Blinded
Big Wig Lyrics

Sometimes I feel so lost S.O.S. all my lines are crossed.
I often feel confused and disoriented, like I need help to navigate through life's challenges.

I bite off more than I can chew. It's killing me its killing you there's nothing that I'd rather do.
I overcommit myself and take on more responsibilities than I can handle, and this is not only hurting me but also those around me. However, I can't help but keep doing it because it's what I really want to do deep down.

It's got me now its holding me. A sign of something good a sign I thought I'd never see.
I am completely consumed and captivated by this thing that I'm doing, and it's a positive development that I didn't think was possible for me.

I try to keep it in my head. We'll you can kick my ass and burn your books, but it won't change a word I've said.
I try to remind myself of my purpose and my beliefs, and even if someone tries to physically harm me or destroy my ideas, I won't back down or change what I stand for.

I guess I should have seen it coming. It's in the smile on his face.
I probably should have known that this was going to happen, because I could see from the other person's smile that something was up.

Did you really think that this would be so easy? I think you made a big mistake.
If you thought that this was going to be simple and straightforward, then you were mistaken and made a significant error in judgment.

What went so wrong? Every action has reaction in this fucked up world that you created.
What led to this situation? Well, every action that you take in this chaotic and messed-up world has a corresponding consequence, and it's one that you have created and brought upon yourself.

Now you're head is so full of negativity and shattered dreams. A world of noise you end up hating.
Now, your mind is consumed with negative thoughts and disappointments, and you've grown to despise the loud and overwhelming world around you.

What went so wrong it's been too long. So just take it on the chin.
Whatever went wrong has been happening for such a long time that you just have to accept it and endure the consequences, without expecting any sympathy or help from others.

It's who you are and what you do. Not who you were or what you have been.
Your true identity and purpose are defined by your current actions and choices, not by your past experiences or mistakes.

There's just one thing you should know. That I still care to work it out don't think about it let it go.
The only thing that matters is that I still care about our relationship and want to resolve any conflicts or issues, so don't dwell on the negative and just let it go.