The Ending
Ben. E. Factor Lyrics


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Ending
我趴在琴上 晕了
手弹到最後
心也累了
无力 拥有你
忘掉你比较容易活
因寒冷而抱紧
热恋中难以变清醒
雾轻盈罩住了我的灰眼睛
黑键白键 如此靠近
分不清音阶迷离
我弹到尾奏 再也忍不住痛
你我都熬不到最後
琴键冰冻穿透指尖
(music)
为夜晚而疯狂
反覆弹着致命的旋律
愚蠢 就是我
我必须要说 做梦救不了我
黑键白键 如此靠近
分不清音阶迷离
我弹到尾奏 再也忍不住痛
你我都熬不到最後
琴键冰冻穿透指尖
Ending让我哭
它结束的如此仓促
留下一阵盲目 糊涂
Ending让我哭
它结束的如此突兀
只有自己找退路
爱是谜样的节奏
开始洒脱结束伤透




扔掉钢琴是否感觉好过
我对自己说

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of the song "Ending" by Ben. E. Factor deal with themes of heartbreak, pain, and the struggles of moving on from a failed relationship. The song opens with the singer expressing his exhaustion and weariness after playing the piano for so long, using it as a metaphor for trying to hold on to a love that is slipping away. He admits that it's easier to forget about the person he loves than to continue to hold on, which is a harsh truth that he has reluctantly accepted.


The lyrics also touch upon the struggles of trying to let go of someone you still love, even when you know that the relationship is not working out. The singer reckons with the fact that his love for this person is blinding him and making it hard to move forward, as he is trapped in a cycle of playing the same toxic melodies over and over again. He realizes that he needs to find a way out of this situation and move on with his life, even if it means leaving everything he knows behind.


Furthermore, the song's powerful and emotive lyrics express a sense of helplessness and desperation, as the singer acknowledges that he and his lover are both unable to withstand the pain and suffering that comes with holding on to a dying relationship. The ending of the song is particularly poignant, as it highlights the suddenness and unexpectedness of this painful experience, leaving the singer feeling lost and confused.


Line by Line Meaning

我趴在琴上 晕了
I am lying on the piano, feeling dizzy and disoriented.


手弹到最後
My fingers keep playing until the end.


心也累了
My heart is tired too.


无力 拥有你
I am powerless to have you.


忘掉你比较容易活
Forgetting you is easier to live with.


因寒冷而抱紧
I hold onto myself because of the cold.


热恋中难以变清醒
It is difficult to be rational in the heat of passion.


雾轻盈罩住了我的灰眼睛
The mist covers my grey eyes lightly.


黑键白键 如此靠近
The black and white keys are so close to each other.


分不清音阶迷离
I cannot distinguish the notes anymore.


我弹到尾奏 再也忍不住痛
I play until the last note, unable to bear the pain anymore.


你我都熬不到最後
Neither you nor I can endure until the end.


琴键冰冻穿透指尖
The frozen piano keys pierce through my fingertips.


(music)
An instrumental break.


为夜晚而疯狂
Going crazy for the night.


反覆弹着致命的旋律
I keep playing a deadly melody over and over again.


愚蠢 就是我
I am foolish.


我必须要说 做梦救不了我
I must say that dreaming cannot save me.


Ending让我哭
The ending makes me cry.


它结束的如此仓促
It ended so suddenly.


留下一阵盲目 糊涂
Leaving behind a sense of confusion.


只有自己找退路
I must find my own way out.


爱是谜样的节奏
Love is a mysterious rhythm.


开始洒脱结束伤透
Starting carefree, ending in pain.


扔掉钢琴是否感觉好过
Would getting rid of the piano feel better?


我对自己说
I tell myself.




