Mamma
Big Punisher; Tony Sunshine Lyrics

Mamma I don't understand
Big Punisher is confused and asking for an explanation from his mother.

Why he had to fuck with me, now I gotta kill this man
Someone provoked him and now he feels he must take revenge by killing that person.

I said mamma now I'm on the run
Big Punisher is now running from the authorities after killing another person.

Dear ma-mah what have I done?
Big Punisher is requesting his mother's help and guidance since he's feeling lost and helpless after taking someone's life.

Somebody save me, I think I just killed somebody baby
Big Punisher is feeling remorse for what he's done and is asking for someone to help him.

Shoulda chilled but money was really tryin' to play me
Big Punisher should have controlled his temper but the other person was disrespecting him, taunting him, or trying to take advantage of him.

Couldn't hold it no more so I showed him the four
Big Punisher couldn't control his anger anymore and pulled out his gun to threaten and intimidate the other person.

Duke was dissin' my girl like she was hoein' on tour
The other person was talking badly about Big Punisher's girlfriend, making false accusations or insulting her.

And knowing I'm raw, money tried to play fly
The other person knew that Big Punisher had a reputation for being tough or violent and still tried to talk smack or challenge him.

"I said whassup to the bitch; why she couldn't say hi?"
Big Punisher greeted the other person's girlfriend but she ignored him, which made him mad and feel disrespected.

That ain't right! I had to put him in his place
Big Punisher felt that he had to assert his dominance or defend his honor by physically attacking or killing the other person.

Remember them hollows I bought for three bottles?
Big Punisher purchased bullets or ammunition in exchange for three bottles of liquor.

I put 'em in his face
Big Punisher shot the other person in the face with his gun.

I didn't have to disgrace myself, hatin' myself
Big Punisher regrets his actions and feels ashamed or guilty for killing someone.

"Ahora a tu!" blam blam, brace yo'self
Big Punisher said "Now it's your turn!" before shooting the other person multiple times and warning them to prepare for the consequences.

That's the law, the streets are like basketball
Big Punisher follows the law of the street which is similar to the rules of basketball.

But sometimes you shoot, sometimes you pass it off
In basketball, sometimes you take a shot or you pass the ball to someone else, similarly in the streets you take action or let someone else do it.

Can't always take a shot, make one mistake you upstate for what?
Big Punisher is aware that he can't always use violence to solve his problems because if he gets caught, he will go to prison.

Too much hate, time to break the lock
Big Punisher realizes that he has too much anger and aggression inside him and he needs to find a way to control or release it.

I hate the cops so I ain't tryin' to see 'em
Big Punisher has a strong dislike towards the police and prefers to avoid or escape them.

I love a brother doin' triple life but I ain't tryin' to be him
Big Punisher respects a person who is serving a life sentence in prison, but he doesn't want to end up like him.

That's why I be on the low, and keep my feet in the row
Big Punisher tries to stay hidden or inconspicuous and avoid attention or trouble by being careful and following the norms of his community.

Cause they're tellin' me as far as felonies
Other people are warning Big Punisher that committing felonies or serious crimes will lead to severe punishment and a long prison sentence.

You get life for three in a row
Big Punisher is aware that if he gets convicted of committing three felonies in a row, he will receive a life sentence in prison.

Then whadday'know? Last week at the flicks
Big Punisher is narrating a story that happened to him recently at a movie theater.

I had to kill somebody, for steppin' on my kicks (stupid)
Big Punisher killed someone who accidentally or intentionally stepped on his sneakers, which he considers very disrespectful or offensive.

Hey ma-ma-ma-ma
Big Punisher is calling his mother for attention or help.

I just killed a man
Big Punisher confesses that he has recently killed another person.

Ma-ma what am I to do?
Big Punisher is asking for his mother's advice or guidance regarding his situation.

