Have Your Way
Beyonce Lyrics

I changed my life for you and all that you could do
I made drastic changes for you, but all you did was betray me

Is betray me, how could you play me
Your betrayal has hurt me deeply, and I can't believe you played me

You got me doing things I know I shouldn't do
Because of you, I find myself doing things that go against my better judgment

Am I crazy to live this way see
I'm starting to question whether I'm crazy to continue living this way

I know I'm wrong, I'm shamed everyday
I know what I'm doing is wrong, and I feel ashamed every day

We're not as one, but you think it's okay
We're not in this together, but you seem to think it's acceptable

My life is not meant to be lived this way, this way
I know deep down that my life isn't supposed to be like this

You promised me one day we would be
You made a promise to me that one day we would be together

Husband and wife but it seems to me
You promised that we would be married, but it doesn’t seem to be happening

You're moving further away from me, from me
You're distancing yourself from me, and it's getting worse every day

Lord I'm trying to do what's pleasing in your sight
I'm trying to follow the path that you've set out for me, God

But I'm in love (Yes I am) right now I'm caught up (I'm caught up)
But I'm in love and it's clouding my judgment, I'm caught up in this situation

Instead of leaving, I know that you'll be right by my side (You'll be right here)
Even though I should leave, I know you'll stick around to support me

And you'll make a way (Just have your way) just have your way
God, I trust that you'll make a way for me. I give myself up to your will

I spent too much time playin' wife on many nights
I've been acting like your wife for too long on countless nights

Keepin' you happy, giving you all of me
I've been prioritizing your happiness and giving you all of myself, neglecting my own needs

I wake up every morning feeling guilty cause you're lying next to me
Every morning I wake up next to you, I feel guilty for continuing in this situation

Father forgive me, thought by now we'd be married
God, forgive me. I thought we would be married by now

Four months ago you promised me
You made a promise to me four months ago

By now I'd have my wedding ring
By now, I was supposed to have my wedding ring

You've shown no commitment to me, to me
You've shown no commitment to me, and it hurts

I cannot blame you for using me
I can't blame you for using me, because I allowed it to happen

If I continue to let this be
If I continue to let this situation persist

'Cause shacking with a man just ain't me, ain't me
Because living with a man outside of marriage just doesn't feel right for me

But I'm in love (What can I do?) right now I'm caught up (I need you)
But I'm in love with you, and I feel trapped in this situation that I need to escape from

Instead of leaving (You'll never leave, stay right here with me) I know that you'll be right by my side
Even if I don't leave, I know that you'll stay by my side

And you'll make a way (You'll make a way) just have your way (Oh, oh)
God, I trust that you'll create an opportunity for me. I'll let you guide me

Lord I'm trying to do what's pleasing in your sight (Yes I am, yes I am)
I'm making an effort to follow your will, God

But I'm in love (woah) right now I'm caught up (Now I'm caught up)
But I love him, and it's hard to separate myself from him

And you'll make a way (Oh) just have your way (Woah)
God, I'll trust that you'll resolve this situation according to your plan