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Horseman

Mass Effect Andromeda 2023
After over 4135 hours of playing this game, I finally realized why I enjoy it more than all the other Mass Effect games.
It’s because of the multitude of diverse quests, projects, and personal interactions that one is presented with. None of these must be completed in any specific sequence to achieve an outcome. And many can be skipped altogether, which will not adversely affect the game overall. As a result, I find the game very relaxing and non-stressful to play.
I will say, however, that my game is very heavily modified with 30+ Nexus mods, which overcomes many of those complaints from those playing an unmodified version of the game.
As a longtime ME player and fan with over 4135 hours of MEA single-player play. And still with only 99% completion of the game. I am left with many storyline questions.
Questions that BioWare should be willing to follow up on at some point.
Such as

1: Why didn’t every Pathfinder get a scout ship? (Update, I found the answer to this in one of the books). I.e., Mass Effect Andromeda: Nexus Uprising Book 1 Mass Effect: Initiation Book 2 Mass Effect Andromeda: Annihilation Book 3

2: Who is this Benefactor, and where are they now? (I have no definitive proof, but I know who this is and why they are not showing up in Andromeda.) Remember Project Overlord from ME2LE, if you will.

3: Who killed or ordered Jian Garson killed and why? (Update, I THINK I know who did this from the book).

4: Why didn’t the Kogan people get their own Pathfinder?

5: Why is the Tempest not at least armed with defensive weapons?

6: Does the Quarin Ark Keelah se’lai ever overcome the pathogen onboard and regain control of their ark? UPDATE, I now know the answer to this one after finishing the book. But I will let the most dedicated fans find that answer as I did. (Spoiler alert), Cora Harper could never have become the Pathfinder when Alec Ryder died because to do so required that his replacement be one of his children for reasons that will be revealed when all the memory blocks are removed. That is why Sarah or Scott were the only options for this transfer.
That is NOT the case with the other pathfinders.

And finally, who ultimately becomes the leading member of the Initiative ruling body, replacing the current incompetent group? As well as other less essential story tracks left hanging with no way to pursue them. I love this and all the other ME games, but this one has always held my attention. And I am currently on my umpteenth playthrough. I am dedicated to reaching 100% completion of the game.

PS for the channel owner and others that find several things about this game that they do not like. Try modding the game with Nexus Mods. I am running 30 mods with mine, and none is cheating. IMHO, modding is both fun and allows one to make the game more personal.



Raster1989

Allow me to propose another theory.

Matriarch Benezia.

She would have known about the Reapers before Shepard having been Saren's lieutenant.

Having potentially lived for over 1000 years, I believe that is more than enough time to accure a vast amount of "unlimted" wealth.

As for why she would help but then have Garson killed, she was fighting indoctrination. She could have had a lapse and sent another indoctrinated person with them.

She would have also wanted her identity hidden to prevent Saren from discovering of her involvement with the Initiative while also showing that she herself was resisting Sovereign's indoctrination.

Her death in sometime of 2183 also fits with the estimated 2181 of when Garson was approached for assistance. Ryder as well.

Her motivation could have been to genuinely been to save as many people/races as she could, knowing that if she couldn't steer Saren completely into a less destructive path, that the Andromeda Initiative would have been her best hope to save people.

"Why not tell Shepard?" Her indoctrination was considerably stronger by this point in time in 2183 and the little control she had left, she would have chosen to tell Shepard only the most important information before her death. The location of the relay Shepard was looking for.

Being only two years before Andromeda's launch, I feel even with her death, she could have set things in motion.



OniFeez

I don't think the Illusive Man is specifically anti-alien. I can't remember him being a speciest like say; Kai Leng was (maybe this was more established in the comics/books though, which I didn't read). He was concerned about aliens yes (specifically their influence in 'global' or galactic events, especially at the relative expense of humanity), but I don't think that's strictly speaking anti-alien, I thought his temperment was more like Kelly Chambers (He apparently dated or pursued relationships with Asari). I'd say he had more overtly hostile interactions with humanity than the aliens (I mean, other than the First Contact War in which he directly fought) given that he detonated space vessels over civilian airspace specifically to attempt to generate in vitro mass effect exposure en masse. Even if that was done for the 'best intentions' that is a lot of civilian deaths - although I'm not sure if at that point Cerberus was still a blackops organisation of the Alliance. Medi-gel, made by the human company Sirta Foundation almost certainly originated as a Cerberus project given that it was technically against Citadel law for genetic engineering.

