Torn
Beth Lyrics

I thought I saw a man brought to life
I thought I saw a man who was once lifeless alive before me

He was warm - he came around like
He was welcoming and had a positive attitude

He was dignified
He was respectable and had high moral standards

He showed me what it was to cry
He helped me understand the depths of sadness

Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You are not the person whom I idolized and loved

You don't seem to know - don't seem to care
You don't appear to possess knowledge or concern about important matters

What your heart is for
You are uncertain about the purpose or meaning of your own heart

No I don't know him anymore
He is no longer recognizable or familiar to me

There's nothin' where we used to lie
The place where we used to spend time together is now empty

Conversation has run dry
We have nothing left to say to each other

That's what's going on
This is the situation we find ourselves in

Nothing's fine
Everything is not okay

I'm torn
I am in a state of emotional conflict or distress

I'm all out of faith
I no longer have any belief or confidence

This is how I feel
This accurately represents my emotions

I'm cold and I am chained
I feel disconnected and restricted

Lying naked on the floor
I am vulnerable and exposed

Illusion never changed
This false perception I had never diminished

Into something real
Transformed into a tangible reality

I'm cold and I am shamed and bound
I feel embarrassed and confined

And broken on the floor
I am shattered and defeated

And I can see the perfect sky is torn
Even something that seems perfect can be ruined

You're a little late
You showed up too late

I'm already torn
I was already emotionally broken

So I guess the fortune teller's right
It turns out the fortune teller was correct

I should have seen just what was there
I neglected to see what was truly happening

And not some holy light
I should have focused on reality, not a false belief

But you crawled beneath my veins
You infiltrated every part of my being

And now I don't care
I have lost all interest or concern

I have no luck
I am not fortunate

I don't miss it all that much
I don't feel the loss too keenly

There's just so many things
There are a lot of things

That I can't touch
That are out of my reach or beyond my control

I'm wide awake
I am fully alert

And I can see the perfect sky is torn
Even something that seems perfect can be ruined

You're a little late
You showed up too late

I'm already torn
I was already emotionally broken