Billie Holiday had a difficult childhood. Much information once not considered true was confirmed in the book Billie Holiday by Stuart Nicholson in 1995. Holiday's autobiography, Lady Sings the Blues, which was first published in 1956, is sketchy when it comes to details about her early life, but has been confirmed by the Nicholson research.
Her professional pseudonym was taken from Billie Dove, an actress she admired, and Clarence Holiday, her probable father. At the outset of her career, she spelled her last name Halliday, which was the birth-surname of her father, but eventually changed it to Holiday, his performing name.
Her distinct delivery made Billie Holiday's performances instantly recognizable throughout her career. A master of improvisation, Billie's well-trained ear more than compensated for her lack of music education performance really was.
In 1972, Diana Ross portrayed Holiday in the film Lady Sings the Blues, which is loosely based on the 1956 autobiography of the same name. The film earned Ross a nomination for the Academy Award for Best Actress. She also has been portrayed by Ernestine Jackson in Lady Day at Emerson's Bar and Grill and by Paula Jai Parker in a Season 7 episode of Touched by an Angel entitled "God Bless the Child," the title deriving from a song that she had written and sung.
In 1987, Billie Holiday was posthumously awarded the Grammy Lifetime Achievement Award. In 1993, R&B singer Miki Howard released an album dedicated to Holiday titled Miki Sings Billie: A Tribute To Billie Holiday. The United States Postal Service introduced a Billie Holiday postage stamp in 1994, she ranked #6 on VH1's 100 Greatest Women in Rock n' Roll in 1999, and she was inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame in 2000. Over the years, there have been many tributes to Billie Holiday, including "The Day Lady Died," a 1959 poem by Frank O'Hara, and "Angel of Harlem," a 1988 release by the group U2. A 1953 Holiday concert in New York is a key feature of the 2009 Arthur Phillips novel The Song is You.
On May 31, 1959, Holiday was taken to Metropolitan Hospital in New York suffering from liver and heart disease. Police officers were stationed at the door to her room. She was arrested for drug possession as she lay dying, and her hospital room was raided by authorities. Holiday remained under police guard at the hospital until she died from cirrhosis of the liver (the result of several years of substance abuse) on July 17, 1959. In the final years of her life, she had been progressively swindled out of her earnings, and she died with $0.70 in the bank and $750 (a tabloid fee) on her person. Her funeral mass was held at St. Paul the Apostle Catholic Church in New York City.
Critic John Bush wrote that she "changed the art of American pop vocals forever."She co-wrote only a few songs, but several of them have become jazz standards, notably "God Bless the Child," "Don't Explain," "Fine and Mellow," and "Lady Sings the Blues." She also became famous for singing jazz standards including "Easy Living," "Good Morning Heartache," and "Strange Fruit."
Lover Man
Billie Holiday and Her Orchestra Lyrics
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I long to try something I never had
Never had no kissin'
Oh, what I've been missin'
Lover man, oh, where can you be?
The night is cold and I'm so alone
I'd give my soul just to call you my own
But no one to love me
Lover man, oh, where can you be?
I've heard it said
That the thrill of romance
Can be like a heavenly dream
I go to bed with a prayer
That you'll make love to me
Strange as it seems
Someday we'll meet
And you'll dry all my tears
Then whisper sweet
Little things in my ear
Hugging and a-kissing
Oh, what I've been missing
Lover man, oh, where can you be?
The lyrics to Billie Holiday and Her Orchestra's song "Lover Man" capture the raw emotion and longing for a love that hasn't yet been found. The opening lines set the tone for the entire song, with the singer expressing their sadness and desire for something new and exciting in their life. The lyrics "Never had no kissin', oh what I've been missin'" are particularly poignant, as they highlight the singer's lack of experience and their yearning for physical intimacy.
The second verse goes on to paint a picture of the singer's current situation – they are alone on a cold night and would do anything to have someone to love. The contrast between the moon above and the loneliness below further emphasizes the singer's isolation. The bridge of the song introduces the idea that love can be like a heavenly dream, and the singer's prayer for someone to love them reinforces the idea that they are searching for something that will make them feel complete.
The final verse is the most hopeful, with the singer expressing their belief that they will eventually find the love they seek. The description of being hugged, kissed, and whispered to brings the song to a close on a romantic note. Overall, "Lover Man" is a song that captures the universal human desire for love and connection.
Line by Line Meaning
I don't know why but I'm feeling so sad
I am currently experiencing sadness but I am unsure of the cause.
I long to try something I never had
I desire to experience something new that I have never experienced before.
Never had no kissin'
I have never had the experience of kissing someone romantically.
Oh, what I've been missin'
I am missing out on the romantic experiences that I have never had.
Lover man, oh, where can you be?
I am seeking a lover but have yet to find one.
The night is cold and I'm so alone
I am currently alone and feeling the effects of the cold and dark night.
I'd give my soul just to call you my own
I am willing to do anything to make you mine and keep you forever.
Got a moon above me
There is a full moon visible in the night sky.
But no one to love me
Despite the beauty of the moon and night sky, I do not have anyone to share it with.
Lover man, oh, where can you be?
I am still searching for my lover and wondering why they have not yet come into my life.
I've heard it said
I have heard from others that
That the thrill of romance
Romantic relationships can often provide a rush of emotions and feelings.
Can be like a heavenly dream
These emotions and feelings are often described as heavenly or dream-like.
I go to bed with a prayer
Before going to sleep, I say a prayer or make a wish.
That you'll make love to me
My hope is that you will become my lover and we will engage in a romantic relationship.
Strange as it seems
Although it may seem unusual,
Someday we'll meet
I believe that we will eventually cross paths.
And you'll dry all my tears
When we finally meet, you will take away my pain and make me feel happy again.
Then whisper sweet
You will say lovely and romantic things
Little things in my ear
And whisper them softly in my ear, creating a romantic and intimate moment.
Hugging and a-kissing
We will express our love physically through hugging and kissing.
Oh, what I've been missing
I have never experienced the joy and love of a romantic relationship, but I am hopeful that I will find it one day.
Lover man, oh, where can you be?
I am still searching for my lover and longing for the day when we will finally be together.
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: JAMES O. DAVIS, JIMMY SHERMAN, ROGER J. RAMIREZ
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michael morgan
She is in really good voice here. Shame the recording is not that clear.
Mr. Miscellaneous
ear candy YES