Cerberus prizes anything that gives humanity a leg up, whether that be genetic engineering, space vessel engineering, literal resurrection of the dead or AI development. EDI, is a Cerberus project, saving the Lunar base AI from ME1. I don't think the Illusive Man has ever mentioned or even behaved genocidal intent towards alien species, he just wanted to make sure humanity had a seat at the big table. His intentions were much the same as the System's Alliance, just far more militant. I do dimly recall Miranda talking about how much Lazarus cost, but then we find out about the Geth experiment. I think it's well and truly possible that a) Illusive Man was able to hide the true fiscal accounting from Miranda, perhaps abusing her trust in doing so, and b) that he had essentially unlimited funding anyway through the various front companies/mysterious donators - and some of those donators were clearly exceptionally wealthy within the ME universe.

Also, it is possible that the Illusive Man supported the Initiative not with financial support, but with technical - Cord-Hislop Aerospace (?) I think is one of the SA's most successful shipwright companies, had a hand in the development of the Normandy (which we know that Cerberus helped to create) and likely had at least a hand in the construction and/or planning for the Arks, almost assuredly Hyperion - and is a known (at least from our perspective, not in universe) front for Cerberus.

While the Illusive Man was indoctrinated, I don't think he 'worked for the reapers in the end' either, I mean, he actively worked against the Reapers even during their own invasion, which is why the Reapers invaded his Sanctuary in the first place. Militarily speaking, I don't think you would bother to invade Sanctuary if their discovery was destined to fail, but rather if the opposite was true; that success was more than possible. Therefore, if the Reapers had such threadbare control over him even during their own invasion, I suspect he had much more independence well before their invasion, and putting colonists on an escape path from the galaxy itself does make a lot of good sense. So I think using the word 'control' is very much in the loosest possible sense. He was there to divide the focus of the council in face of the reaper invasion, probably more like a Saren. Exerting too much control is likely to be a fatal experience, or one of dubious benefit, being less effective response, more micro management or possibly of little benefit really for the effort expended given that they were to obliterate everything in the end anyway.

While I don't think the Illusive Man is the Benefactor, the simple answer of why he might need another 'alias' is that the Illusive Man is a fairly well known moniker. Remember, in order to recruit people into Cerberus in the first place (and to gain necessary funding) after it left the Alliance he published his manifesto; and signed it the Illusive Man. Ergo, if he wanted to keep his participation secret, he would not sign the checks or letters 'Illusive Man.' If he does not want a connection between Cerberus and Andromeda Initiative, why make one?

If I remember correctly, the Geth only started to actively monitor dark space after Shephard's report. And the Andromeda initiative only really got the benefactor's support after Shephard's report on the Reapers post ME1.



James Bennett

My theories-

It's an AI. It foresaw the Reaper War, and insisted on S.A.M. so that the Initiative computer systems are powerful enough to handle AI, so it can sneakily install itself and escape to the Andromeda galaxy. Perhaps another Geth gestalt like Legion, or another AI altogether. They were either 'generating' money or just hacking banks and transferring whatever they needed.

The Shadow Broker. This was his secret escape the Reaper's plan, and he kept all the data in his head, so that he couldn't be found out, so Liara never found out about the plan. He had agents on the Initiative, who are following his preset instructions, not knowing he's dead.

It's not just Goyle, nor is it one person. It's a small Illuminati style cabal of ultra-wealthy autocrats from different species, the Mysterious Benefactor is just their 'public' face. I don't know if any one person could fund such a vast project, a group sharing the costs makes more sense.

It was the Kett. They were hoping a load of dinosaurs would show up and they could get some of that dino DNA for their gene splicing. They were very disappointed when soft squishy humans showed up.



HolloVVpoint

TLDR: has to be TIM, only person who makes sense and fits the bill. Power, finance, motivation, belief in Shepard, prior knowledge of Reapers work with AI, expansionist, clandestine, similar portfolio of projects.

Has to be TIM no one else in the Mass Effect universe (that we as players know off) has that kind of money or power. Additionally this type of project fits his profile when you look at the other projects he’s overseen (Lazarus, Overlord, the Colector ship, Human Reaper, the safety world where they put millions into cryo and experimented on etc…).

I’ve seen people say it could be Liara but she wasn’t the shadow broker when the Initiative started or when it took off. Plus even the original Shadow broker didn’t have the resources it would take to fund this kind project.

I know it’s not the most exciting theory, and people are grasping at straws for it to be someone else but unless they pop out some rando or create a whole new back story for a character (which is weak sauce) TIM is the only person who makes sense. Liara referring to the benefactor having knowledge of the Reapers and believed they would be back, his work with AI (which plays a major role in andromeda) and it isn’t far fetched that this would be part of a contingency plan if Shepherd fails. As the only person who believed Shepard was TIM.

