Lose My Mind
Bel Esprit Lyrics


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Feel like I've been in these clothes for years
Feel like my eyes are dry of tears
Feel like she should be coming home with me

I know I can't be young forever
I don't want to grow old and clever
Want to stay just the fool I am
I scowl at photographs...
Makes me sick to see her laugh

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But I, I wanna lose my mind
But I, I wanna lose my mind

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She was dressed up for the city
In the doorway she should have kissed me
But she'll say that 'it's not like that'

She says she's sorry but she doesn't mean it
She's too loved up to even feel it
I need something to make me forget

I scowl at photographs...
Makes me sick to see her laugh

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But I, I want to lose my mind
But I, I want to lose my mind

She takes all of the time
She escapes every time it goes her way

I want to lose my mind
I want to lose my mind




I want to lose my mind
I want to lose my mind.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Bel Esprit's "Lose My Mind" describe emotions that are relatable to anyone who has gone through heartbreak. It is apparent that the singer is going through a difficult time after a break-up. The first few lines paint a picture of the sadness and emptiness that comes along with losing someone you love. The line "Feel like she should be coming home with me" suggests that this person is still longing for their ex-partner and the feeling is so strong that they believe she should still be with them.


While the singer acknowledges that they can't be young forever, they also express a sense of not wanting to grow old and lose the naivety and foolishness that comes along with being young. The lines "Want to stay just the fool I am" suggest that the singer is aware that their behavior and feelings might not be entirely logical, but they still long for that rawness of emotions.


Upon seeing photographs of this person with someone else, the singer feels a mix of anger and sadness as they "scowl at photographs" and feel "sick to see her laugh." The chorus is repeated twice with the lines "But I, I want to lose my mind," indicating a desire to forget, to let go of the pain, and move on.


Overall, the lyrics of "Lose My Mind" express the complex and often painful emotions that come along with heartbreak. The singer is struggling to let go of a relationship that has ended and is searching for a way to forget the pain, yet still holding onto the memories.


Line by Line Meaning

Feel like I've been in these clothes for years
I feel like I've been stuck in this routine for ages and it's getting exhausting.


Feel like my eyes are dry of tears
I've cried so many tears over this situation that I can't even cry anymore.


Feel like she should be coming home with me
I miss her so much that it feels like she should be by my side right now.


I know I can't be young forever
I'm aware that I'm not getting any younger and time is running out.


I don't want to grow old and clever
I don't want to become jaded and cynical as I age.


Want to stay just the fool I am
I'd rather stay naive and foolish than lose my sense of hope and optimism.


I scowl at photographs...
Looking at old pictures just brings back painful memories and makes me angry.


Makes me sick to see her laugh
Seeing her happy without me just hurts too much.


She was dressed up for the city
She was ready to go out and have fun without me.


In the doorway she should have kissed me
She was so distant and wrapped up in her own world that she didn't even think to say goodbye properly.


But she'll say that 'it's not like that'
She'll try to downplay the situation and act like everything is fine, even though it's not.


She says she's sorry but she doesn't mean it
She might apologize, but deep down she knows she's not truly sorry for hurting me.


She's too loved up to even feel it
She's too wrapped up in her own feelings and desires to truly empathize with me.


I need something to make me forget
I need some kind of escape or distraction to help me move on and forget about her.


She takes all of the time
She's always taking my time and energy, but never giving much back.


She escapes every time it goes her way
Whenever she gets what she wants or things start going well for her, she disappears and leaves me behind.


I want to lose my mind
I want to escape this pain and confusion by losing myself in something else, even if it's not healthy.


I want to lose my mind
I want to forget about her and all the pain she's caused me.


I want to lose my mind
I want to do something extreme or reckless to escape my emotions and forget about her.


I want to lose my mind
I'm willing to sacrifice my sanity just to escape this pain and move on from her.




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Comments from YouTube:

Ainowaaa

OMG!!! I REALLY LIKE THIS SONG, I'M ALWAYS LISTENING THIS ONE AND THE MAD ONES ON SPOTIFY.
BEL ESPRIT ROCKS!!!

Niels Veldman

Great song!

broncojonnes

super tune, more please!!

Dominique Keller

Depuis 2013 à Southampton, quatre mousquetaires élevés au bon son des nineties ont lâché leurs études pour se lancer sous l'alias de Bel Esprit dans un indie-rock à grosses guitares et chant épique, dans des titres brûlants faisant rimer jeunesse et énergie qui, deux-trois singles et concerts plus tard,  vaut à la presse britonne, avec cet esprit de mesure qui la distingue, de présenter la bande comme le futur du rock angliche – en attendant l'album qui permettra à tous d'en juger (le 19/09 à Oxford).

Joss Henderson

I FUCKING LOVE THIS SONG

zfrte

Deffo likin this! Great sound guys!

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Bel Esprit - Lose My Mind

Jack Pritchard

KES Reppin
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