Purgatory
Benevolent Lyrics


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Woke up to, the smell of dust
Breathing in, in disbelieve

Fighting to remember, what happened here
I won't surrender, I'm past my fear

I'm searching for you
Night and day
I'm waiting for you
Here I stay

Shaking off the dust
Finding all I've lost
I know I'll find you here
I feel your presence is near

No sign, no one around
What was lost may never be found
I haven't spoken in years
My eyes have no more tears

My heart has no more fears
Your voice still echoes in my ears
Your memories keep me alive
Past this tragedy I've survived

I feel so weak and alone
All my reason may be gone
No sign of life
No reason for light

I'm searching for you
Night and day




I'm waiting for you
Here I stay

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Benevolent's song, Purgatory, are very evocative and seem to speak to a struggle with grief, loss, and isolation. The song opens with the line "Woke up to, the smell of dust," which immediately sets a dark, desolate mood. The singer is struggling to remember what happened and refuses to give up, stating "I won't surrender, I'm past my fear." The lyrics convey a sense of searching, of feeling lost and alone, but still persevering.


The singer's search for something, perhaps a lost love or a sense of purpose, is a recurring theme throughout the song. Lines like "I'm searching for you night and day" and "Finding all I've lost, I know I'll find you here" convey a sense of longing and desperation. Meanwhile, the repeated refrain of "no sign, no one around" reinforces the singer's sense of isolation and the feeling that they are utterly alone in their struggle.


Overall, Purgatory is a haunting and evocative song that explores themes of grief, loss, and the struggle to find hope amidst darkness.


Line by Line Meaning

Woke up to, the smell of dust
I woke up to the scent of decay, and everything around me was desolate.


Breathing in, in disbelieve
I inhaled the rotten atmosphere around me, and I was incredulous at this sight.


Fighting to remember, what happened here
I am struggling to recollect the events that transpired and led to this state of desolation.


I won't surrender, I'm past my fear
I refuse to give up, and I have overcome my terror to face the situation head-on.


I'm searching for you
I am looking for someone I hold dear.


Night and day
I am relentlessly searching throughout the day and night.


I'm waiting for you
I'm anticipating to reunite with the one I'm seeking.


Here I stay
I remain here in this state until I find who I'm seeking.


Shaking off the dust
I'm removing the debris and dirt off of me.


Finding all I've lost
I'm rediscovering all that I have misplaced.


I know I'll find you here
I am certain that I will reunite with the person I'm seeking in this place.


I feel your presence is near
I have a sensation that the person I'm searching for is close.


No sign, no one around
I cannot see or find any indications of anyone being here.


What was lost may never be found
What has disappeared may never be retrieved or seen again.


I haven't spoken in years
I have been silent and alone for many years.


My eyes have no more tears
I have no more tears to cry.


My heart has no more fears
I am no longer scared, and my heart is brave.


Your voice still echoes in my ears
I still hear the sound of the person I'm looking for.


Your memories keep me alive
Memories of this person are what spurs me on and keeps me going.


Past this tragedy I've survived
I have lived through the consequences of the tragedy.


I feel so weak and alone
I'm stricken with exhaustion and loneliness.


All my reason may be gone
I may have lost my sanity.


No sign of life
I cannot detect any signs of living beings.


No reason for light
There is no purpose for illumination since there seems to be nothing here.




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Comments from YouTube:

@PatchMetal

The riff at 0.27 is so good

@Michael_Michaels

...and now with Andols Herrick on drums!!!! Excellent!

@BrutalKronos

holy shit!!!!!!!!!!!!! his sound is really mystic and powreful... awesome!!!!!!

@yumetallica

OH YEAH! Great SONG

@NathanielByers

What are you talking about? These vocals are awesome!

@cassandra5322

aaaaw yeah PLAY IT.

@Juggernautohyeah

@marighlo5 Kuwait is in the Middle East.

@migueldahlstrom

this would be good if the vocals didn't suck really really bad...

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