In The Garden
Belasco Lyrics


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It makes me proud
What I have done
But it makes me sad
What I have done for gain

I'm doing it on my own
Got to push through 'cos there's nobody home
And I will not, will not fail

Yeah, you're so clean
Yeah, you're so pure
What the big cheese wants
The big gun threw away

I'm doing it on my own
Got to push through 'cos there's nobody home
And I will not, will not fail

I've been lost
Yes I've been lost
For that you said
My head is in the garden
My garden's in the front of your head
And when we're all down, I'll burn it to the ground
And I want to be young
Swim in the red sun
And when we're all there, I'll throw
My arms in the air and shine

I'm doing it on my own
Got to push through 'cos there's nobody home
I'm doing it on my own
Got to push through 'cos there's nobody home





My head is in the garden (x13)

Overall Meaning

Belasco's song In The Garden depicts a protagonist who is going through a series of emotions that are contradictory in nature. The opening lines "It makes me proud, what I have done, but it makes me sad, what I have done for gain" represents the feeling of pride and regret at the same time. The singer is proud of their accomplishments but also regrets the fact that it has been achieved by compromising on their values.


The lines "I'm doing it on my own, got to push through 'cos there's nobody home, and I will not, will not fail" represent the sense of determination and perseverance despite facing challenges alone. The singer is determined to succeed and there is no room for failure. This is further emphasized with the repetition of the line, "I'm doing it on my own, got to push through”, which highlights the struggle to achieve success on their own.


The last verse "My head is in the garden, my garden's in the front of your head, and when we're all down, I'll burn it to the ground" represents a metaphorical conflict between the singer's inner thoughts and the outside world. The garden within their head refers to their thoughts, which makes them isolate themselves from the world. However, the burning of the garden to the ground shows that the singer is ready to face the consequences of their actions, and the possibility of starting anew by shedding their regrets.


Line by Line Meaning

It makes me proud
I feel a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction about something I have done


What I have done
Refers to a specific action that the singer has taken


But it makes me sad
Despite the pride that I feel, there is a sense of sadness or regret associated with my action


What I have done for gain
The action taken was motivated by personal benefit or advantage


I'm doing it on my own
I am taking responsibility for my own actions, rather than relying on others for help or support


Got to push through 'cos there's nobody home
I must continue to persevere even though there is no one there to support or encourage me


And I will not, will not fail
I am determined to succeed and will not give up or be defeated


Yeah, you're so clean
The artist is addressing someone who is perceived as innocent, pristine, or virtuous


Yeah, you're so pure
The same person is perceived as moral, upright, or uncontaminated


What the big cheese wants
Refers to the desires of someone in a position of power or authority


The big gun threw away
The singer is suggesting that the powerful figure has disregarded or discarded something of value or importance


I've been lost
The artist has felt disoriented or uncertain at some point in the past


For that you said
The feeling of being lost may have been triggered by something someone said or did


My head is in the garden
A metaphorical way of saying that the singer's thoughts are focused on something specific or particular


My garden's in the front of your head
A way of implying that the thoughts of the person being addressed are dominated by the singer's concerns


And when we're all down, I'll burn it to the ground
The artist suggests that they will take drastic action when everything seems lost or hopeless


And I want to be young
The artist expresses a desire to recapture or return to a time when they felt more carefree or unburdened


Swim in the red sun
This may be a metaphorical way of expressing a desire for adventure or excitement


And when we're all there, I'll throw
The singer is suggesting that there will be a time when everyone is united and can celebrate together


My arms in the air and shine
The image of shining arms in the air is a metaphor for joy, celebration, or triumph


My head is in the garden (x13)
Repeated line, which could suggest that the artist is consumed by a particular thought or idea




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Comments from YouTube:

@clanzu2

i got up all sad and gloomy. This song made me believe i live not for vain. There is something good, worthy in this world to live.... At least to enjoy this song.

@clanzu2

it is like when u listen to a song u like, at some point the author diverts into different chord, rhythm ,than the one u had in your mind, which frustrates you, but you still enjoy the song. However this song is the very continuation of the perfect song i had in my head constantly humming, god. it is beautiful.

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