Origin
Besomorph Neoni Lyrics
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Counting all my sins
Round and round again
'Till insanity sets in
Thousand eyes they see
All the worst in me
Is redemption out of reach?
Laying down my past I scream
This is not the end of me
Fight it like an enemy
Time to bury it or me
Laying down my past I scream
This is not the end of me
Fight it like an enemy
This is not the end of me
So this is my origin
Can't take back who I've been
But it′s where I start again
My origin
Memories they bleed
All reminding me
Of the roots I couldn′t keep
Of the chaos I set free
I'm not innocent
But I′m more than where I've been
It′s time I must ascend
Out of my prison
Laying down my past I scream
This is not the end of me
Fight it like an enemy
Time to bury it or me
Laying down my past I scream
This is not the end of me
Fight it like an enemy
This is not the end of me
So this is my origin
Can't take back who I′ve been
But it's where I start again
My origin
This is my origin
It's where I′ll start again
Origin
The song "Origin" by Besomorph Neoni is an introspective and reflective piece about the struggles of self-acceptance and personal growth. The lyrics describe a person who has spent countless nights counting all their sins, feeling trapped in their past mistakes and failures, and wondering if redemption is even possible. They feel like they are constantly being watched by a thousand eyes that only see the worst in them. The memories of their past haunt them, reminding them of their mistakes and the chaos they have caused. However, the singer realizes that they are not just their past and that they are more than where they have been. They vow to fight their demons and bury their past or be buried in it. The song ends with the singer embracing their "origin," recognizing that they cannot change the past, but they can start again and make a new beginning.
The song conveys a message of hope and resilience in the face of difficulties. It encourages the listener to accept themselves for who they are, flaws and all, and to keep fighting for their dreams, no matter how tough the struggle may be. The lyrics are powerful and emotive, evoking a feeling of determination and strength.
Line by Line Meaning
A thousand nights I've spent
I have spent countless nights pondering over my actions and beliefs.
Counting all my sins
I have been reflecting on all the wrongs that I have committed.
Round and round again
I keep revisiting the same thoughts and memories repeatedly.
'Till insanity sets in
I have been doing this to the point where it has started to drive me crazy.
Thousand eyes they see
Many people are aware of my flaws and shortcomings.
All the worst in me
The negative aspects of my character are visible to those around me.
Is redemption out of reach?
I wonder if I can ever be forgiven and make amends for my mistakes.
Is this all I'll ever be?
I question if my past actions will dictate my future and prevent my growth.
Laying down my past I scream
I am ready to let go of my past and start anew.
This is not the end of me
I believe that I have the potential to change and improve myself.
Fight it like an enemy
I will treat my past as an adversary that I need to overcome.
Time to bury it or me
I must either leave my past behind or let it continue to haunt me until it destroys me.
So this is my origin
This is where I come from and how I have become who I am today.
Can't take back who I've been
I cannot change my past actions or the person that I used to be.
But it's where I start again
However, I can use my past experiences as a starting point to create a better future for myself.
Memories they bleed
My memories of the past bring me pain and make it difficult to move on.
All reminding me
They constantly remind me of my past misdeeds and shortcomings.
Of the roots I couldn't keep
I regret not holding on to the things that I valued in the past.
Of the chaos I set free
I caused problems and disruptions with my actions in the past.
I'm not innocent
I recognize that I am responsible for the mistakes that I have made.
But I'm more than where I've been
I have the potential to grow and become a better person despite my past actions.
It's time I must ascend
It is time for me to rise above my past and become a better version of myself.
Out of my prison
I am determined to break free from the limitations of my past and become a better person.
This is my origin
This is where I come from, but it doesn't define who I am or who I will become.
It's where I'll start again
I will use my past experiences as a foundation to build a better future for myself and others.
Origin
This song is all about realizing one's past mistakes and using them as a starting point to create a better future for oneself. It emphasizes the importance of leaving the past behind and using it as a lesson to grow and become a better person.
Writer(s): Caitlin Aureal Powell, Sidney Dior Powell, Bessam Witwit
Contributed by Natalie I. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@neoni
SOOO GLAD THAT THIS SONG IS FINALLY OUTTTTT! Loved working on this with you! ❤️
@jnuy764
Keep up the good work 💯🎶♥️
@Ancient_00
That voice is amazing 😍🔥🔥
@ahiwolupu5859
Just want to say that you have a beautifully sultry voice and that I find it very sexy.
@AjiTHKumar-qw6vz
😍😍😍😍😍
@jeanlefonca224
we all love this song :O
@Mortal_Tezer
It's soooooo good ! It hurts my heart to see your channel and work being so underrated 😭❤
@Besomorph
So happy to be back with another release!! This is one of 3 tracks I made with the amazing Neoni recently. Can't wait to show you the others. Next release is on the 20th March, EP is in the works too, dropping this Summer <3 Love u guys
@paris1064
I LOVE IT!!! ♡♡
@alxndrrg4901
Can't wait for this EP !! 🔥
and for your song with Salvo..