Meridia
Before I Turn Lyrics
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I hear under your breath, nothing but steel as it rips through your flesh
Behold my sacrifice, one through the heart, one through the head
Fast deaths and silent cries, soaking the snow in a dark shade of red
Behold my fearless friend, watch as her life comes to an end
I found tranquility, inside the darkness of promises that you made
I hear under your breath, nothing but steel as it rips through your flesh
I see the blood in my eyes, nothing but hatred and whimpering cries
I hear the sound of your life, draining away as you finally die
Nothing but hatred and whimpering cries
Draining away as you finally die
(Help me) I'm drowning in anguish
(Save me) I'm inflicting pain
(Take me) Away from this solace
(Kill me) Before it's too late
(Help me) I'm drowning in anguish
(Save me) I'm inflicting pain
(Take me) Away from this solace
(Kill me) Before it's too late
I've found tranquility inside the darkness of promises that you've made
I see blood on my knife, nothing but vengeance and solemn goodbyes
I hear under your breath, nothing but steel as it rips through your flesh
(Help me) I'm drowning in anguish
(Save me) I'm inflicting pain
(Take me) Away from this solace
(Kill me) Before it's too late
(Help me) I'm drowning in anguish
(Save me) I'm inflicting pain
(Take me) Away from this solace
(Kill me) Before it's too late
The song "Meridia" by Before I Turn is a dark and intense expression of revenge and anguish. The lyrics depict a person who is consumed by vengeance and the desire for retribution. The opening lines "I see blood in my eyes, nothing but vengeance and solemn goodbyes" sets the tone for the rest of the song. The singer seems to have lost all hope and is driven only by the desire for revenge. They hear "nothing but steel as it rips through your flesh" suggesting that they are in the process of seeking revenge on someone who has wronged them.
The song goes on to describe the act of revenge, with the singer sacrificing someone by "one through the heart, one through the head" and the aftermath of their actions, "fast deaths and silent cries, soaking the snow in a dark shade of red". There is also a reference to a friend who has died, adding to the singer's sense of loss and pain.
The repeated refrain of "Help me/I'm drowning in anguish/Save me/I'm inflicting pain/Take me/Away from this solace/Kill me/Before it's too late" expresses the singer's desperation and the conflicting emotions they are feeling. They want to be saved from the pain they are experiencing but at the same time want to continue inflicting pain on their enemies. The final line "I've found tranquility inside the darkness of promises that you've made" suggests that the singer has found some sort of twisted peace in their actions.
Overall, "Meridia" is a disturbing and harrowing song that depicts the destructive power of revenge and the agony that comes with it.
Line by Line Meaning
I see blood in my eyes, nothing but vengeance and solemn goodbyes
I am filled with anger and sadness as I witness the loss of life.
I hear under your breath, nothing but steel as it rips through your flesh
I can hear the sound of flesh being cut by a sharp object, revealing the brutality of the act.
Behold my sacrifice, one through the heart, one through the head
I have made a solemn offering of two lives, taking them both in a swift and lethal manner.
Fast deaths and silent cries, soaking the snow in a dark shade of red
The deaths were quick, but the aftermath is somber as the snow is tainted with blood.
Behold my fearless friend, watch as her life comes to an end
Even my friend, who was once brave and fearless, is now facing their final moments.
I found tranquility, inside the darkness of promises that you made
I have found a twisted sense of peace in fulfilling the promises that were made.
I see the blood in my eyes, nothing but hatred and whimpering cries
As I look around, I can only feel intense hatred and hear the pitiful cries of others.
I hear the sound of your life, draining away as you finally die
I can hear the final moments of someone's life as it slips away from them.
I see blood on my knife, nothing but vengeance and solemn goodbyes
The evidence of my actions is clear on my weapon, and I am left with a mix of anger and sadness.
(Help me) I'm drowning in anguish
I am feeling overwhelmed by the pain and sorrow I have caused.
(Save me) I'm inflicting pain
Even as I am causing harm to others, I am causing myself pain as well.
(Take me) Away from this solace
I am feeling a sense of comfort in my actions, but I know that it is not healthy.
(Kill me) Before it's too late
I am pleading with someone to end my suffering before I cause any more harm.
Contributed by Evelyn C. Suggest a correction in the comments below.