In The Absence Ov Light
Behemoth Lyrics


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Every since the Devil breathes
My steps never outweighed the gravity ov hell
So I keep praying for rain ov flaming rocks
To foster the symmetry ov worlds

I had a vision ov the impenetrable darkness
Never found on neither side ov the moon
It wields composure ov my soul
That comes as one with the odium below

Chant the psalm
Non serviam
Retrieve the pride
Within and without

Odrzucam wszelki ład, wszelką ideę
Nie ufam żadnej abstrakcji, doktrynie
Nie wierzę ani w Boga, ani w Rozum
Dość już tych Bogów
Dajcie mi człowieka, niech będzie taki jak ja (taki jak ja)
Mętny, niedojrzały, nieukończony, ciemny i niejasny
Abym z nim tańczył!
Bawił się z nim, z nim walczył, przed nim udawał, do niego się wdzięczył
I jego gwałcił
W nim się kochał
Na nim, stwarzał się wciąż na nowo
Nim rósł i tak rosnąc
Sam sobie dawał ślub w kościele ludzkim

I imagined the most ardent ray ov sun
Like vulture hovering above my neck
It burns with fever deep within my soul
Erect in glory to sink into shame

Oh lord, whence came this doubt?
Thou doth know I am all and everything
Let loose my shackles
Let chaos reign
Infecting moral arteries

Chant the psalm
Non serviam




Retrieve the pride
Within and without

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Behemoth's "In the Absence ov Light" are full of dark and powerful imagery, expressing a sense of rebellion against authority and a longing for chaos and destruction. The singer speaks of his desire to break free from the constraints of society and embrace his inner darkness, rejecting all forms of order and ideology. He prays for a rain of flaming rocks, a symbolic representation of the destructive power he yearns to unleash upon the world.


The singer's vision of the impenetrable darkness represents the depths of his soul, a place untouchable by the light of reason or morality. He finds a sense of calm and purpose in this darkness, and his hatred for the world above fuels his desire to destroy it. The chant of "non serviam" - I will not serve - becomes a rallying cry for the singer's rebellion against authority, whether it be in the form of religion or governance.


The imagery of the fiery sun and the burning vulture highlights the singer's internal struggle - the desire for glory and power, battling with an awareness of his own mortality and the inevitability of his eventual downfall. The final call for chaos and the infection of moral arteries represents the singer's desire to see the world burn, to break apart the very foundations of society and bring about a new order born from the ashes.


Line by Line Meaning

Every since the Devil breathes
Since evil has come into my life


My steps never outweighed the gravity ov hell
I have always struggled with the pull of darkness


So I keep praying for rain ov flaming rocks
I hope for a cleansing fire to wash away the evil


To foster the symmetry ov worlds
To restore balance to the universe


I had a vision ov the impenetrable darkness
I have seen the depths of evil


Never found on neither side ov the moon
Not even the heavens can escape its grasp


It wields composure ov my soul
It holds power over my being


That comes as one with the odium below
And is inseparable from the hatred I feel


Chant the psalm
Sing the songs of rebellion


Non serviam
I will not serve


Retrieve the pride
Reclaim your dignity


Within and without
Both inside and outside of yourself


Odrzucam wszelki ład, wszelką ideę
I reject all order, all ideas


Nie ufam żadnej abstrakcji, doktrynie
I trust in no abstractions or doctrines


Nie wierzę ani w Boga, ani w Rozum
I believe in neither God nor Reason


Dość już tych Bogów
Enough of these gods


Dajcie mi człowieka, niech będzie taki jak ja (taki jak ja)
Give me a man who is like me


Mętny, niedojrzały, nieukończony, ciemny i niejasny
Unclear, immature, unfinished, dark and unclear


Abym z nim tańczył!
So I can dance with him!


Bawił się z nim, z nim walczył, przed nim udawał, do niego się wdzięczył
Play with him, fight with him, pretend in front of him, flatter him


I jego gwałcił
And violate him


W nim się kochał
And love him


Na nim, stwarzał się wciąż na nowo
On him, I was constantly reborn


Nim rósł i tak rosnąc
As he grew, I grew too


Sam sobie dawał ślub w kościele ludzkim
I married myself in a human church


I imagined the most ardent ray ov sun
I envisioned the brightest ray of light


Like vulture hovering above my neck
But also felt the scorching heat of judgement


It burns with fever deep within my soul
It ignites a passion within me


Erect in glory to sink into shame
But ultimately leads to downfall and humiliation


Oh lord, whence came this doubt?
Oh lord, where did this uncertainty come from?


Thou doth know I am all and everything
You know that I am omnipotent and all-encompassing


Let loose my shackles
Free me from my limitations


Let chaos reign
Let chaos take over


Infecting moral arteries
Corrupting the very core of morality




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Adam Darski, Witold Gombrowicz

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Only Happening

Thanks for translating that middle part, never knew it was so beautiful.

Buyer's Remorse

Here's another translation of the spoken part, a little more accurate in some places

I reject all order, all idea/ideology
I trust in no abstraction, doctrine
I believe in neither God nor reason
Enough with those gods
Give me a man
Make him just like me, like me
Vague, immature, unfinished, dark and unclear
That I dance with him, toy with him, fight him, feign to him, charm him, rape him, be in love with him, upon him make myself all over again, in him grow, and so growing wed myself to myself in the church of man

Sageartist

Massively underrated

Ofer Mashiach

You probably meant massively OVERRATED, if we're already at that.

Homer Ouluson

@Graa Blick I think he meant that this song is underrated

Graa Blick

Not really. The Satanist got praised a lot

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Esteban

Great Song!

polyphony89

Album of the decade peeps

FNC Danium

30 min in, thats the peak, right there.

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