Wish
Behemoth Lyrics


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This is the first day of my last days
I built it up now I take it apart
Climbed up real high now fall down real far
No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away
I put my faith in god and my trust in you now there's nothing more fucked up I could do

Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you

I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fucking hole
No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck
Don't think you're having all the fun you know me I hate everyone

Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you

I want to but I can't turn back
I want to but I can't turn back
I want to but I can't turn back
But I want to

Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
This world full of you




This world full of you
This world full of you

Overall Meaning

Behemoth's song "Wish" is an intense track that delves into the inner turmoil and desperation of the singer. The opening lines, "This is the first day of my last days, I built it up now I take it apart," suggest that the singer is facing the end of their life and has actively contributed to their own demise. The lines "Climbed up real high now fall down real far" could be interpreted as the singer's aspirations causing their downfall. The phrase "No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away" suggests that the singer has intentionally abandoned their life.


The second verse begins with "I'm the one without a soul, I'm the one with this big fucking hole," which echoes the idea that the singer feels empty and deeply flawed. The line "twenty-six years on my way to hell" may suggest that the singer is young and has already made many grave mistakes. The reference to "big time hard line bad luck fist fuck" may indicate that the singer feels as though they have been dealt a horrible hand in life, which they perceive as being the result of some malevolent force. The final lines "Wish there was something real in this world full of you, this world full of you," suggest that the singer is disillusioned with society and feels disconnected from those around them.


Overall, "Wish" is a gritty, anguished song that explores themes of alienation, despair, and longing for something authentic in a world that seems superficial and meaningless.


Line by Line Meaning

This is the first day of my last days
I am starting a new chapter that will eventually lead to my demise.


I built it up now I take it apart
I created something successful, but now I am destroying it myself.


Climbed up real high now fall down real far
I have achieved great success, but my downfall will be equally great.


No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away
I had the choice to stay and keep going, but instead, I gave up and walked away.


I put my faith in god and my trust in you now there's nothing more fucked up I could do
I trusted in a higher power and in someone else, but it only led to chaos and disappointment.


I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fucking hole
I feel empty inside and there is a void that cannot be filled.


No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
I am stuck in a cycle of misery and it feels like there is no escape.


Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck
I am constantly beaten down by life and I am tired of listening to people who seem to have it easy.


Don't think you're having all the fun you know me I hate everyone
I may seem jealous of other's happiness, but in reality, I just despise everyone.


I want to but I can't turn back
I wish I could go back and change things, but it is impossible.


Wish there was something real wish there was something true
I yearn for genuine emotions and experiences, rather than the false and superficial ones that surround me.


Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I wish there was something authentic in this world, rather than the people who only pretend to be real.


This world full of you
This world full of fake and insincere individuals.




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