All My Life
Big K.R.I.T. Lyrics


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(Yeah, yeah, yeah) (All my life)
All my life, I've been afraid to die
You didn't stay by my side
So tell me why, you always gotta lie
I cannot sleep at night
All my life, I've been afraid to die
You didn't stay by my side
So tell me why, you always gotta lie
I cannot sleep at night
Ever since I got dumped off my life felt like hell
Curse plus trauma, bitch casted on me a bad spell
All my life waited for someone new, damn who would've knew
That all my life I have been waiting for you, my Izzy boo
All my life, I've been afraid to die
You didn't stay by my side
So tell me why, you always gotta lie
I cannot sleep at night
All my life, I've been afraid to die
You didn't stay by my side
So tell me why, you always gotta lie
I cannot sleep at night
I cannot sleep demons shake the cages making me deprived
When your not right by my side don't know how I survived
Hold me close
Don't care what's going on I just wanna do the most
Hold me close
I'd rather take you over, and over, overdose
All my life, have been waiting for you for so long
All my life, realized to do right have to do wrong
All my life, I've been afraid to die (Afraid to die)
You didn't stay by my side (Stay by my side)
So tell me why (Why), you always gotta lie (You always gotta lie)
I cannot sleep at night (Sleep at night)
All my life (Life), I've been afraid to die (Afraid to die)
You didn't stay by my side (Stay by my side)
So tell me why (Why), you always gotta lie (Lie)
I cannot sleep at night (Sleep at night)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah) (All my life)
(All my life, I've been afraid to die
You didn't stay by my side




So tell me why, you always gotta lie
I cannot sleep at night)

Overall Meaning

The song "All My Life" by Big K.R.I.T. explores themes of fear of death, betrayal, and insomnia. The lyrics express the singer's vulnerability and insecurities as he grapples with his mortality and relationships. The repetition of the line "All my life, I've been afraid to die" underscores the singer's fears and anxieties, while the lines "You didn't stay by my side/So tell me why, you always gotta lie" reveal a sense of distrust and betrayal. These emotions are also reinforced by the reference to "demons" shaking cages and making the singer "deprived," adding a supernatural dimension to the song's themes of fear and vulnerability.


The song can be interpreted as a lament for lost love, as the singer refers to someone named "Izzy boo" and says he has been waiting for this person for his entire life. The line "realized to do right have to do wrong" suggests that the singer may have made mistakes in the past, but is now willing to do whatever it takes to make things right. The repeated plea to "hold me close" underscores the singer's need for emotional connection and support, while the reference to "overdose" suggests that the singer may be grappling with addiction or self-destructive behaviors as a way to cope with his anxieties.


Line by Line Meaning

All my life, I've been afraid to die
The fear of death has always haunted me throughout my life


You didn't stay by my side
You left me alone and vulnerable


So tell me why, you always gotta lie
Why do you have to deceive me with your falsehoods?


I cannot sleep at night
My mind is plagued with restless thoughts and anxieties that prevent me from getting any rest


Ever since I got dumped off my life felt like hell
My life has been a living nightmare ever since you ended our relationship


Curse plus trauma, bitch casted on me a bad spell
Your actions have cursed my life and caused me severe emotional trauma


All my life waited for someone new, damn who would've knew
I spent my entire life waiting for love, and I never expected it to end so badly


That all my life I have been waiting for you, my Izzy boo
I have been waiting for you, my beloved Izzy, for my entire existence


I cannot sleep demons shake the cages making me deprived
My mind is tormented by inner demons that rob me of my peace and sleep


When your not right by my side don't know how I survived
I am emotionally dependent on you and struggle to survive when you're not around


Hold me close
I long for physical comfort and intimacy with you


Don't care what's going on I just wanna do the most
Despite the chaos in my life, I want to give my all to you


I'd rather take you over, and over, overdose
I am addicted to you and would rather overdose on you than live without you


All my life, have been waiting for you for so long
I have been waiting for you, my soulmate, for what feels like an eternity


Realized to do right have to do wrong
I have come to understand that making mistakes and doing wrong is necessary for personal growth


(Afraid to die)
I cannot escape my fear of death


(Stay by my side)
I need your constant presence and support


(Why)
I need an answer to your deceptive behavior


(Sleep at night)
I am desperate for a good night's sleep


(Yeah, yeah, yeah) (All my life)
This phrase is repeated throughout the song to emphasize the duration of my struggles and longing for love




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