Windmills
Beauty's Confusion Lyrics

Another time, forgetting memories
Looking back on a past time and intentionally forgetting certain memories

That dream my nights to day
Memories that were so vivid they felt like reality and consumed the singer's thoughts

Shadow hands that trace in circles
A feeling of being trapped or going in circles, possibly due to someone else's influence or control

Feeling with no resolution
Feeling uncertainty or confusion without a clear solution or answer

Always half a turn away
Feeling constantly close to something but never quite reaching it

From being right here, right now
Feeling like the past is holding the singer back from living and experiencing the present

Keep spinning
Staying in a never-ending cycle of confusion and uncertainty

And I'll stay
Accepting the cycle and not making an effort to break it

Out of control
Feeling powerless and unable to change the situation

Spinning and spinning
Continuing to go in circles without any progress

Impossible
Seeming unattainable or unlikely

I will only dream of you
The artist is fixated on someone or something they cannot have or achieve

Missing i keep missing
Experiencing a painful feeling of absence and longing

I keep sleeping
Trying to escape the pain by avoiding reality

I keep hating
Feeling intense anger or resentment towards the situation or the object of fixation

I keep waiting
Hoping and waiting for a change or an answer

I keep needing
Continuing to feel a strong desire or dependence on the object of fixation

Without cause or reason
Feeling the fixation is irrational and beyond explanation

To be justified
Hoping to find a reason or validation for their fixation

Something changes
Feeling that there is a possibility for things to be different

Every time I turn to you
Feeling drawn to the object of fixation, unable to resist or stop thinking about them

I turn away
Trying to break the cycle and move on, but failing

I turn inside
Feeling overwhelmed with emotions and thoughts

I turn into
Becoming someone they don't recognize, because of their fixation

An empty page
Feeling lost and lacking direction or purpose

Just waiting
Feeling stagnant and not knowing how to move forward

For the words
Waiting for something to give them a sense of purpose or direction

For the worst
Feeling like things can only get worse and there is no hope for improvement

I will only dream of you
Reiterating the artist's fixation on someone or something they cannot attain

Spinning and spinning
Continuing to feel trapped and cycling through the same thoughts and emotions

I will only dream of you
The fixation remains unattainable and continues to consume the singer's thoughts

Spinning and spinning
The cycle repeats and the artist remains trapped in their obsession