Bif has always been frank about her bisexuality, and the lyrics of her autobiographical songs detail her attractions to and relationships with both men and women. She is also a strict raw food vegan for health (as opposed to ethical or religious) reasons. She also identifies as straight edge.
TV Appearances:
Bif Naked was featured on the Buffy the Vampire Slayer soundtrack during the fourth season with their song 'Lucky'. They were actually shown on the show playing at one of UC Sunnydale's fraternity houses, with their song 'Moment of Weakness', but 'Lucky' was used as a play over. Bif also played a small role in an episode of The L Word (in episode 4 of season 3) as a character named "Cynthia".
She voiced the character Zoe Payne in the SSX (Snowboard Supercross) videogame series.
Awards & Recognition:
* Bif was in the top 10 sexiest women for “TV Week”
* at Much Music she was selected "Hottest Female with Tattoos”
* CFOX Vancouver recently named Bif the hottest celebrity, saying it was a landslide win
* XFM named her the sexiest female in music after an open polling on their radio.
Chotee
Bif Naked Lyrics
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And I married my drummer.
Our love was grand.
I thought it was forever-till death to us part
Then he cheated on me and he broke my heart.
(chotee)
So young so confused.
What was I to do?
I'm so sorry , Chotee, but I couldn't keep you.
I hope you can forgive me,
Me and him were fighting on the road for TWO years
He never loved me, anyway still brings me to tears
(chotee)
I didn't really want you-cause he didn't want me.
Didn't want to be a husband, didn't want to be a daddy
I hope you can forgive me,
My baby, Chotee, forgive me
(Sai ram)
So long, my baby.
Bif Naked's song "Chotee" is a heartbreaking ballad about a difficult decision she had to make when she was in her first band right out of high school. She fell in love with her drummer and married him, thinking it was forever. However, he cheated on her and broke her heart. They continued to fight on the road for two years, and Bif realized that he never really loved her, and he didn't want to be a husband or a father. She didn't really want to have a baby, but now she feels terrible for letting go of the life she could have had with her child, Chotee. The chorus, "So young, so confused. What was I to do?" emphasizes the difficult position she found herself in.
The song is a raw and honest portrayal of the pain and regret that Bif Naked feels about her past. The lyrics reveal her sense of guilt and how she has struggled to forgive herself for the choices she made. While the song is intensely personal to Bif, it also resonates with anyone who has felt the pain of a breakup or had to make a difficult decision.
Line by Line Meaning
I was just out of high school in my first band,
I had just graduated high school and formed my first band.
And I married my drummer.
I got married to the drummer of my band.
Our love was grand.
Our love was amazing and beautiful.
I thought it was forever-till death to us part
I believed our love would last forever, until death separated us.
Then he cheated on me and he broke my heart.
But he betrayed me by cheating on me and shattered my heart completely.
(chotee)
Chotee is the name of the child that she had to give up for adoption.
So young so confused.
I was so young and lost, I didn't know what to do.
What was I to do?
I didn't know what to do in that situation.
I'm so sorry , Chotee, but I couldn't keep you.
I'm apologizing to my child, Chotee, because I couldn't keep them with me.
I hope you can forgive me,
I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me.
Me and him were fighting on the road for TWO years
Me and my ex-husband were fighting on the road for two years.
He never loved me, anyway still brings me to tears
He never loved me, and the realization of it still hurts me deeply.
(chotee)
Chotee is mentioned again, emphasizing the pain of giving up her child.
I didn't really want you-cause he didn't want me.
I didn't really want you because your father didn't want me or our family.
Didn't want to be a husband, didn't want to be a daddy
Your father didn't want to be a husband or a father.
I hope you can forgive me,
I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me.
My baby, Chotee, forgive me
I'm pleading with my child, Chotee, to forgive me.
(Sai ram)
Sai Ram is an Indian devotional chant that Bif Naked uses to end the song, as a way to seek peace and forgiveness from God.
So long, my baby.
Finally, she says goodbye to her child one last time.
Lyrics © Songtrust Ave, Fintage House Publishing, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: ALEX PKA X-FACTOR ARUNDELL, BETH NICOLE HOPKINS
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