Missing you
Beenie Man & A.R.P. Lyrics

Every day I wake up
Each day, when I rise from sleep

I hope I'm dreamin'
I desire that I'm experiencing a dream

I can't believe this shit
I'm incapable of accepting this situation

Can't believe you ain't here
I find it hard to fathom that you're no longer present

Sometimes it's just hard for a nigga to wake up
Occasionally it's challenging for a fellow to rise from rest

It's just hard to just keep goin'
It's just difficult to continue moving forward

It's like I feel empty inside without you bein' here
I sense a void within without your presence among us

I would do anything man, to bring you back
I'm prepared to do anything necessary to bring you back

I'd give all this shit, shit the whole knot
I'm ready to dispose of everything, absolutely everything

I saw your son today
Today, I glimpsed at your child

He look just like you
He bears a remarkable resemblance to you

You was the greatest
You were the supremest

You'll always be the greatest
You'll forever be the supremest

I miss you Big
Big, I'm yearning for your company

Can't wait till that day, when I see your face again
I'm eagerly anticipating the day when we'll reunite

Yeah, this right here (tell me why)
Yeah, this act of expression (explain to me)

Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
Is dedicated, to all those who've lost a person

That they truly loved (c'mon, check it out)
Whose sincere affection they'd held close (come, take a look)

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
It feels like we were performing recently

I laced the track, you locked the flow
I provided the rhymes, you perfected the delivery

So far from hangin' on the block for dough
Far removed from hustling for money in the hood

Notorious, they got to know that
The public learned that we were legendary

Life ain't always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
The reality of existence isn't always what it appears (no)

Words can't express what you mean to me
Verbal communication can't portray how much you signify to me

Even though you're gone, we still a team
Despite your absence, we're still a crew

Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream (that's right)
I'll help realize your aspirations through your family (correct)

In the future, can't wait to see
In the future, I'm excited to witness

If you open up the gates for me
If you grant me entry into heaven

Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Reflecting back in time, the night they removed my pal (yes)

Try to black it out, but it plays again
I try to forget it, but the memory recurs

When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
If something is genuine, hiding emotions is difficult

Can't imagine all the pain I feel
I can't fathom how much agony I experience

Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I'm willing to offer anything to hear you exhale

I know you still living your life, after death
I understand that you're still existing beyond death

Every step I take, every move I make
Every action I perform, each movement I execute

Every single day, every time I pray
Every day, each time I offer a prayer

I'll be missing you
I'll long for your presence

Thinkin' of the day, when you went away
Remembering the day when you departed

What a life to take, what a bond to break
What a life to lose, what a connection to sever

I'll be missing you
I'll long for your presence

It's kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
It's somewhat difficult with your nonexistence (yes)

Know you in heaven smilin' down
I recognize that you're smiling down from heaven

Watchin' us while we pray for you
Observing us as we pray for your soul

Till the day we meet again
Until the day we reunite

In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
I'll preserve you in my heart, my friend

Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Reminisces empower me to continue (yes) to advance

Strength I need to believe
The power I need to have faith

My thoughts big I just can't define (can't define)
My musings are significant, but I can't explain (can't explain)

Wish I could turn back the hands of time
I desire the capacity to reverse time

Us in the six, shop for new clothes and kicks
The two of us in Toronto, purchasing fresh outfits and sneakers

You and me taking flicks
You and I taking photographs

Makin' hits, stages they receive you on
Producing hits, stages welcoming you

Still can't believe you're gone (can't believe you're gone)
I still can't grasp that you're dead (can't grasp)

Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I'm willing to offer anything to hear you exhale

I know you still living you're life, after death
I understand that you're still existing beyond death

Every step I take, every move I make
Every action I perform, each movement I execute

Every single day, every time I pray
Every day, each time I offer a prayer

I'll be missing you
I'll long for your presence

Thinkin' of the day, when you went away
Remembering the day when you departed

What a life to take, what a bond to break
What a life to lose, what a connection to sever

I'll be missing you
I'll long for your presence

One black morning
One gloomy morning

When this life is over
When this existence comes to a conclusion

I know
I'm aware

I'll see your face
I'll glimpse your countenance

(Every night I pray, every step I take)
(Every evening I offer a prayer, every stride I make)

(Every move I make, every single day)
(Each maneuver I make, every single day)

(Every night I pray, every step I take)
(Every evening I offer a prayer, every stride I make)

Every day that passes
Each day that goes by

Is a day that I get closer
Is a day that I approach

To seeing you again
To witnessing your presence again

We miss you big, and we won't stop
We're missing you, Big, and we won't cease

'Cause we can't stop, that's right
Because we're unable to discontinue, that's correct