I don’t buy the whole Cerberus was racist spiel that’s why they wouldn’t fund Andromeda Argument, if he believed that the other races would be necessary for Human advancement or survival then he would have no two ways about it, ends justifying the means is their M.O, secondly, the whole “limited funds” is a weak point because in ME2 EDI says that Cerberus has lots of companies which act as fronts, secondly we can clearly see the scale of Cerberus might in third game which basically rivals not just the alliance but the council as well. Thirdly the whole voice doesn’t sound like TIM is ridiculous, disguising his voice and cadences etc… would be bread and butter for someone as illusive as TIM, considering that Shepard is one of the “lucky” few who ever get to directly interact with him. Most likely everyone else would of only heard what Alec would of heard. The indoctrination theory also doesn’t hold look at Kahlee Sanders for example she doesn’t flip on Shepard and is adamantly against the reapers up until the last 24 hours before arrival. And she was in close contact with the Reaper device for over 6 months. It’s possible TIM started the project way before he was too far gone.

Finally, the benefactor being in Andromeda can also easily be worked around as there was a Shepard clone so it’s possible their could of been a TIM clone or he could of uploaded part of him self into an AI.

Good video. But all the arguments against TIM aren’t strong, and as it stands he’s still the only individual who we know of that could spearhead and fund this kind of project.



Mark

I had a cool theory where I thought the Benefactor was a Leviathan. Why is that you may ask?

1) Well, the Leviathans knew about the Reapers before Shepard did. Just like the Benefactor told Alec about the "salvation" (aka the Reapers).
2) We know that early on, the Initiative ran out of money but was then suddenly boosted thanks to this mysterious benefactor. The Leviathans are/were the apex race of the galaxy. They could have easily and secretly provided the Initiative with the technology, knowledge, and resources they were lacking.
3) In Mass Effect 3, we find out that the Leviathan-controlled people act like robots. When the Leviathans reached Jian, they did not control her so that she could advertise the Initiative without acting like a robot. Since they are very secretive and Jian was aware of their presence, an assassin was told to kill Jian to preserve the Leviathans anonymity.
4) The Initiative was a one race project which then expanded to include the other major races. We know that the leviathans control the thrall races so having a bunch of them in Andromeda beforehand would be a benefit for them as they likely didn't want some unknown super race in Andromeda to wipe them out early.
5) It would be sad if this so called apex race continued to hide on a random water world. They wanted to escape and return in force and the Initiative is the best way to do that without making it obvious. Which we found out in Andromeda that the Initiative was in fact, an escape plan.
6) Alec received resources from the benefactor to finish SAM, an advanced AI connecting both organic and synthetic. Wait a minute, who created the most advanced AI in the galaxy? That's right, the Leviathans did. Why did they help Alec to create a synthetic ai? Cause that's something the Catalyst wasn't and it rampaged across the galaxy for millions of years.

Of course there are holes in the theory but this is the best that I could come up with.



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Kala Elizabeth

0:50 GARSON FOUNDED THE INITIATIVE IN 2176 IDK WHY I KEEP SAYING 1976 MY BAD!!!!!!!!!!

Dragonborn Express

WHOOPS!

Mystic FL1 aka Beth

In ME3 at the citadel hospital there was also a someone who hid their identity plus had the hospital name change.

William Bregnard

Good year...I was born

Raster1989

I was about to question my entire memory about my playthroughs xD

SuperVamp

@William Bregnard Yeah thats about four years before mine, I was like "huh?"

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SpectreSaunders

Kala really is our universes Shadow Broker.

ShadowmanFan1

I want more about the Kett and Jardaan.

The Kett Empire is apparently massive. Covering a not insignificant portion of Andromeda.

And the Jardaan could very well still be out there. Terraforming worlds and seeding them with life. Not to mention their great enemy.

Saqwana

ugh i wish they never had the kett they ruined the pacing Andromeda.

ShadowmanFan1

@Saqwana The detachment in the Helius Cluster under the Archon could have been better written I'll admit.

But he was a rogue. Ignoring orders from the Empire and obsessing over the Jardaan. Dealing with the Empire itself would be considerably different.

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