Kick the Door
Beecake Lyrics

I see your eyes across the room
I notice you looking at me from the other side of the room

You shake your hair, I know what you're doing
You are trying to get my attention by flirting with me

You know we've played this game before
We have a history of flirting and then avoiding each other

If you and I walk out that door we're ruined
If we leave together, it will only end in disaster

You said that you had no idea
You claimed to be surprised to see me here

When you walked in that I'd be here
You were unaware that I would be present in this venue

We've played this game so many times
We have a pattern of flirting and then pulling away from each other

We've danced and dance, we know the lines
We have flirted with each other so often that it has become second nature

And somehow you forget
Despite our history, you seem to forget the reasons why we shouldn't be together

You said we were through
You previously claimed that our flirting days were over

You say you miss me when I'm not around
You admit that you have feelings for me when we are apart

You say I'm drowning
You suggest that I am struggling with the intensity of my feelings for you

I'm on solid ground
You, on the other hand, are confident in your feelings for me

You kick the door
You impulsively act out and push me away

I run and hide
I respond to your actions by avoiding you

You know that I want you
You are aware of the attraction between us

But I don't know why
I am uncertain about the reasons for my attraction to you

It's getting hard
The situation between us is becoming increasingly difficult

I need your touch
I am longing for physical intimacy with you

So here we are again
We find ourselves in a familiar pattern of attraction and avoidance

Scared to tell the truth again
We are both hesitant to admit our true feelings to each other

Two easy mistakes
We have made the same errors in judgement regarding our attraction to each other before

I just lie here silently
I lay in bed next to you, keeping my thoughts to myself

I feel you lying next to me
I am aware of your physical presence and the attraction it evokes in me

Who's fast awake
One of us is still awake while the other sleeps

Now this is when the shouting starts
At this point in our relationship, conflict begins to arise

We do our best to break out hearts
Despite knowing that being together will lead to heartbreak, we still pursue each other

You know we should be bailing out
We both recognize that being together is not the best decision

There's nothing here worth working out
We both acknowledge that the attraction between us is not enough to sustain a relationship

But you say we can make it
You still believe that we can overcome our differences and make it as a couple

Just one more time we'll fake it
We agree to give the relationship one more try, even if it means pretending to get along

Don't tell me that things can change
I am skeptical about the potential for our relationship to improve

cause I'll be the one left out in the rain
If things go wrong, I will be the one who suffers the most

Out in the rain just trying to say
I will be alone and struggling to express my feelings

What I can from this pain
I will try to learn from the difficult experience of our failed relationship

It's getting hard for me
The continued back-and-forth of our relationship is becoming emotionally taxing

All I do is dream of your touch
My attraction to you is consuming my thoughts

But I don't know why
Despite being aware of the negative aspects of our relationship, I am still drawn to you

You kick the door
Your impulsiveness and fear of intimacy causes you to push me away

I just run away and I hide
I respond to your avoidance by also withdrawing from the relationship