Indifference
Ben Harper Lyrics


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I will light the match this morning so I won't be alone
Watch as she lies silent
For soon light will be gone
Oh I will stand arms outstretched pretend I'm free to roam
Oh I will make my way through one more day in hell
How much difference does it make?
How much difference does it make yeah
I will hold the candle till it burns up my arm
Oh I'll keep takin' punches until their will grows tired
Oh I will stare the sun down until my eyes go blind
Hey, I won't change direction
And I won't change my mind

How much difference does it make?
How much difference does it make?

I'll swallow poison, until I grow immune
I will scream my lungs out till it fills this room

How much difference?
How much difference?




How much difference does it make?
How much difference does it make?

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Indifference" by Ben Harper and Eddie Vedder are highly evocative, telling of a person's resolve to continue enduring a difficult situation, perhaps even a period of depression, despite the overwhelming pain and emptiness they feel. The song opens with the lines, "I will light the match this morning so I won't be alone / Watch as she lies silent / For soon light will be gone." The person is contemplating the frailty and impermanence of life, and it seems they may be close to losing hope.


As the song progresses, the listener can hear the determination and stubbornness in the person's resolve as they say, "Oh I will stand arms outstretched pretend I'm free to roam / Oh I will make my way through one more day in hell." The person seems to be putting up a brave front and pretending to be free and unbothered by their situation, when really they are struggling to get by.


The lyrics "I'll swallow poison, until I grow immune / I will scream my lungs out till it fills this room" suggest a willingness to endure and overcome whatever obstacles they face, even if it means enduring more pain. Overall, the song is about resilience, the ability to persevere through difficult times, and the hope that perhaps one day things will be different.


Line by Line Meaning

I will light the match this morning so I won't be alone
I will light a match early in the morning to make sure I am not going through the day alone.


Watch as she lies silent
Observe as she remains quiet.


For soon light will be gone
Because the light would be gone, something unpleasant would be bound to happen.


Oh I will stand arms outstretched pretend I'm free to roam
I'll raise my arms while pretending to be free to travel wherever I please.


Oh I will make my way through one more day in hell
I'll get through another day in misery one step at a time.


How much difference does it make?
How much of an impact does it make?


I will hold the candle till it burns up my arm
I'll grasp the candle until my arm becomes numb.


Oh I'll keep takin' punches until their will grows tired
I'll keep taking blows until the opponent gets exhausted.


Oh I will stare the sun down until my eyes go blind
I'll fix my gaze on the sun until my vision becomes blurred.


Hey, I won't change direction
Hey, I won't move in a different direction.


And I won't change my mind
And I won't alter my opinion.


I'll swallow poison, until I grow immune
I'll take in poison until my body is immune to it.


I will scream my lungs out till it fills this room
I will yell so loudly that it would fill up the entire room.


How much difference?
How much of an impact?


How much difference?
How much of an impact?


How much difference does it make?
How much of an impact does it make?


How much difference does it make?
How much of an impact does it make?




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner/Chappell Music, Inc., Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: DAVID ABBRUZZESE, EDDIE VEDDER, JEFF AMENT, MIKE MCCREADY, STONE GOSSARD

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Comments from YouTube:

@jakeberliner9246

Great performance!! Must've watched this hundreds of times over the years.

@namelessgrace6319

Me too! Always come back to it. :)

@laurawatters914

BEAUTIFUL SOOO BEAUTIFUL!! Ben Harper has always loved this song, he has sang it with Eddie many times. 😊💓🤘✌️

@sarahfinch6192

I will never stop viewing this performance. Spectacular!!

@mumblez7712

Got to see these guys do this one live in Adelaide '09.

Pure magic

@aleksandrabozovic3174

"I will change direction and I won't change my mind" heavy lirycs. Love this

@andrewsantos106

Me too. But its i wont change direction..

@Anne-zv3kp

The exchange beftween these two artists, at the end, is so beautiful and touching.

@rbenesh

I've listened to this every couple months for about 15 years and to this day its my favorite live performance.

@yasisoufi

R. Benesh Now I join u!

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