Heartland Truckstop
Beth Orton Lyrics


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There's a bridge across my stream
Never seems to get broken
Never could never would
Never clouds up my day
See I wanted to give
Then I just couldn't take it
I wanted to love
And I turned ?round and hated it

If I ever knew I tried to tell
Give of my heart but I never sell
Supermarket of the soul
Heartland truckstop global mall
Taking flights of indifference
?cross a wide screen sky
Could feel so alive
You might think that you had...died?

I'm not skating on ice
See I'm walking on water
And silence is finest
Don't give me your word
Yes silence speaks louder
C'mon give me a word
I don't want nobody knowing
How the hurt in me works

If they ever knew they might just sell
Give of my heart then never tell
Supermarket of the soul
Heartland truckstop global mall
And the one thing that is certain
Is the one uncertainty
If we keep doing the same thing
Nothing will work out differently

We're all bridge builders' daughters
With incestuous dreams
Confidentially speaking
All is as it seems




Confidentially speaking
All is as it seems

Overall Meaning

"Heartland Truckstop" is one of Beth Orton's most introspective and lyrically complex songs. Through metaphor and imagery, she explores the struggle between wanting to give love and struggling with the pain of rejection and betrayal.


The opening lines, "There's a bridge across my stream / Never seems to get broken," introduce the idea of something unbreakable that provides a foundation. This could be a metaphorical bridge, but also represents something that never changes in life. The line "Supermarket of the soul / Heartland truck stop global mall" juxtaposes the idea of the internal self with commercialism, depersonalizing the experience of seeking love and intimacy. Orton sings of the desire to give love, but admits that she struggles to receive it in return.


The song's chorus speaks to the fear of vulnerability and the risk that comes with giving one's heart: "If they ever knew they might just sell / Give of my heart then never tell." The final lines bring the song full circle, returning to the idea of bridges and daughters of bridge builders. The repetition of "All is as it seems" suggests that while the complexities of love and heartache can be painful, ultimately the world operates on a simple and truthful level.


Line by Line Meaning

There's a bridge across my stream
I have a connection to my inner self.


Never seems to get broken
This connection never fades away.


Never could never would
I will never break the bond I have with myself.


Never clouds up my day
This bond doesn't affect my mood in a negative way.


See I wanted to give
I tried to offer parts of myself to others.


Then I just couldn't take it
However, I couldn't handle some aspects of relationships.


I wanted to love
I yearned for love from others.


And I turned ?round and hated it
But I realized that sometimes love can cause pain and hurt as well.


If I ever knew I tried to tell
If I had any advice to give, I would offer it.


Give of my heart but I never sell
However, I would never give away parts of myself to benefit others.


Supermarket of the soul
The soul is a valuable commodity.


Heartland truckstop global mall
It can be found anywhere, even in unexpected places.


Taking flights of indifference
Feeling emotionally disconnected.


?cross a wide screen sky
Feeling detached as if watching from afar.


Could feel so alive
Despite feeling numb, I still have moments of vitality.


You might think that you had...died?
It can be difficult to recognize one's own emotions.


I'm not skating on ice
I'm not taking any risks.


See I'm walking on water
Instead, I'm in total control of my situation.


And silence is finest
Silence is my preference in communication.


Don't give me your word
I don't want to hear what you have to say.


Yes silence speaks louder
In fact, silence can be louder than words.


C'mon give me a word
But if you must speak, keep it concise.


I don't want nobody knowing
I have a private side to myself that I don't want others to see.


How the hurt in me works
Specifically, I don't want anyone to see how I deal with emotional pain.


If they ever knew they might just sell
If others knew details about me, they would use it to their advantage.


Give of my heart then never tell
I prefer to keep my emotions hidden.


The one thing that is certain
One truth is that things are constantly changing.


Is the one uncertainty
The only thing that is certain is uncertainty.


If we keep doing the same thing
Continuing in the same pattern.


Nothing will work out differently
The outcome will remain unchanged if this continues.


We're all bridge builders' daughters
We all strive to make connections with others.


With incestuous dreams
However, sometimes this motivation can stem from unhealthy desires.


Confidentially speaking
Privately and honestly.


All is as it seems
The truth is revealed in one way or another.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: ELIZABETH CAROLINE ORTON

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