If You Could See Me Now
Bill Evans Trio Lyrics


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If you could see me now, you'd know how blue I've been
One look is all you'd need to see the mood I'm in.
Perhaps then you'd realize I'm still in love with you.
If you could see me now, you'd find me being brave
And trying awfully hard to make my tears behave
But that's quite impossible, I'm still in love with you.

You'll happen my way on some mem'rable day
And the month will be May for a while.
I'll try to smile but can I play the part
Without my heart behind the smile?

The way I feel for you I never could disguise




The look of love is written plainly in my eyes.
I think you'd be mine again if you could see me now.

Overall Meaning

The song "If You Could See Me Now" by the Bill Evans Trio is a melancholic song about someone who is trying to move on from a past love. However, the person is finding it difficult and the lyrics express the emotional struggle involved. The opening lines "If you could see me now, you'd know how blue I've been, one look is all you'd need to see the mood I'm in" immediately sets the tone of the song. The person feels sad and is struggling to cope with their emotions. The next verse "Perhaps then you'd realize I'm still in love with you" reveals that the person is not over their past love and still longs for them.


The chorus of the song captures a sense of hope as the lyrics talk about an eventual reunion, "You'll happen my way on some mem'rable day and the month will be May for a while". The singer is optimistic and believes there is a chance for the two to get back together, "I think you'd be mine again if you could see me now". However, the bridge of the song strikes a more bittersweet note as the singer realizes the difficulty of holding back their true feelings, "But can I play the part without my heart behind the smile?"


Overall, the song is a beautiful and poignant portrayal of the struggles of moving on from a past love, something that almost everyone can relate to in some way.


Line by Line Meaning

If you could see me now, you'd know how blue I've been
By looking at me, you could easily sense the state of my emotions.


One look is all you'd need to see the mood I'm in.
My feelings are conspicuous, and therefore you don't need to probe much to read my mood.


Perhaps then you'd realize I'm still in love with you.
I'm still in love with you, and if you saw me right now, this fact would come to light.


If you could see me now, you'd find me being brave
Despite ongoing emotional turmoil, I'm making an effort to show strength and bravery.


And trying awfully hard to make my tears behave
I'm striving to keep my emotions in check, preventing my tears from revealing the pain within.


But that's quite impossible, I'm still in love with you.
The depth of my love for you is such that containing my emotions is proving to be an insurmountable challenge.


You'll happen my way on some mem'rable day
I'm hopeful for an eventual meeting with you, an encounter that will be unforgettable.


And the month will be May for a while.
The time of our reunion - a spring month - will be characterized by rebirth and rejuvenation that manifests in my life as well.


I'll try to smile but can I play the part
I'll attempt to display happiness when we cross paths, but doing so may not be feasible.


Without my heart behind the smile?
If my heart remains pained, my efforts to hide my feelings behind a smile will be inauthentic.


The way I feel for you I never could disguise
My love for you is too strong to conceal, no matter how hard I try.


The look of love is written plainly in my eyes.
My adoration for you is evident in my stare - it's something that cannot be hidden.


I think you'd be mine again if you could see me now.
If you could witness the extent of my emotions firsthand, it's possible that you would fall back in love with me as well.




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: CARL SIGMAN, TADD DAMERON

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Warwolfii

Bill was, and still is, my favorite musician. Occasionally I would catch him alone at the Village Vanguard and we'd chat for a few minutes. He was very shy, very introverted. He had very little confidence and was not aware just how extraordinary he really was. He'd always play my favorite piece "All the Things You Are." He was an amazing talent, a true artist, gifted beyond measure.

Jack Jeffery

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Spenser T

Wow.

Julie Albright

He's amazing...

Ralph Parker

This is the song that made me fall in love with jazz indefinitely

roberto pithon

cada vez que ouço Bill Evans sinto que sua música é redescoberta a cada audição, em função da riqueza de improvisações, de seu perfeito fraseado e acima de tudo de sua imensa emoção que transborda em cada interpretação.

Frank Fenton

Bill Evans is fantastic, enough said.

Téa Gigauri

nobody on the earth could or will play piano like him!!!Listen to him ,he is in another world!!!!!!!! LOOOOOOOOOVEEEEE HIM!!!!

Daryl and Mark Daryl and Mark

very beautiful tune, one of my favourite songs

Phil Mitchell

Words can't describe Evans. So amazing. Would anyone happen to know who is playing bass?

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