FIND YOUR WAY BACK
Beyoncé JAY-Z & Childish Gambino Lyrics
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Yea
Crimson play on
Imma stay up all night
Cause these demons in my head
Winning all the fights
I don't know what's right?
But fuck it
Baby, Imma get fucked
Man what's love?
(What's love?)
Lost but imma find my way back
The journey is filled with rats
But trust me that's nothing wrong with that
Do what you want it's your life
And I won't judge you for that
Baby 'cause I am busy with my own stuff
Got a liquor on my hand
Imma drink till I see nothing
I got a big dream
Late night I've hearing all this screams
But fuck it imma stick with my team
I got no time
Don't wanna waste it on somebody
Who doesn't make no time for me
'Cause my mom once told me
The most expensive thing
That you give can to a person is
Seconds of your life that you live
Last time when I gave all my time to someone
They didn't appreciate it that shit
Now I am on my bitches ain't shit
Gotta get back
Gotta sit back
And think before I make moves you know
Yea, Oh!
I just gotta let you know
Gotta lot of pain inside my body
I don't really wanna show
'Cause of bitch peoples
I don't wanna trust no one
Not even my soul (Yea)
Lost but imma find my way back
The journey is filled with rats
But trust me that's nothing wrong with that
Do what you want it's your life
And I won't judge you for that
Baby 'cause I am busy with my own stuff
Got a liquor on my hand
Imma drink till I see nothing
I got a big dream
Late night I've hearing all this screams
But fuck it imma stick with my team
Yea, imma stick with my team
Gotta lot of shit in my dreams
But fuck it
I just wanna be big
But I don't know how to
But I am just writing all these songs you know (Oh, oh, oh)
Imma do it like that
Imma hit you from the back
Baby, tell me what love is?
'Cause I don't feel like that
'Cause love got me no where
I don't wanna talk about that
I just wanna be alone
Back with myself in my dorm
What the fuck is that?
Why's your hoe keeps on calling on my phone?
I don't even wanna know
Yea, I just wanna be better me (Na, na)
Lost but imma find my way back
The journey is filled with rats
But trust me that's nothing wrong with that
Do what you want it's your life
And I won't judge you for that
Baby 'cause I am busy with my own stuff
Got a liquor on my hand
Imma drink till I see nothing
I got a big dream
Late night I've hearing all this screams
But fuck it imma stick with my team
I don't wanna talk with nobody
Not even with myself
Lately, I've been doin' all these shit
But Fuck it!
I feel so numb and dumb
Man, what I really want?
Is it money or fame?
Nothin'
These lyrics explore the singer's disillusionment with love, their determination to find their own way back from a difficult journey, and their commitment to staying true to themselves and their dreams.
The first verse sets the tone with the singer expressing their intention to indulge in hedonistic behaviors and get "fucked up" as a way to escape the demons in their head. They question the concept of love, reflecting on past experiences where they gave their all to someone who didn't appreciate it. Now, they prioritize themselves and their own happiness.
The chorus reaffirms the singer's commitment to finding their way back from their struggles. They acknowledge that the journey may be challenging, filled with "rats" and obstacles, but they see nothing wrong with that. The singer encourages listeners to live their own lives and not be judged for their choices, mirroring their own desire for acceptance and understanding.
In the second verse, the singer emphasizes their determination to succeed and rise above the pain they carry within. They express a lack of trust in others, highlighting their skepticism towards people and their motives. They want to isolate themselves from others, seeking solace and personal growth in solitude.
The final verse delves into the singer's confusion and search for purpose. They question the meaning of love and express their yearning to find their own path. Despite feeling numb and unsure, they continue to pursue their dreams, even if they don't know how to achieve them. The mention of money and fame suggests external markers of success, but the singer's true desires remain unclear.
Overall, these lyrics depict a person grappling with their own demons, questioning love, and striving to find their own sense of purpose and fulfillment. They express a determination to stay true to themselves and their dreams, regardless of the challenges they face on their journey.
