Break My Heart Myself
Bebe Rexha feat. Travis Barker Lyrics

Hello, my name is Stevie
The singer is introducing herself as Stevie, but it is not her real name.

Actually, I'm lying, it's really Bebe
The singer is telling the truth that her real name is Bebe Rexha.

It's the meds, so they make me really sleepy
The singer is explaining that she feels tired because of the medication she is taking.

Klonopin, my friend, yeah, she numbs the feeling
The singer is referring to Klonopin, a medication that helps her cope with her emotions.

My doctor upped my dosage
The singer's doctor has increased the dosage of her medication.

My mom felt bad, so she sent me roses
The singer's mother sent her roses to make her feel better.

Without it, I feel really hopeless
The singer feels hopeless when she is not taking her medication.

And 5.7 of Americans know it
A large number of Americans also struggle with similar mental health issues.

Whoa, I'm living and I'm dreaming
The singer is trying to live and dream despite her mental struggles.

Trying to stay even, oh
The singer is trying to maintain her mental stability.

No, I don't need your help
The singer does not want anyone else to help her deal with her struggles.

To make me sick, to make me ill
The singer does not want anyone to make her feel worse about her struggles.

I don't need anybody else
The singer wants to deal with her struggles on her own.

'Cause I can break my heart myself
The singer is capable of handling her own struggles and doesn't need help from others.

Getting off of this carousel
The singer is tired of feeling stuck in the same cycle of depression and is trying to get off.

Today went really well
The singer is having a good day despite her struggles.

I didn't wake up in a panic spell
The singer didn't experience anxiety or panic when she woke up today.

It was fine, even though I fell
The singer had a good day even though she experienced a minor setback.

Deeper and deeper into manic hell
The singer feels like she is sinking deeper into her mental struggles.

Whoa, I'm draining for no reason
The singer is feeling emotional and drained without any clear reason for it.

Apologize, no feelings, oh
The singer doesn't want to apologize for how she feels, even if it may not make sense to others.

There's a jumper on Hollywood and the 101
There is a person who is considering jumping off a bridge in Hollywood that the singer is worried about.

And I'm scared, I could be that one, but I'm not
The singer is scared that she could be in the same place as the person on the bridge, but she is not there.

Woo-hoo
A vocalization used to emphasize the singer's message.

'Cause I can break my heart myself
The singer can handle her own pain and doesn't need anyone's help.