Mamma
Big Punisher feat. Tony Sunshine Lyrics

Mamma, I don't understand
I don't understand why this man had to mess with me, now I have to kill him

Why he had to fuck with me, now I gotta kill this man
Someone disrespected me and my girlfriend, so I had to show him I won't tolerate it

I said, mamma, now I'm on the run
I'm on the run from the law after killing someone

Dear, mamma, what have I done?
I'm regretting what I've done and wishing I could undo it

Somebody save me, I think I just killed somebody baby
I'm asking for help because I think I just killed someone

Shoulda chilled, but money was really trynao play me
I should have been calmer, but this person was really trying to disrespect me

Couldn't hold it no more, so I showed him the four
I couldn't control myself anymore, so I pulled out my gun

Duke was dissin' my girl like she was hoein' on tour
This person was disrespecting my girlfriend and treating her like a prostitute

And knowin' I'm raw, money tried to play fly
This person was trying to show off, knowing I'm capable of violence

I said what's up to the bitch, why she couldn't say hi?
I greeted the woman but she refused to acknowledge me

That ain't right, had to put him in his place
This behavior was unacceptable, so I had to teach him a lesson

Remember them hollows I bought for three bottles?
I had purchased hollow point bullets to use against people who crossed me

I put 'em in his face
I shot him in the face

I didn't have to disgrace myself, hate myself
I wish I didn't have to commit violence and feel such intense emotions

Ahora a tu, blam, blam, brace yourself
Now it's your turn to face the consequences [of disrespecting me]

That's the law, the streets are like basketball
This is how things go in the streets, it's like a game of basketball

But sometimes you shoot, sometimes you pass it off
Sometimes you have to take a shot at your enemy, other times you have to let it go

Can't always take a shot, make one mistake you upstate for what?
You can't always act out on impulse, one mistake could land you in prison for a long time

Too much hate, time to break the lock
I'm full of anger and need to find a way to calm myself down

I hate the cops, so I ain't tryna see 'em
I don't like the police, so I'm trying to avoid getting caught by them

I love my brother doin' triple life, but I ain't tryna be him
I care about my brother who's serving a life sentence, but I don't want to follow in his footsteps

That's why I be on the low, keep my feet in the row
That's why I try to stay under the radar and not attract attention to myself

'Cause they're tellin' me as far as felonies
I've heard that when you commit a certain number of felonies, you can get life in prison

You get life for three in a row
If you commit three felonies in a row, you can get sentenced to life in prison

Then what do you know? Last week at the flicks
Wouldn't you know it? Just last week at the movie theater...

I had to kill somebody, for steppin' on my kicks (stupid)
I killed someone for disrespecting my shoes

I can murder half the world, laugh, while the other side hate me
I can commit all sorts of violent acts and be unphased, while others will hate me for it

But hurt one hair on my mamma head and I'ma cry like a baby
If someone hurts my mother, I will be devastated

She my heart and soul;, what Jimi Hendrix was to rock 'n' roll
My mother is everything to me, like Jimi Hendrix was to rock 'n' roll

Made me believe I could achieve the impossible
My mother gave me the confidence to believe I can do anything

Now you know one of my weaknesses, but Punisher keeps a Glizz
Now you know one of my vulnerabilities, but I also keep a gun

So don't block 'cause when I pop, oh, what a relief it is
Don't get in my way, because when I shoot my gun, it's a relief to me

Send him where Jesus is, hold up, that's the gas chamber
I will kill him and he will go to a horrible place like the gas chamber

Think before you put on that ski-mask and blast a stranger
Think about the consequences before committing a violent act

Relax the anger, don't be so hard on yourself
Calm yourself down and don't beat yourself up over your mistakes

That's how you'll end up twelve years old
If you don't calm down and control your anger, you'll end up dead or in jail

Bein' charged as an adult
You'll be charged as an adult if you commit a serious crime, no matter how old you are

Terror Squad is here to help so you can learn from our mistakes
We want to help you avoid making the same mistakes we did

'Cause power just makes you reject destiny and devours your fate
Having too much power will cause you to reject your destiny and ruin your future

How many hours I waste tryna figure the shit
I waste so much time trying to figure things out

'Til I finally realized, we're just niggas and spics
Until I finally realized that society just sees us as black and Hispanic people

That's what they feel, what can I do but just stay real?
That's how they feel about us, but all I can do is stay true to myself

Keep somethin' in the stash in case I gotta make bail
I keep something hidden in case I need to use it to get out of jail

'Cause ain't no brothers runnin' shit in the system
There are no black men in power in the system

You goin' straight to jail if you colored and fit the description
If you're a person of color and match the description of a criminal, you'll be arrested immediately

Fuck he talkin' about? I live here
What is he talking about? I live here

This is my buildin', nigga, fuck you, nigga
This is my building, so go away

That's my daughter right there playin', fuck off me
That's my daughter playing, so leave me alone

I don't have much time so I'm only gonna ask you once
I don't have a lot of time, so I need to make this quick

To please forgive me, mamma
I'm sorry for what I've done and I hope you can forgive me, mom

I love you and I'm sorry I broke your heart
I love you and I'm sorry for the pain I've caused you

But I ask you to do me a favor, and take care of my daughters
Please take care of my daughters for me

And raise them to be good respectable woman, like their mother
Please raise them to be good women, like their mother

God bless her soul
May she rest in peace

And raise my son to be a good man, a better man than me
Please raise my son to be a good man, better than me

And for this, I give you my soul, I love you
I'm giving you my everything, I love you

Ay Dios mío mi hijo
Oh my God, my son

Qué tú has hecho
What have you done?

No, no
No, no

Por favor suéltamelo suéltamelo mi hijo mi hijo
Please let him go, my son, let him go

Ay Dios mío
Oh my God

No, no dame la puerta Dios mío
No, no, give me the door, God

Ay Dios mío
Oh my God

Hey, mamma, mamma
Hey, mom, mom

I just killed a man
I just killed someone

Mamma, what am I to do?
Mom, what should I do?