Line by Line Meaning
Lil trippy on a mic bitch
Feeling a bit disoriented and psychedelic while expressing myself through music
Yea
Yes, confirming the previous statement
Crimson play on
Continuing to perform with intense passion and energy
Imma stay up all night
I will remain awake throughout the night
Cause these demons in my head
Due to the inner struggles and negative thoughts I battle with
Winning all the fights
Prevailing over these internal battles
I don't know what's right?
Uncertain about what is the correct path or decision
But fuck it
However, I am disregarding these doubts
Imma get fucked up tonight
I will indulge in substances, getting intoxicated
Baby, Imma get fucked
Darling, I am going to get heavily intoxicated
Man what's love?
Seriously, what is the true essence and meaning of love?
(What's love?)
(Questioning once again what love truly is)
Lost but imma find my way back
Feeling directionless and confused, but I am determined to rediscover my path
The journey is filled with rats
Acknowledging that the path ahead is challenging and may be populated with deceitful individuals
But trust me that's nothing wrong with that
However, I embrace the presence of such people as it is a part of life
Do what you want it's your life
You have the freedom to make choices as it is your own journey
And I won't judge you for that
I will not criticize or pass judgment on your decisions
Baby 'cause I am busy with my own stuff
Sweetheart, I have my own priorities and responsibilities to focus on
Got a liquor on my hand
Currently holding a bottle of alcoholic beverage
Imma drink till I see nothing
I will consume alcohol excessively until I feel numb and unaware
I got a big dream
I possess ambitious aspirations
Late night I've hearing all this screams
During the late hours, I hear distressing sounds and cries
But fuck it imma stick with my team
Nevertheless, I will remain loyal and committed to my close group of friends
Yea, imma stick with my team
Yes, I will continue to support and stand by my chosen group of companions
Gotta lot of shit in my dreams
I have numerous obstacles and challenges within my aspirations
But fuck it
Regardless, I am disregarding these obstacles
I just wanna be big
My desire is to achieve greatness and prominence
But I don't know how to
However, I am uncertain about the means to achieve this
But I am just writing all these songs you know (Oh, oh, oh)
Nevertheless, I am expressing my thoughts and emotions through my songwriting
Imma do it like that
I will pursue my goals in that particular manner
Imma hit you from the back
I will surprise and exceed expectations in my approach
Baby, tell me what love is?
Darling, please enlighten me on the true definition and experience of love
'Cause I don't feel like that
As I don't currently experience those emotions
'Cause love got me no where
As love has not led me to any significant progress or fulfillment
I don't wanna talk about that
I am avoiding discussing love and its implications
I just wanna be alone
I simply desire solitude
Back with myself in my dorm
Retreating to my personal space and reflecting on my thoughts in my living quarters
What the fuck is that?
Expressing confusion and disbelief about a certain situation or concept
Why's your hoe keeps on calling on my phone?
Why does your promiscuous partner persistently contact me?
I don't even wanna know
I have no interest in seeking an explanation or understanding
Yea, I just wanna be better me (Na, na)
Yes, my main focus is personal growth and self-improvement
I don't wanna talk with nobody
I prefer not to engage in conversations with anyone
Not even with myself
I am even avoiding introspection or self-reflection
Lately, I've been doin' all these shit
Recently, I have been engaging in various activities and behaviors
But Fuck it!
However, I am disregarding the consequences or implications
I feel so numb and dumb
I experience a sense of emotional detachment and intellectual dullness
Man, what I really want?
I am pondering about my true desires and aspirations
Is it money or fame?
Is my ultimate goal the acquisition of wealth or public recognition?
Nothin'
None of these options seem fulfilling or satisfying
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Mohan Basnet
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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This era of Beyonce was impeccable. It didn't resonate with Beyonces audience but nonetheless that doesn't take away from how impeccable it was.
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In 10 years people will see how underrated this era of Beyoncé was
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they already should start seeing it, cuz I mean this is everything, I watch this for a 100th time and I have goosebumps, this is genius.
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Am also just finding out how authentic and empowering this to us the africans.we will never have another beyonce