful and malicious.

Now the candle's gone and I'm still here I'm still here
Despite the passage of time and any struggles we may have faced, I'm still here, waiting and hoping things will get better.

I can't breathe This lethal cell
The toxic environment you've created is suffocating and destructive, and I feel like I'm trapped in a cell with no way out.

Enslaved me I can't breathe The lies that you tell
The lies you tell are painful and have left me feeling trapped and helpless, with no way to escape the negative emotions they bring.