Written In Blood
Beyond the Black Lyrics

I cannot erase it, the cut is deep
I am unable to forget the pain because it has left a lasting impression on me.

But I can let it go
However, I have the ability to release the attachment to this pain.

I cannot undo it, but dare a leap
I cannot change what happened, but I am willing to take a risk towards a better outcome.

‘Cause love is all around me
This is because even though I am surrounded by pain, the presence of love brings me hope.

A pale and painful story
My past is filled with suffering and loss, which has left a dull and unpleasant memory.

In moments of despair
When I feel hopeless and alone, and unable to see a way out of my pain.

A shattered voice that whispers
My inner voice has been broken and weakened by my struggles.

A wandering soul that fades away
My spirit has become lost and weak, slowly leaving me behind.

Sometimes it seems I’ve vanished
At times it feels like I have disappeared into the darkness and nothingness.

But I am here to stay
But I know that I am still present and will continue to persist through my pain.

Did I find my way out of the dark
Am I now able to move beyond the darkness and towards healing?

All is written in blood, I’m buried alive
My past is inescapable and has left me feeling trapped and burdened by the pain.

Down on my knees, I’m begging you please
I am at my lowest point and pleading for help from a higher power or someone else.

Take me away, wherever you go
I want to escape my pain and find refuge in a place that is safe and peaceful.

Something has counterfeit my soul
Something has corrupted and distorted my soul, making it difficult to find clarity and happiness.

Don’t leave me alone, out in the cold
I am afraid of being alone and abandoned, left to suffer in my pain without anyone to turn to.

I’m all for by myself, in a cage of gloom
I am isolated and trapped within my own sadness and despair.

I failed to succeed, to live my life
I feel as though I have not been able to live a fulfilling life and have failed in some way.

Please come and purify me, purify me
I am seeking help and asking for someone to heal and cleanse me of my pain and sorrow.

Quivering and chill, my being
I am trembling and filled with fear and anxiety.

Willing to suffer in my grief
I am prepared to endure my pain and sadness.

I was carving my skin to deep
I was intentionally causing harm to myself, allowing my pain to manifest physically.

Forever to be seen
These scars will remain visible for the rest of my life, always reminding me of my past pain.

Each cut was a little deeper
With each act of self-harm, I sunk a little deeper into my pain and despair.

But I found no bliss in what I did
Despite my efforts to relieve my pain through self-harm, it only caused more suffering and did not offer any relief or joy.

A fragile soul is easy broken
My spirit is delicate and vulnerable, easily hurt and damaged.

And demise easily sealed
It is easy for me to become overwhelmed and succumb to my pain, feeling defeated and hopeless.

Is there a land over the rainbow
I am questioning if there is a better and happier place beyond my current pain and struggles.

And in the end a paradise
I am hoping that there is a paradise or haven waiting for me at the end of my pain and sadness.

Is there a moral to the story
I am questioning if there is a lesson or greater purpose to my pain and struggles.

Or is it just another lie
Or perhaps there is no deeper meaning or truth to my suffering and it is just a cruel and meaningless experience.