I can murder half the world laugh while the other side hate me
Big Punisher is referring to his ability to take many lives without remorse and still find it amusing or enjoyable, but he is aware that his actions will make others hate him.

But hurt one hair on my mamma head and I'ma, cry like a baby
Despite being a violent or ruthless person, Big Punisher is emotionally attached to his mother and is willing to cry for her if anyone harms her.

She my heart and soul; what Jimi Hendrix was to rock'n'roll
Big Punisher values his mother very much and considers her as important as Jimi Hendrix was to rock and roll.

Made me believe I could achieve the impossible
Big Punisher's mother inspired him and made him feel like he could accomplish anything he set his mind to.

Now you know one of my weakness's, but Punisher keeps it glizz
Big Punisher reveals that he has a weakness for his family or loved ones, but he tries to hide it and remain tough or dangerous.

So don't pull out 'cause when I pop oh what a relief it is
Big Punisher advises others not to pull out a gun against him because he will easily defeat them with his own weapon.

Send you where Jesus is, hold up, that's the gas chamber
Big Punisher threatens to kill someone by shooting them and then references the gas chamber, which is used for capital punishment in some US states.

Think before you put on that ski-mask and blast a stranger
Big Punisher advises others to consider the consequences of their actions before wearing a mask and committing a crime against a random person.

Relax the anger, don't be so hard on yourself
Big Punisher encourages people to control their rage and not punish themselves too much for their mistakes or shortcomings.

That's how you'll end up twelve years old; being charged as an adult
Big Punisher warns that if someone can't control their anger and keeps making bad choices, they will eventually end up in prison as a child or juvenile tried as an adult.

Terror Squad is here to help so you can learn from our mistakes
Big Punisher is promoting his rap group, Terror Squad, which he hopes will be a positive influence and teach others to avoid making the same mistakes as him and his crew.

Cause power just makes you reject destiny and devour your fate
Big Punisher reflects on the dangers of having power, which can lead to becoming arrogant, ignoring one's destiny, and ruining one's future.

How many hours I waste, tryin' to figure the shit
Big Punisher has spent a lot of time and energy thinking about his life, his actions, and his future, trying to make sense of it all.

Until I finally realized, we're just niggas and spics
Big Punisher has come to a realization that he and his racial or ethnic group are often marginalized, discriminated against, or underestimated by others.

That's what they feel, what can I do but just stay real?
Big Punisher acknowledges the negative feelings or beliefs that some people have towards him and his community, but he chooses to stay true to himself and not fake his identity.

Keep somethin' in the stash in case I gotta make bail
Big Punisher always carries something hidden or secret that he can use as leverage or exchange to get out of jail if he ever gets caught.

Cause ain't no brothers, runnin' shit in the system
Big Punisher understands that the justice system is not in favor of African Americans or Latinos, and that there are not many people of color in positions of power or influence in society.

You goin' straight to jail if you colored and fit the description
Big Punisher warns that regardless of whether someone is innocent or guilty of a crime, if they are a person of color and match the suspect's physical or social characteristics, they will get arrested and prosecuted.

I don't have much time so I'm only gonna ask you once
Big Punisher is in a hurry and can only ask his mother one question or make one request.

To please forgive me mamma, I love you and I'm sorry I broke your heart
Big Punisher apologizes to his mother for hurting her feelings or disappointing her and asks for her forgiveness and love.

But I ask you to do me a favor and take care of my daughters
Big Punisher requests that his mother look after his daughters and raise them well.

And raise them to be good respectable woman, like their mother
Big Punisher wants his daughters to grow up with good manners, morals, and values, based on the example of their mother.

God bless her soul
Big Punisher expresses his deep respect and admiration for his deceased wife, who was the mother of his children.

And raise my son to be a good man, a better man than me
Big Punisher wishes for his son to become a kind, wise, and successful person, even better than he is.

And for this I give you my soul, I love you
Big Punisher professes his love and devotion to his mother and his family, and sacrifices or dedicates his soul to them.